moving

Thursday, July 27, 2006 10:14 a.m.
The dude has shifted, or should i say will be shifting. Anyone in need to know of the new location, do drop me your email add and i will send the address over. Well, at least to the certain few....if there still is any. Bye.





Farewell Brazil

Sunday, July 2, 2006 02:10 p.m.
Like Carlos Alberto Parreira...I too was psychologically unprepared for Brazil's exit. Waking up very early to watch almost every game of Brazil in the South-American Qualifiers for the past 2 years, feeling confident that they can retain the world title in Germany.....and boom, it all comes to and end. Now, an all european semi-finals....i would never have guessed. Well, as far as i am concerned, the best team has already gone out, the Argentines.





no ball

Thursday, June 29, 2006 11:14 p.m.
I am in dire need of painkillers, i am beginning to hate watching Football on TV....not being able to kick a ball anywhere here.....that just hurts. You see the beauty goal scored by Maxi Rodriguez against Mexico during extra-time or Joe Cole's opener against Sweden or Ronaldo's record- breaker against Ghana. It just makes you wanna go out and do it for yourself against your local peeps....take the ball down by the chest....control it down with your foot...push it forward.....do a double step-over...go past your opponent.....and flick it over the defender for a goal. Right now, all my thoughts have been about the cool moments me and my peeps had in soccer......you nutmeg your friend during a game, and your team goes 'ole'....or you execute some skill and people around you clap and say....'nice one bro'.....or the best one of the lot, you happen to have an in-form and a lucky day.....you samba around and score a beautiful goal.....you just tell yourself, "Seyedinho is in da house".....and that brings an end to my emotional*sobs* entry of me not being able to kick a ball.....





Conversations

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 03:49 p.m.
Conversation With 3 Different Ladies


1) The SIAO Girl

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
but my pretty n ur pretty may not be the same

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
i'll help u tell ... find a good girl

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
so far, i see u soo good....

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
my frens not so good lah... must get u a good gf ok

seyed says:
i like wild girls la.....

seyed says:
just get me a pretty wild one will do...

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
eh wild pulak

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
y u like wild

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
not nice lah

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
good lah

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
like xxxxxx u want?

seyed says:
dun wan.......i want a girl who wears tube top and mini skirt

seyed says:
hahaha

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
u gross little piglet

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
u ah

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
u so good go for nonsense takmo lah seyed

seyed says:
why...wats wrong....

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
drop the water face

seyed says:
?

seyed says:
tube top and mini skirt ok wat...

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
takmo lah

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
y u like wild girls?

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
so expose...

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
so mini..

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
cover lah sikit

i need a break.. a looooong one.. says:
isyh!!

hmmmmm....whats wrong with my preference of lady....and would someone care to explain to me what does 'drop the water face' actually means....?

2) The Anti-Kutcher Girl

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
n den she will find a guy lyk ashton kutcher..

seyed says:
haha.....

seyed says:
yeah...ashton kutcher....

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
haha..

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
boy toy..

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
its pure sex..

seyed says:
dunno why he chose demi.....

seyed says:
maybe for a demo...

seyed says:
but still....it isnt a good demo...

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
haha..

seyed says:
there are better ones out there...

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
i dont care oso..

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
he is d ugliest guy on earth..

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
i dunno y gals go crazy ova him..

seyed says:
huh....he is the ugliest guy on earth?

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
yar..

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
i dont lyk ashton kutcher..

if onli u were dere, it wld have made evrythng complete.. says:
n justin timberlake is oso a gay lookin guy..

seyed says:
haha...ok

Well, what do you know....just when you thought that being told that you look like Ashton Kutcher is a nice thing, some lady comes up and says he is the ugliest guy on earth. Hmmmm, so now i am re-considering whether to take the words given to me that i look like Ashton as a compliment. Ugliest guy on earth?....man, maybe this chick needs some update.....

3) The BMUD(read backwards) Girl.

seyed says:
so how's life goin....

XXXXXXX says:
good

XXXXXXX says:
still searchin for the right guy

seyed says:
cool...still single....

seyed says:
so...do you like dark guys?

XXXXXXX says:
huh?

XXXXXXX says:
so you think i am dark...?

Err....do you have to be dark to like dark guys....?...Though beauty always turns a guy on....conversations like these just proves something about the lady.....





Achmad

Thursday, June 8, 2006 12:46 p.m.
I got a message from my friend. A shocking message. I got notified of my friend's death, he passed away on the 28th of May. A taxi crashed into him while he was on the road on his bike with his girlfriend at the back. And my friend told me it was the mother-fucking taxi's fault. It was a tragic event, but whats more painful is that his girlfriend survived with multiple fractures on her face but she is still unaware of her boyfriend's non-existence. Currently she is going through some emotional trauma and hopefully she can take the news of her boyfriend well. God bless her and God bless Achmad's Soul. Achmad will always be remembered and We all love him.

Achmad Forever (1983-2006)





blank

Monday, May 29, 2006 04:16 p.m.
I cant think of anything to blog about, i am out of garbage and the Miss Universe Mission can be deemed a failure. Well, thats nonsense anyway.....and you know, i have this really cool uncle, and the cool thing about him is that....whenever he sees a sexy ad on tv...he gets up walks away and tells me to switch off the tv....well he is a married man and a pious one. So its fairly understandable of such a character....but i am an unmarried young man, not exactly pious, but have alot of faith in God.....So i have been telling myself to switch channel whenever sexy ads are shown on tv......ahhh, but sadly...i cant help watching the beautiful ladies on tele....well, what do you know....get me married and i wont watch such ads....ahhh, whatever bullshit that means.....





It has been long

Sunday, May 7, 2006 12:50 p.m.
It has been long hasnt it.....Ahhhh, the satisfaction of blogging, or should i say blabbering....Cant say much as i am on a 'secret' mission to capture the next Miss Universe and hold her for ransom. For those of you who are wondering where i am, i am not at where you are thinking i am right now. Nightlife is greatly missed, so is my ball and board and lets not forget the people who make my world, the great pals i am blessed with. I wouldnt be back till my mission here is over, so i cant give the exact date of my arrival, maybe not even a rough estimatation of it. Have a nice day ahead.... :)





bye

Friday, March 31, 2006 04:55 a.m.
Yours Truly will be taking a break from this 'Sinful City' and will be heading to a village where philosophers unite. Its about time i sit down and start pondering what is there to life than what there actually is. And hopefully i will return a changed man, a better one in that. Till then, I will take leave and will update if the village has a computer with an internet connection.

Goodbye.





Another one

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 02:35 a.m.
A shopaholic is someone who shops for his/her wants, unnecessarily. Feel free to disagree. And never treat your NETS like a credit-card, coz that only spells trouble, and a big one if you are forced to explain the accounts to your mom. I have something more important to blog about.
I dont know how it works for the ladies, but for men, well straight men that is, whenever we look at some girl and she happens to have her back facing us and she has this god-fine-tuned body. We guys do get excited coz that could very well be(88.8%) a hot chick standing right there. All she has to do is just turn around, show us her face, and we guys might attain nirvana. But there is a bad kick to this, it only works for 88.8%....So lets say you see this girl, her back facing you...and she has a great body and you are just waiting to see her face, but then you get distracted and your focus gets shifted, and when you turn back to the exact spot of where the girl stood, then you realize she is gone....you start looking around....Then you see this one girl who wears the same top and same skirt as the earier lady...And then you see her face, and your heart drops, but you keep telling yourself that she cant be the one whom you saw earlier, you just cant seem to accept that...well, you just have got to accept that shit happens. Her face doesnt quite enlighten you...below average face with a top class body.....And then you tell yourself, never judge a girl from the back...Never. Like i said, i dont know how it works for the ladies. Coz i know guys who have gone through the above. It doesnt really bother us that much, only for the fact that...our excitement brought us an undesired outcome. Well, not everyone comes in full package, i totally understand that. Well, this isnt exactly the important stuff that i wanted to blog about. Here is the important one, yesterday i was at town....at this shop...and i met this short and beautiful girl who is a sales-assistant there, and she also happen to be my friend....an ex-classmate of mine during secondary days.....She was nowhere near her secondary looks she had back then....She was much more beautiful...make that very beautiful. I was speechless, the way girls change....i mean, i havent met any guy that had changed to make himself look really good....maybe i should get the view from the ladies for that one....So as i was saying....she looked really good, and i remember clearly me and a friend of mine used to make fun of her back then. She threathened to bring her dad down, and once she even cried...coz she had a crush on this guy....and me and one of my friend dragged the dude she had crush on into our class and tried to heat things up....But like i said, she burst into tears, and i thought i was doomed...i was expecting her dad to bust my ass anytime soon....well thankfully she took the whole thing as a good joke. But trust me, she was no hot stuff back then, she was nowhere near good to be honest....but today, i am saying this again and i will say it again...she looks absoloutely goooood!!!....And if that dude she had a crush on was to see her now...i can see a great sense of regret flowing through him...But i cant blame him for not going out with her back then.

Whats amazing is that, she is the second girl from my secondary 2 class to change tremendously, physically....If you were to refer to an entry i typed very long ago, i talked about this girl who went from super-big to slim and with the magic of cosmetics....she now looks good too. So as you can see, people are changing or have changed....I can only assume that many of whom i know are in process of becoming someone much better, well..physically at least.
And if there are any 13-16 year old dudes reading this, the best advice i can give you right now is to take your chance and invest in some girl whom you think might have the potential. And i used the term 'invest'...coz if you had made a very good one, meaning she turned out to be someone really beautiful....then its jackpot for you. If your investment failed badly....you can always withdraw...and look for better fishes in the pond. As crude as it may sound, this only applies for dudes who care nuts about inner beauty and gives a whole shit for the outer beauty. Thank you.





moment of glory

Monday, March 27, 2006 04:25 a.m.
If you know me well, you should know that i love soccer very much, so yesterday i took part in this soccer tournament along with my 2 friends...well, i wasnt in thier team actually, one player of thiers couldnt make it, so they called me for replacement. Well, what can i say, they found the best replacement....haha...ok, not exactly. Coz i played pretty badly, and my friend's girlfriend took a video of us playing, and you can see the number of loose balls i gave. And i am taking blame for the second lost we had, as i made a poor recovery to get back to the goalpost.

I remember i started kicking ball when i was about 10 years old and yeah, like any other stuffs that you love, there were lots of memories. And one clearly would have to be this 'unusal treatment' i got in football, well i am saying its 'unusual treatment' based on what i went through, some think other wise. We all know that our country is a multi-racial society, and i have never felt discriminated coz of my race. But there was this incident, that changed my perception.
When i was in Primary 5 i wasnt with my usual classmates, i got allocated to a new class, so it was a class with many new faces. Well, i did socialize well with the guys, i wasnt exactly thier good friend. Let me get to the point, during recess time back then, all the guys in my class would play soccer...so one day after my quick meal, my friend and i wanted join them. Only to hear my classmates say that there were enough players, and that my friend and i couldnt play. Fair enough, we stood there watching them play. And then there was this guy who is from my class and he wanted to play and they just let him. Ok, i wasnt quick to jump to the reason that they were outcasting me and my friend.....i thought that guy was a regular player among them, therefore they let him played. But this happened for a few days, my friend gave up, he didnt come by the court anymore...i always did, coz i loved the game, even if it means to just watch others play......but even when there were a few people playing, and for the better part, or if they were short of one player...they still wouldnt take me in....i didnt know why....Well, whatever made them happy i guess....i just watched them play everyday. It was still the beginning of the year, and i wasnt that close to my classmates yet. I had a close friend back then, we did lots of shits during MT lesson, he was in a different class generally. He played soccer with his class. So i asked him wether could i join his class, he was puzzled of coz. So i told him what is it like with my class, and he talked to his classmates about it, and i finally kicked ball during recess back then. Ahhh, it was such a good feeling. And let me put the icing on the cake, we had a friendly game, someone brought the original size playing ball....oh yeah, back in those days, tennis ball was our saviour...haha....So as i was saying, we had a friendly between my class and my close friend's class....and i played for my friend's class coz the dudes in my class were too cool for me to play along them. And we got started, and it ended with me scoring 2 goals against my own class, and we won 3-0. And if there was a man of the match award given, i deserved it....no seriously, i played really well.....well i was better than anyone in my own class back then, well of coz in the pitch there was this filipino guy who was a very good player but he wasnt in my class...he was my team-mate. So Yours Truly from 5/1 scored against 5/1 and brought glory to 5/3.....and you know the feeling you get, the sort of feeling that says..."hah, who's the loser now!...serves you right for not letting me join you guys"....ahhh, though it sounds shitty, well i wont lie...its a sensational feeling...."in your face" sort of stuff. So we got back to class, the dudes were pretty disappointed.....And then they started asking me to play for them, each and everyone of them. I declined, and i brought up the moments where they didnt let me play and explained about thier knock-down attitude they had against me. Well, they did apologise and after much persuasion, i was officially a player for 5/1....And so i told 5/3 about it, and it was shitty alright....they said i was betraying them and stuffs like that, its like i turned my back on them during a war or something....haha, funny shits back then i tell you.....well, i did feel guilty about it, but hey...i cant run away from my class(there were cute girls). So after a few days, we had another friendly, and like i said, we only have friendlies if someone brought the official size 5 ball...we never played friendlies with a tennis ball, i dont quite know why was that. Ok, so let me put the cherry on the icing of the cake, we won 2-0 and i scored 1 goal. So there you go, 5/3 lost and they were pissed with me big time. Well, not all...one or two kept calling me betrayer whenever i walked past thier class....haha...bloody hell. So there you go....proudest moment for me in football...not winning any trophies or medals...all it took was 2 friendly games during recess....and wa-la....Yours Truly was the only player to emerge as a winner during the 2 meetings....all smiles.
The reason why i had this posted up is because its always good to share what is your proudest moment, ok not really....The actual reasons would be....1) i always wanted this posted. 2) i wanted to kill time coz i am still fresh awake. 3)if i was to lose my memory for some reason *touchwood* i need this blog to refresh me of the beautiful memories i had in my life. 4)there are always bound to be people who judge you by your colour. 5)never in my life did i feel like a star player. 6)coz i am still freshly awake.

Focusing on point number 5, well...i am not exactly a very good player....but there were players from my class who werent quite there yet. So yeah....if you were to assume i am such a great player...i am not....i might make it look like i am one.....And if anyone did manage to read this whole entry without much difficulty...well, congrats...coz you passed the crazy-eye test, reading the mess. And no, being a good football player in your class doesnt get you the cute girls in your class....But you gotta love football....Joga Bonito!....





sex videos

Sunday, March 26, 2006 03:12 a.m.
After all this hype about sex videos in handphones, particularly the local ones...to be precise, the one from this one polytechnic. And i am starting to wonder to what extent did the video do good in attracting students to its school. If my parents had seen it, they will probably cross out that school or start viewing it negatively....well maybe most parents would. Well, i heard the girl in the video got expelled, maybe a bit too harsh....but what if the video was actually a valuable promoting tool. I dont know, if she really did get expelled....then its pretty unfair in some sense. Well, if that polytechnic gets fewer students this year, then we all should know why.....and if they do get an exceeding amount of students....We bloody well should know why already.





msn nick

Friday, March 24, 2006 03:42 a.m.
My friend had this as her msn nick “Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves. – Albert Einstein”

I find it hard to believe that the quote above was from the genius, Albert Einstein. I did want to clarify with the lady about the nick she had on msn, but she has been moody these past few days, Periods Men Suffer(PMS) I guess……but yeah, talk about chemistry….the genius knows his stuff well I guess…..be it scientific chemistry or the chemistry between 2 people. And another reason why her nick caught my attention was that it reminded me of a couple making out in a car at orchard. The light flashed red, every car came to a halt, and I was looking to my left and saw this couple doing it. I don’t know why but I found it cool, I just feel its weird finding a couple making out cool….but that’s what I felt…...I found it cool…..And what’s even cooler is that the traffic light flashed green and the couple were still making out…..I was ‘whoa-ed’….I told my friend, who was driving, about it and he too wanted to have a look at it….I told him to focus on the road, coz any lost focus on the road can just land us at a place where you should know and I am not going to say further. If you realized, the dude did well, he was giving the kiss the attention it deserved, coz he cared nuts about what the traffic.

And another friend of mine had this as his msn nick, “Why is it called a Blackboard when it is Green in colour?”…..and my answer for him was…..”Simple, the same reason why some people see me as black when I am clearly brown”……..so I am rightfully a brownie ….hmmm….brownie….that’s a pretty cool name isn’t it…..Girls love brownies, ok maybe most, if not all….. ok, screw it…..Whoever loves brownie, keep on munching it….and don’t forget to brush your teeth…..





Laptop

Thursday, March 23, 2006 04:17 a.m.
I am still trying to figure out what is wrong with the company i sent my laptop for service. My laptop got spoilt few months back and i was out of warranty so i sent it to a local computer shop to check on it, see what was the problem. The guy told me there might be something wrong with the cd-rom drive and he cant do much about it and told me to send it to the laptop's service centre. So fair enough, i sent it to the company, which i shall refer as company XYZ, coz i might be critical of it later on, and if any loyal passionate worker from XYZ was to read this post though i know its a snowball's chance in hell and they might not even know who i am or where i am from but this company is a really big company and a genius in the industry. I dont know, they could work thier way through and might manage to reach me, just another paranoid feeling.... so i dont want to risk getting my ass sued, as i said its a really huge company, and i have got really small sum of money. So i sent my laptop to XYZ service centre which is located at this secluded place where the nearest bus- stop seems 15-20 mins walk away. Upon handing my laptop over, i was told that i will be given a call regarding whats the problem like with my laptop and the cost of getting it fixed. And later that night, i received an email from XYZ service centre, they gave me the quotation of the parts that needed to be changed. And guess whats the total cost of getting my laptop repaired.....$2651!!!....yeah, its a 4-digit cost, and i clearly know what you are thinking right now, "i can get a whole new laptop for that cost.".....I replied to thier mail saying i couldnt quite understand thier mail and requested them to elaborate more. And so i got a call from them yesterday, they elaborated to me, and asked me would i want to go ahead of repairing it. I said i have to talk it out with my sis before i can make a decision, and clearly my decision was a no, and so was my sister's. But i couldnt bother calling them to tell them about it, let my laptop rest on their shelf and take up some space of thiers for awhile.....I seriously dont get it, why would they want to state such a cost of fixing it....everyone knows they can get a whole new laptop less than that cost. Unless i get a warranty of up to 10 years then i up for fixing it. And the rotten thing is that, you have got to pay $52.50 for check-up charges...yeah, they do act similar to clinics or hospitals, you get charged for check-ups and if they is a problem with it, then you pay accordingly to clear the problem. I am not sure how many companies in the same industry have this same policy....coz its one cracked-up policy....no wonder XYZ is raking in billions of dollars every year....Maybe here is what that goes on in the boardroom...

CEO: Alright my fellow colleagues, the plan is called EMM, which stands for Easy Money Making.


Mangaer to Asst Manager: Wohoo, i am gonna love this plan, *rubs hand*

CEO: Every laptop without warranty sent for repair will be charged for check-up regardless whether they are wished to be fixed or not. And if there is some serious problem with it, then we will charge a ridiculous price that leaves the owner dumbfounded. If he/she chooses to go ahead with the repair, then we are in for some bonus this year, if he/she doesnt wish to repair it, we are still in for some bonus.*smirks*(an evil one)

Everyone : *claps*

Manager to Asst Manager: Told you i would love it.


And thats the secret to making billions of dollars...





price

Wednesday, March 22, 2006 02:29 a.m.
I dont know, i liked it....my friend said it suited me and i should get it. And so i got myself this shirt. Whenever i buy any clothing, footwear or any other accessories . I dont tell my mum the exact cost of it, I always state the price lower to what the original cost is. Well my mum doesnt exactly know that products with brand come at a cost. So if i was to buy some brand-named t-shirt at the cost of 30 bucks, and tell her i bought it for that price. She will start going bonkers saying i wasted money buying such t-shirt when i can get cheaper ones which are of the same thing. Same goes with shoes or any other product. Only when Nike products are bought, she would feel its reasonable...coz thats the only brand she knows of that is really big worldwide. And i hardly get positive comments on the stuffs i buy. So i resist showing what i bought to my mum. This habit of mine started way back when i was given the freedom of buying stuffs of my own liking. I had to lie my way through so that i dont get shitty comments for buying something that my mum would deem as too costly. Ahhh, she barely knows what the fashion market is out there like, and i cant blame her for not knowing. I am pretty thankful that at least she knows the brand Nike. But today was different, i bought a non-Nike product and told her the exact cost of it. And the shirt did cost quite a sum, and i was expecting my mum to go bonkers, well i would have just lied to her about the cost and go about with the usual cycle. But nahh, i bought the shirt with my salary, so the truth would sound just fine. And surprisingly my mum liked the shirt and found the price pretty reasonable, though her expression showed that the price was quite off the budget mark. She even told me to get one more like it, well....its good to know that my mum is happy of what i bought....Well, your son is growing up mom.....he is growing alright.....





reverse usage

Sunday, March 19, 2006 03:54 a.m.
Life wont be as tasteful as what it's like right now without beauty products.The truth is, most ladies look extremely good with the usage of beauty products, take note...i said 'most'.....And sometimes when you see a couple, you tell yourself they remind you of 'Beauty and the Beast'...but when the lady's make-up is off....its still Beauty and the Beast....only that the the guy becomes the beauty and the girl the beast. I have seen alot of girls who look like goddess coz of their make-up...yeah, the make-up helps alot....But i came across this one girl, she looks beautiful without any make-up....and below average with one. I am not sure whether the make-up is too thick or whether its overdone....but i am surprised why anyone would want to bother working on thier face for the least of 10 mins just to make them look below par. If you look good without one, then i think you should just stick with it. You save money, you save time....i dont know....whatever makes them happy.....I guess beauty products could also work the other way, put them on and you will look bad. Well, maybe its like this....honey is sweet, it doesnt need extra added sugar to make it sweeter, if it gets any sweeter, it wouldnt taste right.





exhausted

Friday, March 17, 2006 06:25 p.m.
One day i am out skating, the next day i am out kicking ball....I am exhausted, coz these 2 sports require great phsyical strength. Ok, maybe not great...but for skating, you sure should know how to take a fall. It hurts real bad....I think i had like to take a break from all these. I want to go shopping or something, and the preferred choice of a partner to bring along would be a lady. We all know no one shops as mad as these creatures. And i need someone to comment me in about 2-3 lines on how i actually look when i try out some clothes. Not just any lady who says, 'it looks nice on you', 'you look great', 'can i touch you?'....ok, the last remark doesnt make sense, but it sounds nice doesnt it......





Never smile at a Bapok

Thursday, March 16, 2006 05:55 a.m.
Never smile at a Bapok when you are in the club with one. Trust me people, unless you are interested in having a dance with one, then by all means smile. It all started coz i made this irregular mistake of going to the club whereby all the peepz in my gang are drinkers, well it wasnt a mistake actually...rather something that i wasnt used to. All of them drank, and most were high, some near-drunk and 1 or 2 were with thier partners. So at one point of time, i was all alone...yes, i dont know what happened. There was my friend on my right, after some moment...he was gone. So i was walking around the club, 3 rounds that is. I dont quite know my intention of going in rounds, maybe to meet some really hot chick....And you know what...I did meet one, only that it was a chick with a DICK. Being the ever-so-courteous me...when there was the eye-contact between us...i smiled at him/her/it. And it/her/him smiled back. That was my first mistake, smiling at the bapok. The second was to walk towards the direction of the bapok, so as to reach the other side, only to get blocked by the bapok, who was shaking the fake boobs away infront of me. I freaked out man....no joke....i moved to my left, the bapok moved to its right to block my way, i moved to my right to get away, the bapok moved to its left to block my way again. I had to make a U-Turn, and i got away from the bapok's sight. I wasnt aware that smiling at bapoks may come at a cost. Ok, maybe not....its just a damn dance that the bapok wanted to have with me. But i have this tiny phobia...hmmm, phobia isnt quite the word actually....Well never mind, the thing is....I experienced this traumatic incident with 3 other friends of mine.
I was 14 back then, me and my friends skipped school to go and skate at town and also to catch a movie. We met up at MacDonalds near my place. So 3 of us were there, sitting outside MacDonald, waiting for one more of us. And it had to be me, who had to start things of. Well, i saw this group of 'ladies' sitting 2 tables away from us. Here is the interesting part, one 'lady' in thier group sat with her cleavage being exposed big time. And i have never seen such a deep wide cleavage in my life before, i am not lying people. It wasnt voluptuous, it was just deep and wide....I was ecstatic seeing that, it was something you dont see often alright....So i quickly told my friend about the 8th wonder of the world. And he too was ecstatic, and then we told my the other friend who was listening to discman all along. And he had a look at the 8th wonder, only to turn back at us with a disgusted look and say "thats a bapok la".....At that point, i felt my friend had lost it, only to realise later on that i was the one who could have almost lost it. For i have never seen bapoks of such extent. Having fake boobs ?....I didnt know anything, I was an innocent guy...really. So i told my friend, "huh, crazy ah you, that one girl la". The other friend of mine too agreed with me, we were pretty sure that those sitting across us were 'ladies', come on...you would have to see the 8th wonder to actually believe what i am saying. Then the discman guy had to amplify his voice, "i know la, they are bapoks for sure". I wasnt keen on arguing with him, coz those 'ladies' there looked pretty good to me, neck downwards that is. I couldnt see the faces, they were blocked by the umbrella of the bench. And here is the climax of my story, we heard a man's voice which said "who called me bapok ah"....boom, i looked at my friend...my friend looked at me...we were terrified. The discman guy hadnt heard it, he was in his own world of music. Then came another man's voice, this time it said "you call me bapok ah boy"....I took a glance at the 'ladies' across, and one lady from the group was pointing her finger at my friend, the discman guy. I was freaking out man.....and so was the other friend of mine, the discman guy noticing the unusual expression in our face, took out his earpiece....we told him of the matter. And he looked at the group of ladies, only for another man's voice to appear, this time it went "abang, nak hisup konek bang"......fuck, my heart was beating way too fast. Then this really tall 'lady' stood up....Me and my friends were thinking whether should we run or not. We decided against it. The other plan was to beat the 'lady' up if she was to try something funny. That too wasnt a good idea, coz the discman guy told us that these 'ladies' are insured by big time gangsters. We beat them, and we might get our ass busted. So we just stood there, waiting for the 'lady' to come over. She walked halfway, and she turned back.....phew!....so came my last awaited friend, we scramed and got to him. Headed to the bus stop, and took a bus to the interchange. And to think that all those while i thought those were real ladies, damn....it was sick....staring at a fake 8th wonder of the world. aiya!....fe-male with for-male voice.....So now you know why i have this thing against bapoks. I still can feel the whole incident, me sitting at the bench, staring at the 8th wonder...whoa!...Well i guess voice implants costs more than boob implants.....coz we all know its not cool to see a female on the outside, but a male's radio on the inside....and i dont even want to know what's in between their legs......God bless these 2-minded souls...or is it 2-blinded.....whatever....

p.s: pretty dramatic entry isnt it...? hey its true alright.....





toilet signs

Tuesday, March 14, 2006 01:08 a.m.
I know its highly encouraged to be creative but people have got to stop messing with the toilet signs. I have been hit twice by it, toilet signs which shows which room is for the male and which is for the female. I was at this club the other time, and i badly needed a trip to the loo, so i walked towards this toilet...the sign showed a circle at the top and triangle at the bottom...the 2 points of the triangle just directly below the circle...so you can imagine how the sign is like. Assuming that sign was for ladies, i changed my route and was heading to the opposite toilet which i confidently thought was for guys...I was so close to going in when i saw this lady pop out from there, i froze...She gave me this funny look and she smiled and pointed that the toilet for male is on the opposite side....Paisey lor.....And the sign for the ladies' toilet shows a circle and a triangle below it, this time, the 2 pointed sides of the triangle was directly at the bottom.....or to put it another way, the 1 pointed side of the triangle was directly below the circle...so you can imagine how the sign looks like....The difference between the male sign and the female sign, the triangle is inverted, thats it....I didnt have time to stand and wonder whether the sign depicts a male or a female....i was in desperate need of wanting to release the unwanted liquid in my body...And based on my strong sense, which turned out to be very poor, i got the wrong toilet....I seriously think that no one gives a damn about how nice or stylish or creative the toilet sign looks like....you dont see people standing outside the toilet and admiring the sign.....I wonder how many poor guys got the signs wrong....If i was to be the only one, then i can fairly say i am a pretty stupid guy, but i doubt i am the only one....i am sure there are bound to be a few others who trailed off....Not that i would feel angry if i was to be in the girls' toilet....i havent been to one, and if i was to go in one...i had like to take a trip around...but i doubt i have the luxury of taking a stroll around.....girls screaming...calling me by the name of pervert...you get the picture.....So to avoid this insane situation, its best that there is a standardization for toilet signs....And i almost trailed off the other time too at this shopping centre but i was better abled to depict the sign.....i dont know...maybe the problem might just lie with me.....





of no use

Saturday, March 11, 2006 01:49 a.m.
I was reading this article yesterday, about this 2 guys who contribute to the society. One guy set out on a mission to create the cheapest wheel-chair in the industry and he did create one and now he has a non-profitable organisation in distributing his wheel-chairs to countries, where the people of the nation arent capable of affording a standard wheel-chair.
Then there is this other guy, who provides free breakfast for students who arent well-off to have a proper meal before they head to school, his reason : "these students are our country's future, and they need to have a proper meal so that they can focus better in school and not let starvation distract them." The guy is from Thailand, and what amazes me is that, the cost of giving the students free break fast takes up close to half of the profit he earns from his business...i am not quite sure what business he does, but he is a relatively well-off...at least in Thailand that is....
These 2 guys make me feel bad....I always felt the strong need to giving back to society.....I helped out in donations for NKF, well everyone does that. Apart from that, i see myself as of no use to the society. And i am a guy with a really soft heart....seeing the physically handicaps just turns my mood off.....Its pretty sad isnt it...The question you gotta ask is....why are some people born with improper physical attributes.....If anyone has the right to say that life isnt fair....Well, these people do.....





fan

Thursday, March 9, 2006 04:44 a.m.
Life is cool, if you choose to look at it in a cool way….Life is crappy, if you choose to look at it in a crappy way…..and Life is absolutely mind-blowing, when some girl comes up to you and tells you that she is your biggest fan…ok, that didn’t happen to me….coz the only lady fans I am going to get are those who think that..ermmm, I will put something up as soon as I get a lady fan...Ok, this is going to be another, like any other, pointless entry. What I said earlier happened to a friend of mine…..he has got a fan, don’t mind the word ‘biggest’ I added earlier on, I just exaggerate at times….And I wasn’t present at that time when he had this girl come up to him and say that she is a fan of his. Damn…coz I seriously wished I was there to have a look at that girl….no, it’s not about beauty here, well I don’t wish to lie…maybe just to a tiny extent. My friend was kind of stunned to get that from her…Well who wouldn’t….his band played about 5 songs on stage, and he was the bassist, and before you know it…at the end of your performance, you just landed yourself a lady fan. Well, I am sure he has a lot of lady fans, maybe more coz of his good looks than of the performance he does on stage. Yes, he is one good-looking dude....So you see, to have a fan without you knowing is one thing…but to have someone actually come up to you and tell you that she is your fan….wow, you have to give it up for that lady....And I am going with my strong sense that she was a fan of his looks rather than the performance he put up, aww come on, he just plays the bass…but he is good at it alright. But you know what’s absolutely amazing about this guy…..he is yet to whine about life….and how often can you get people being like that….And I don’t quite see why would he want to whine anyway…He is very smart, he has got good looks, he is well-off, he goes on hot dates now and then, he is talented and he officially has at least 1 lady fan for the moment….Knowing him inside out, he just doesn’t seem to have any flaws ….maybe slight ones that can be over-looked….but no noticeable flaws, near-perfect perhaps…..You have got to envy him at times…..maybe, just maybe coz he doesn’t let shits take care of his life, rather he takes care of the shits and cleans the mess up….ahhh, nice isn’t it…..
But hey, let’s not forget good-looks do bring you somewhere. Well, at least to those who are smart enough to do something with it….and no, I am not referring about getting laid or go about screwing someone. You get the statement, don’t you…..





awkward freakiness

Tuesday, March 7, 2006 02:19 a.m.
I gotta say I am pretty proud of myself. You see, I am not the sort of person who can handle the sight of freaky/gore/gross incidents or movies....It just gives me this feeling, some sort of vibration in your body, it tingles its way up to your brain and it just hits you....Thats why i chose not to watch Final Destination 2 and Final Destination 3 though i had watched Final Destination 1, the first one was bad enough to make half my body feel like rubber....and from reviews i found out that the 2nd and the 3rd were much more gruesome....And one reason why i keep telling myself that doctors have one of the most gruesome job in the world. Imagine slicing open a belly and working on it. Whoa...i swear if i had taken medical studies, i would never last in the Operation Theatre. So why was i proud of myself ?...Well, a good friend of mine had an awkward fall whilst playing soccer yesterday, and the consequence of it was that his knee cap went out of place, and i being the first one to witness the fault in his knee, i freaked out big time, everyone there did. My friend was down in real pain. Me and the rest gathered around him and i attempted a 'great' feat that till today i cant get over. Let me tell you what the feat was, i actually tried to amend my friend's knee...With my friend's permission, I held it and tried pushing it in, and was about to force a little more when the rest of the gang shouted "dont anyhow, just leave it"...and i was like, "ohh ok" and i just left it....coz i wasnt quite sure how to put it back in anyway....I just applied the..."try and you might, dont and you wont"....A bad situation to apply the phrase i tell you. I thought he only dislocated his knee, its only when the ambulance arrived and took him to the hospital and later on i was updated from him that it wasnt a dislocation but rather the knee cap went out of place and they had to knock him out before they placed the knee cap back in position as it was an extremely painful process. Well, i am proud coz i did try to help my friend to get his knee back to its original shape, as i said ealier i am a weakling for these sightings but since a friend of yours is down and you overcame the weakness in you to try to help him....hey, thats pretty good isnt it....And you know why i cant get over it, not coz i overcame my weakness but rather i attempted something really stupid. Trying to get back his knee in shape...whoa, i was nowhere close, who knows if i had pressured a tad more, his whole knee might have come loose...i dont know....hahaha...what the fuck was i thinking....





counselling

Sunday, March 5, 2006 06:12 a.m.
I have decided to make myself useful to the youth society. People have been telling me that i give good and sensible advice. Yes, its SENSIBLE people, not cock-bullcraps....So free counselling will be given to those who need it. No, i am not gonna charge you people. First 2 sessions of the counselling will be free of charge, sessions thereafter will be at $2.80 an hour....Cheap i should say, if you were to head to a psychologist...You are bound to burn hunderds of dollars. So my sessions come ultimately cheap. I believe you people arent naive, you guys wouldnt go about believing whatever i say....Sources are the best objects to proof....so i had like you people to check out my testimonials(the few good ones) in Friendster, or kindly refer to 'the_outsider.pitas.com' and scroll down to the entry titled "I Wonder.." and read the 7th paragraph....Yes, it would be fair to say i am promoting myself. So if you have any enquiries on how to contact me or what-so-ever, please leave a comment and if possible your current blog url, if you have one that is. Till then, Yours Truly awaits for anyone with a problem.

p.s : Session costs can be negotiated, ladies with a hot body and a lovely face might even get the whole counselling for free. : )





T-Shirt Writtings

Friday, March 3, 2006 12:44 a.m.
I was reading this blog...it belongs to a girl whom i know of...She has been a victim of tagboard scum scams, or at least thats what i call it. Some anonymous guy/girl was critical of her wearing this t-shirt which had writtings saying "I Love Emo Boys"....honestly, i dont quite know how to identify an Emo Boy, i only know of this one guy who is a friend of mine...and i do go about labeling him as an emotional guy or an emo boy....but i didnt know that being emo is a cool thing now....And there are girls who actually love emotional guys....Hmmmm, so bro...if you are reading this and i am pretty sure you know who you are...Well, i can intro you to the above mentioned lady...Yeah, i know you have got a girlfriend.....maybe you can two-time....Ok, i will stop the fooling. So back to the tagboard scum scams...Its pretty sad seeing people getting tagged in an indecent manner, and often the tagger is anonymous. Well, if those taggers are indirectly making you the centre of thier world...hey, its cool aint it...just let them say all they want...No one cares...really. You gotta feel for the female gender though, they are the ones who seem to get these anonymous taggers.
I am not here to give my deepest condolences to anyone. What i really wanted to talk about was the t-shirt that girl wore...Frankly, at first sight of it...i went "whoa!..what the hell does she mean by Emo Boys ?"....Like i mentioned earlier i dont quite know how to identify one...Do they have a certain way of dressing up or something ?....I know Punks, Skinheads, Rudies and a few more, they all have thier own unique dress code....Emo Boy sounds totally new to me....Do educate me people, Yours Truly doesnt wish to be left outdated in this ever-so-cool Trendy Society.I digress.
I have seen lots of chicks wearing t-shirts with all sorts of writtings on their front.....but sadly none that said..."I Love Tall Dark Guys"...how i had perfectly fit the slot....Well, i have seen one which said "I Only Fall In Love with the Best" and another one which said "I Only Sleep with the Best"....super cool tops....they just make me want to go up to the lady wearing it and say..."the best is right here my dear".....and the look she returns me would likely be a 'get-the-fuck-out-of-my-face' look....I dont know....I thought that ladies wear those type of tops to catch guys' attention or something....but noo, earlier on in the morning while waiting for the bus, there was this lady who was walkin towards my direction, and she had this on her shirt "Dont be Jealous"....It took me a second or two to figure out what the phrase was actually meant for, coz underneath that top of hers, she had her huge assets....no kidding, and i am not being a jerk here.....It was big alright, and the words written on her top completely overshadowed her assets.....pretty cool....So for ladies who dont quite have the assets to match hers...Well, dont feel jealous....implant is a common thing nowdays...... :)





past entry

Thursday, March 2, 2006 03:35 a.m.
Well, i had always wanted to put this down...but for some reasons i missed it. And not till yesterday did i actually remembered about it. You see, i formerly had a blog in this blogsite known as easyjournal...i think i started it in 2003, and about a few weeks back, i read up on my past entries. It was hilarious....i was like, "was that me back then...did i actually write those stuffs..?"....to be a little more precise, there was this entry...I was talking about finding myself 'The One'....and when i say 'The One'....i meant my significant other, or in simple terms....a girlfriend....yeah people....i actually felt a need for me to find one....Well, i suppose like anyone i did feel i need one....not say a need to find one...you know what i mean.....So when i read that particular entry....I was astounded....basically i was talking about something missing in my life...a girl that is....and i even mentioned that i hoped to find one in my then future polytechnic....hahahaha, was that for real or what....Thats fucking odd.....Let me tell you why its odd.....First of all, i am done with school....and noo...i didnt have a girlfriend during my stint in poly.....Second of all, if i really meant what i wrote then how come did i not try to get one. I had a friend who wanted to hook me up on a blind date...and another friend who for god-knows-what reason told me not to be choosy about finding a girl...And the final one of all, the one where many of you arent gonna believe but i am gonna put it down anyway...I did have a couple of girls showing interest in me...but i didnt pursue it much. So from the facts above, i refused to go on the blind date and for the final one, well i am still trying to figure out that one, skip it....So as you can see, i was a contradiction....hahaha....man, this is funny.....And i started talkin to myself...."dude, what the fuck man.....i thought you wanted to have a girlfriend, how come you didnt live up to what you wrote "...and there was this tiny voice in my head that did the answering..."coz i was a pussy".....ok, that isnt true you see.....its just a tiny voice that spouts unnecessary thoughts....i dont know...it might be true....doesnt matter.....The bottom line is, i wasnt who i used to be back then...People have always told me that i havent changed...well minus the physical aspects of having longer hair and a taller me. Well what do you know people, i have changed......hahaha....its funny reading it all back....cute i should say....I guess i didnt quite mean what i wrote. Well...even if i did, i am gonna blame my close peeps back then...coz almost everyone had a girl back then....and maybe i felt the pressure to have one....did i ?....nvm bout that.....Today i am writting this....in about 3-5 years down the road...I might be telling myself..."did i actually write that ?".





culture setbacks

Tuesday, February 28, 2006 04:15 a.m.
I met this friend of mine sometime ago, my former mother-tongue classmate way back when we were in secondary 1. Well, the reason why i met her was that she wanted to pass me a wedding invitation card, a wedding where she was the bride. You know...knowing my culture very well, i wasn't much surprised, but to know that she will be a year 3 polytechnic student next semester, and her marriage is in march this year. That to me sounds frappy.....So when she enters year 3, she will be a wife....Say she gets pregnant, hmmmm......I wonder how she will handle that...Student,Wife and a might-be Mother. The bright side to look here is that she was agreeable to this marriage. The culture is still in its medieval, arranged marriage is the prefered choice or should i say the only choice...sheesh....and if the girl was to go about falling in love with some guy, well lets just hope that the Dad is a modern-day Dad, if he isnt...then the girl is pretty much up for slaughtering. So there is the crazy culture, and i know this other girl, she got married at 17 years of age!!!....And she didnt consent to it, but who the fuck cares about what the lady has got to say. And now she is living with some guy who is more than 10 years older than her. And i had known that girl from sec 1 - sec 4....we were in the same mother tongue class....No doubt i was astonished when i heard that she got married. She wasnt even given the freedom of continuing her studies...Mind you, she only had 'O' level cert. And situations mentioned above, happening in a country like Singapore....i am out of words. You see, i consider an indian culture weird enough, but an indian-muslim culture is way off the mark. And to think that i fall under the latter category, well now you know why i dont go around mixing with them. I swear there is some corruption going on in there(be it financially or mentally), and my Mum is starting to freak me out by wanting to know every detail of every girl whom i take pics with. And maybe thats one reason why you dont see me going on dates, i might never know, my mum just might tail me.





Pre-NS Vacation

Monday, February 27, 2006 03:27 a.m.
Its 3.30am and officially its monday morning......ahhh, it feels so good staying awake at this hour, no dreadful worries of reporting to work later. Just head down to school for the sip debrief and i am done. Nooo, Yours Truly is not willing to work during this pre-NS vacation. Gonna laze my ass off anywhere. If you have got any nice books, movies or songs to recommend...please do....I love you all.....I really do.....I think......





Smells Good!

Friday, February 24, 2006 04:03 p.m.
Can you smell it?....no?.......of coz you can’t…..coz you haven’t been waking up 7.30am every weekdays…..well minus the days of public holiday and the times where I faked illness…..haha……and now it just smells so good….The Sweet Smell of Freedom……ahhh, never had something smelled this good….ok maybe Burberry for Women’s perfume did….such a spectacular chic perfume….Wear it ladies, and I will be wagging my tail and go “Wooooo”……ok, lets screw that. So the farewell lunch I had earlier on was splendid..Well considering that at the time when we left Pizza Hut, my tummy would most probably have tallied up to be the most expensive one…I had 3 slices of pizza, I had one whole cup of soup, I had meat balls, I had fish rings, and lets not forget my attitude of not wanting to waste a whole bowl of spaghetti sitting on the table. I played my part of eating a tad bit. But no, everyone was full, and Yours Truly had to finish it up. And in the end, it wasn’t Pizza for Pleasure, but rather Pizza for Pain……My stomach is freaking bloated right now…..And can you please clean off the puddle of saliva on your table…..yes you……I see you are drooling pretty badly…… So it was emotional goodbyes….I gave the staffs that I worked with a small token, and everyone is happy now. Everything is good. And I also gave my Supervisor this card which I thanked her hugely and said that life here would have been tougher here, if it wasn’t for her…And I think she cried after that. Read what she sent me…


Hi,

Goodluck!

I saw your messages and it made me cry, thanks for appreciation that you have given and said. I hope you will use your experience here may it be bad or good in the better way. Remember to adjust in the environment you are working with, life is tough and a lot of things you need to prove for the people surrounds you for them to believe in you. World is too small and we might cross our path again here in Singapore or in other countries as well. Goodluck!!!! there are alot of better opportunites elsewhere and I believe somehow, somewhere, someday you both will rise in the industry where you want to work with and explore your talent.


That is Shweet!!......haha, yeah……Me and my fellow intern are out-of-this-world grateful that we had gotten a Supervisor like her…I know a few of my friends attached to other companies, and there are having a hell of a not-so-good time. But all that will come to and end soon….In about 3hrs or so(from the time I am blogging). I am gonna miss stuffs here….Especially the limited amount of songs in the media player….Hotel California by the Eagles will have to top the list, followed by Here Without You by 3 Doors Down and finally Out of Reach by Gabrielle….I don’t quite know who is she….But the song is extremely soothing. And that coming from a guy who doesn’t listen to much music, Well I guess this is the part where you guys go…”what the hell happened to Seyed!”….not to worry people….I am still the same ever……Every so lovely, Ever so gracious….right!!......Get my ass back to school on Monday, hand in the report…..and lets start licking the freedom……soccer skate sleep….sleep soccer skate…..skate soccer sleep…….And I need 3 very important equipments….Ball, Board, and Bed…..You know what’s the similarities the first 2 equipments have…..You can do magic with them….Well for the last one….That is where magic happens…..oops!........I mean dreams happen…And you can very clearly see that I am simply overjoyed in typing this entry….So ladies, go get yourself Burberry for Women’s perfume. Oh shit…And I can smell that slight odour of NS life….....Aitez whatever then….





mirror mirror on the wall

Wednesday, February 22, 2006 05:45 p.m.
I don’t know, I feel that the mirror in my parent’s room lie, you see…when I look at my face in the mirror when I am using the toilet in my parent’s bedroom, I look exceptionally good….you know, after washing up of my face...yes, Yours Truly uses a facial foam, I need it to keep my face from becoming darker to the extent where it might just go black…and if it does go black, I would have to change my ever so famous question, that in someway has pissed few of my friends off.....to change it from…”does she go for tall, dark guys” to “does she go for tall, black guys”…..ok, so I gotta scrub my face daily…and you should too….for hygiene purpose you mofos……..So as I was saying, the mirror in the toilet makes me look good, I look at it…and tell myself…”ahhh, you look good man, some chic is bound to fall for that look”….ok, I am not exactly telling myself that, some voice in your head tells you…..you just smile and tell yourself, I am a blessed man….as vain and narcissistic it may sound, its true. It just gives you that tad bit of extra confidence…..but the thing is, it only happens in that toilet…..maybe coz of the lighting, I don’t know…….The rest of the mirrors, well they just reflect the regular me……it doesn’t bring out the vanity, which is a good thing…..being vain is bad people…bad……There sure is something about the mirror in my parent’s bedroom toilet or maybe there is something about the toilet itself……whatever man…..





Bye School

Monday, February 20, 2006 05:40 p.m.
Well school will be over soon….Its over actually….And reading blogs of poly grads….Well, I don’t know……everything will be missed. Bye hot ladies, I love you….I really do…..if anyone had a crush on me and wasn’t able to tell me….you still have got time…..Do tell me…..we can go out, have lunch, dinner, supper, breakfast and lunch again.
Damn….no longer a student. That aint cool man…….





convo between my mum and me

Saturday, February 18, 2006 07:13 p.m.
Sometimes i think my mum has lost it, actually most of the time, but being a near-filial son, and to make this formal, i had say she tends to loose it once in awhile. A conversation that happens between me and my mum on a daily basis.

Mum: Where you going?
Me: Out
Mum: What time you coming back ?
Me: the usual time
Mum: Late again?
Me: *already out of the house*


I keep conversations short. At times i wonder why she wouldn't loose her cool and blast at me..."of coz i know you are going out, where the hell are you going! ?", well i used to think that she has alot of faith in me, with the given freedom, i will be wise enough not to abuse it. But like i mentioned, she tends to loose it. A conversation that happened between me and her sometime back.

Mum:Where you going?
Me: Out
Mum: What time you coming back?
Me: the usual
Mum: I read the papers that 3 17yr old guys were arrested for raping a young girl.
Me: *what the fuck!* why you tell me that for
Mum: Just asking you to be careful...


At that point, i seriously wondered did she loose her screw or somethin like that...do i look like a girl to her, who is vulnerable of being raped? or was i gonna put myself in the rapist position?.....man, i dont even know what to say....And another conversation that happened between me and her yesterday.

Mum:Where you going?
Me: Out
Mum: What time you coming back?
Me: the usual
Mum: There is a new law that 16yr olds are not allowed to stay out till 11pm, if caught, they will be brought back to the police station.

Ok, i dont quite know to what extent is that true....but even if it was true, i wonder why is she tellin me for....i am gonna hit the big 2-0 this year.....no longer a teenager....And whenever she brings up some absurd topic, i say it best when i say nothing at all...





random

Thursday, February 16, 2006 06:15 p.m.
It’s hard to kill the Devil in you, and compromising with the Devil isn’t the best of choices. I wanted to start on my SIP report, I typed 1 sentence, actually just the title, on MS Word, and poof I closed the program and got back to surfing…yeah, you guessed it, Friendster it was…..and I still have no luck in finding a Roxy babe…..hmmmm, the creatures gone extinct I guess…..

"If you are going through hell, keep going." - Sir Winston Churchill (1874-1965)
Hey, if it doesn’t kill you…it just makes you stronger…and people, just keep going….as long you're alive and kickin…..or pimpin….whatever suits you…..





Roxy Babe......Where ?

Wednesday, February 15, 2006 06:00 p.m.
IT world has a serious problem when it comes to meeting deadlines, I mentioned that I will be starting my task today, but no….the release has been delayed further till 22nd Feb. It seems they aren’t deadly serious about meeting deadlines. And I am seriously dead waiting. Thank God for the net, Hail the Saviour!....Friendster has always been personal favourite of mine.
But friendster isn’t like what it used to be, well I’m not referring to the enhancements they made. The people who hold an account are not what they used to be, haha….I badly miss the Roxy Babes...hahahahaa....There used to be tons of them in friendster, I would come across some girl’s profile, she calls herself Gerl Roxy or Roxy Babe or Roxy Chic, you name it they have it, just add the Roxy at the front or the back. Well, it’s been awhile since I have come across these Roxy ladies, there are people who have condemned them, calling them trendy wankers or some shits. I don’t really care. Even though Roxy Babe is a title given to a lady surfer who surfs well and possess natural beauty.In Singapore we can make an exception cant we, they need not surf well, being beautiful would do enough for you to land the Roxy Babe title. Just wear a Roxy top and I will call you one myself. : )
I never was critical of the Roxy babes, in fact I liked them very much. Hey, some look splendidly spectacular and Roxy products just makes them look better, so who wouldn’t like them. But for some reason, you cant see many around these days, well not in friendster at least, none for the fact. Once I even wanted to buy a t-shirt with writings on the front which said, “I love Roxy babes”….Its a cool tee, but too much of it was worn around till I believe girls got disgusted of it, so I was wise enough not to burn my cash. I guess the youth society was a bit hard on these ladies, I remember reading a post on my bulletin, discussion about these ladies bringing the beautiful label down. Yeah, it was rather artfully written, and the authour(who I assume is a lady), must be one smart bitch(no hard feelings), coz that was bitching at its ultimate best. I loved it, and you are encouraged to give your view on it and re-post it on the bulletin. Only one was in disagreement with the post and that being a male, smart dude….and he had a very simple and senseful opinion about it. Let me sum it up in one sentence, “if it’s not your money, then why worry about who is wearing what”…..you gotta nod your head for that one. And the post wasn’t just about Roxy, it also mentioned brands like Quiksilver,Volcom,Billabong and a few more. I wore Quiksilver slippers to school,still do, and there was this minah friend of mine, who gave me a ludicrous comment…”skimmer wannabe”…..hahaha….that’s funny I tell you. From my knowledge(a very good one that is), that brand has never supported skimming, only Surf and Skate. If she had called me a surfer wannabe, I could have explained to her that I bought it coz it’s a skate brand, but since she said skimmer, I just played along, “yeah, I am a skimmer now”…..So if you wear those products, they label you a skimmer now. I wonder why they don’t label me a beachboy or a surfer wannabe or a skateboarder or a snowboarder wannabe. Well, whatever makes them happy then. Back to the babes…
Maybe the Roxy babes got pissed, they couldn’t stand being called something unpleasant, that’s why they have changed, its emo-gothic now?.....haha, I don’t know, whatever makes them happy. But what would make me happy is to see some Roxy Chic in friendster again(I swear I will be supportive of the label…heh). Coz emo-gothic or gothic-chic or whatever with gothic at the back or the front of it, isn’t really an inviting name to view their pix. Girls dressed in all black with eyeliners and black lipsticks can scare the living daylights out of me. Simple Roxy Babe will do, wouldn’t you agree guys…?





DS - Day

Tuesday, February 14, 2006 04:05 p.m.
To start off, I have got about 4 hours of nothingness ahead of me, yes…absolute nothingness!....The assigned task being re-scheduled tomorrow. So I had like to make this entry of mine a super-dooper-cooper long one. Firstly, it’s true(unwillingly) what ladies say ‘a man is as romantic as his dumbness’…You see, my fellow colleague is a property of someone else, to a friend of mine actually. And today being Valentine’s Day, he wanted to surprise his girlfriend. He msged me up and met me secretly to pass me the gifts, and I would place it on her desk when she leaves for lunch. Yeah, sleek idea, it sure would surprise her, but as I mentioned earlier about what ladies say, that guy msged his girlfriend, a msg that was intended for me, with all the details of where to meet up and what to do had to end up in his girlfriend’s inbox…..haha, I am not sure how surprised she was when she saw the gifts, for all I know I was surprised when she showed me the exact same msg that I received from my friend. And earlier on when I had to bring the gifts up and place it on her desk, I was in the lift with this really huge puppy(soft toy) and a bouquet of flowers and this guy came in, he looked at the gifts and he went ‘wahhh’….haha, I smirked through out, and he was nodding his head away for some reason, and skimmed me from top to bottom and nodded his head again. I am not sure what he was thinking, most probably he thought I was a romantic guy or my girlfriend was a romantic lady…well if that was on his mind, you all know that he thought wrong, well for the latter one at least. Hey…I can be Mr.Romeo…ok this is the part where you guys go Yeah Right!.......whatever then..
Secondly…..Yours Truly is a very depressed man today, coz I got rejected 6 times by 6 different ladies, yeah….failure to book a date, a date with some lady, ok I am exaggerating here….The truth is, I didn’t ask anyone out coz my supervisor said I will need to work OT today but hell, she said that wasn’t required. So there you go, another Dateless-Sucker Day….haha, well this whole thing may give you an impression that I am a desperate guy. Well, I don’t wish to change anyone’s view on that, I had like to show that I am a desperate guy. I have got a friend who is dating some girl(she is currently in a relationship), and I got another friend who was supposedly to be celebrating his last day as a virgin yesterday.Valentine’s day was to be his virginless day, but he backed out coz his angel got the better of him, and you gotta respect that man, some guy backing out from sex, few guys do that, my respects for him…Virgin-Day today for him then……
So you see, I am surrounded by players. Some very good ones, but I hardly pick up skills from them. In fact, all of my best friends whom I regard as my brothers, are either attached, in-process or making an attempt. Only one friend I know of is living in his own world, still believing in ‘good things comes to those who wait’….Well, I am a believer…..Nice guys finish last, so they say….


Summarizing the above post, I sound like I need a girlfriend badly. Haha, we are not necessarily what we sound to be… I have always left my options opened. And after much thought, its about time I get out from this façade of mine. Profile of Yours Truly will be up soon. Some random lady might just come across what she has been looking for,though that seems unlikely...But hey, If Chelsea can get thrased 3-0 by some minnows, then anyone can lay anyone. Aitez,I am done with my bulling. : )





Saturday - version 1.1

Sunday, February 12, 2006 04:32 p.m.
Its funny when you have a skatepark, and you are not allowed to skate there after 10pm, and the committe there actually hired security guards to chase skaters/bikers away if they were still using the park after 10pm. Well, thats how it goes in sg....So i was down skating at the usual place yesterday. Apart from skateboarding, the next best thing about the place would be that there are people dancing....yeah, having sessions with thier crew and stuffs like that. The other time i was down there, there were this group of girls, wow.....they really know how to do thier thang....Hey, its entertaining...and you get it for free....But you gotta be there early to catch them....So me and a friend of mine(being the only 2 bachelors in our gang)...We decided to head down there early....Catch something there, hoping for some good chic....haha, ok though our intention was not exactly that....it was somewhere close....So when we arrived, the place was pretty loaded....but the bad part was, there isnt any all girls' crew shaking thier booty...Ok, its no biggie if there isnt one...But to see guys there dancing like girls...damn, i dont even know what to say....Me and my friend were like...."why the hell does he have to dance that way..."....Hip-Hop is cool, you blast some song and you dance to it....the proper way....A girl dancing like a guy is a normal thing, a guy dancing like a girl....hmmmm, well whatever makes him happy i guess....I dont see any gay-like dance movements in movies like 'You Got Served'....So anyway, me and my friend were deprived from an eye-treat....Next time i am gonna go there, i just hope that some guy doesnt freak me out with his dance moves.....Aitez whatever then....





Bad Marketing & No Style

Friday, February 10, 2006 05:34 p.m.
I don’t think one needs to be a smart ass to realize that fashion has a major flaw when marketing itself to the public. Well, not to everyone…but yeah, maybe most. I have mentioned earlier on in my past entry that I have been reading lots of fashion magazines. And I think I am right to say that though models modeling for the clothing make the clothing look good….it would be naïve for someone to actually buy that product without considering how it would look on them. And models, having the perfect or near-perfect figures that many out there are struggling to come up with, I wonder to what extent does it help in selling the product to the mass. Well, there are people who buy it coz it looks nice(and models play an essential part in making it look nice)….but they fail to realize that, if something looks good on one person, it doesn’t necessarily mean that it would look good on another person. People come in different shapes and sizes, but all I see is one standard size that does modeling for every clothing…..Bad, real bad….Well, for guys…it isn’t quite bad…we can manage to fit into some clothes that are worn by male models….But for ladies, it’s a whole diff story, I saw this Ad earlier on in some mag, and this female model was modeling for some jeans that fits perfectly. Yeah, she being stick thin, it looks extremely beautiful on her, but tell me, how many ladies out there are actually stick thin…..I now know why some ladies, already having a nice body would still want to shed a few more pounds… so that they can fit into some wear. Pitiful lots, but whatever makes them happy I guess…..
But that’s not the reason why I am typing this entry, well yeah….bad marketing sense will be one…The other reason would be, I have been telling myself that I’ve got style, yes people….Yours Truly gets carried away when there are people who tell me I look good in what I wear….Hey, who doesn’t feel good when they get that sort of comment, and I do get that often…Ok, you wont believe me anyway, even if you do, you had think I am bragging…well yeah…I got so much to brag about…I say you listen to my braggings…coz I am the coolest one around.....hahz…So, back to my point….I realized that I don’t have style…well I do have a style actually, but not the style that I thought I once had…So the truth is…Its becoz I am tall, I look good in what I wear, or I make the clothing look good…whichever you prefer....damn!....thats a rip-off…I read in some mag, “Tall people can look good in almost anything they wear”…..Wahhh….how come no one told me that before….For all this while, I thought I had natural ‘style’, but actually it was the height….aiya, disappointed la gua…..And I wanted to share one more secret of mine, but I decided its wise not to…If I was to, I can safely say that even the minute style I have got will be perished…..so next time, if I get any positive comment regarding my clothing….”I’ve got style” will not be used….I will be using, “I’ve got height”.

You know what, after reading back this entry, I couldn’t believe I am talking about fashion and style…..I swear that reading too much fashion mag could ‘corrupt’ your mind into forming your own exquisite stand-out style….I have read so much mag in these past 2 months than my entire 19 years…Wow…I think its best for me to just stick to my limited wardrobes….Aitez Whatever then….





V

Wednesday, February 8, 2006 06:20 p.m.
Seems like Valentine fever has hit town. I saw this SBS bus, it had this heart at its front, just above the plate number, so I thought it was an Ad for some charity organization or some sort, but no….there wasn’t any Ad, just the heart all by itself at the front. Hmmm, then I realized that Valentine’s Day is next week. As pathetic as it may sound to you, Yours Truly is yet to celebrate that day….hahaha…..And of all years, this year seems a perfect one for me to ask some girl out to dine with me. Ahhh, yes, I am willing to splash my money on her for the special day. For once I am not gonna be choosy( yeah right!..like I got many choices to choose from anyway)….I am not even looking for a certain standard in that some girl. Ok, if you find that statement rather desperate, I suggest you think otherwise, I have made up my mind that I am not gonna judge beauty by appearance itself, I need the substance, ‘what’s a cake that looks like chocolate, but doesn’t taste like chocolate‘…that’s crap right there….perhaps literally….So what you say lady…you wanna go out with me…. ; )





Join the club.

Tuesday, February 7, 2006 12:16 p.m.
Up to date, I have got 3 friends whom are from the female gender who have a strong mindset that guys are assholes, jerks, fuckers and what not. And whilst chatting with them, what they say is somewhat true to an extent, only to a minor length. They seem to overwrite the fact that nice guys are around. Sometimes we hit the topic on BGR, and they go about being critical of guys. Well, yeah…I am not saying guys are angels, we are born with the J-gene, J representing jerk. But I had say it’s unfair to label all guys as one. At times, they knock guys down real hard, a chat with one of my female friend, she said “All guys are fuckers all they want to do is to have sex”. Wow…I look at her background, how her past was like, well it has been a roller-coaster ride for her, failed r/s and stuffs like that, guys were a major headache in her life. You see, she isn’t the only one who has this happening in her life, I know a lot more. She is merely an example. And how am I to react to such a statement, “oh yeah, all guys are fuckers, and all they want is sex, I love sex too, I do it once a week”…..My reply was no where close to what I have typed. A simple “haha” is all I gave back but I kept telling myself that this girl has lost it, she is way too smart to be stereotypical of anything. And I did tell her that not all guys are crap, there are the diamonds among the lot. But she wasn’t listening, she insisted that I show her one. I told her I don’t see the need to show her one, as she is capable of knowing one for herself. And I all I got was one word, “bullshit”….Ahhh, such a lovely word I should say. So my instincts told me it was best to switch topic and so I digressed. I wouldn’t be surprised if there are many more girls who stand their ground about all guys being *any vulgar word*……Well, whatever makes them happy I guess, It does bother me that nice guys out there are being condemned badly. But yeah, I am happy to agree with what a girl says about a guy in general, though some are never true, I have learnt that it’s wise to keep your mouth shut when a girl speaks from her heart. In some way, I do admire these 3 ladies, coz they stand their ground well, but there is a slight erring in their judgement. Doesn’t matter, I am not keen on amplifying it to them anyway. Till then, Yours Truly eagerly awaits to meet another member of ‘All Guys are Jerks’ Club.





no warning sign

Monday, February 6, 2006 01:19 a.m.
Perfect. It just gotta rain now, when i am due to report for work tomorrow morning. If the rain doesnt stop, i am gonna have a huge problem getting my ass off the bed. And it brings smile to my face when i think that i screwed up the task or should i say me and my fellow intern screwed up the task that was assigned to us. The truth is, we didnt screw up, the company had a bad judgement of the task we submitted to them. The thing is, it wasnt even our task, it was our supervisor's, since she was on leave for one week as she had surgery on her foot. And no one told us that was a very very important task. They just said do this, and we simply obliged. It should have come with a warning, something like "this is a very important task, screw this up and you will screw your SIP"....fair enough, i would have acted well under pressure and produce the necessary results. But noo!....They gave us the task as if its like punching holes on paper, just do it and get done with it, even then we did our best. And the result we presented to them didnt quite link with thier production, and BOOM the whole system gets screwed up and time is delayed for the release....hahahahaha, can you believe that, they depended on our result. I am not saying that they made a dumbass mistake by having faith in us. What i am saying is that, if the task assigned to us was of high importance, they should emphasize the importance of it. Like dismantling a bomb, say i have no knowledge of the effect of a bomb but i am given the task of dismantling it, i expect someone to warn me that, if i screw up i am gonna get my ass blasted to pieces along with few others around me. That way, i can work with much caution, and not take too many risks. I am man enough to face my mistakes, if the staffs in my dept are blaming me and my fellow intern, we had take the blame well and compensate for whatever in whichever way. But even my Supervisor knows it aint our fault. They shouldnt have relied on us to get the production going. And i still think the task should have come with a warning sign. "SCREW THIS AND YOUR SIP WILL BE SCREWED".....screw you....Aitez whatever then....





Cool Mags

Thursday, February 2, 2006 05:20 p.m.
All by myself in the office, my partner isn’t here, she fell sick. First time working alone, and my Supervisor is yet to reply to my mail, till then, let me crap awhile.
Well, I have upgraded my daily lunch munch from $1 to $1.20….Yeah, I stopped on 3-for-$1 epok-epok. Now it’s the peanut/bluberry waffle,$1.20, it tastes pretty good you know, appeases my tummy and my taste buds. And after my mini mini-lunch, as per normal I headed to the library. I have been browsing all sorts of magazines in the library for the past 2 months. Here is my list of variety of mags that entertains.

(Arrangement in no particular order.)
1. Style
2. Men’s Health
3. Men’s Folio
4. Thrasher
5. Teens
6. United
7. Bohemia


Ladies’ mags amuse me. They would promote this piece of ladies’ wear, it looks like 30 bucks, but actually its $300!!!....and I start searching for what is the brand of that piece of suit. And usually it turns out to be something unpopular, and it costs $300….wow, if I was to see any girl wearing that suit. I should try to woo her, coz she must be one rich lady. Or unless her boyfriend paid for it….haha….’dress to impress’ for her, ‘dress and I will be depressed’ for the guy…Ladies’ mag is cool in a weird way, Style is a really good one.

And Men’s health are for real men not bodybuilders, I previously thought it was for bodybuilders. There was this article about “Even Nice Guys Get laid”, Whoa….So miracles do happen huh….Interesting piece written by a women….And they teach all sorts of stuffs, stuffs that are too explicit to be typed here. Some mag that is, I under-rated it big time.

Teens, though I will be leaving my teen age soon enough, It would be wise of everyone to read the ‘Dear Kelly’ section, the problems that are written in are problems that you might have experienced before, or might be facing soon. Some are pretty general, and Kelly really gives superb advice. I am starting to become a fan of hers.

Finally Bohemia, which I only got hold today, what I am about to say for this mag is gonna be pretty shocking, the tagline they got is ‘Celebrating the Indian’….You did not read wrong nor did I type wrong. It’s Singapore’s very first Indian style or is it style Indian mag ?….something like that…And I seriously need an update of my own culture, coz there seem to be some changes when I read that mag….Its a cool mag, well at least for an Indie that is…..North Indie chics…..whoaaaaaa, are they hot or what? I am still clinging on to the hope of marrying a real hot one. Hahahaha……..1st choice-North Indie, 2nd Choice- Chinese, 3rd Choice – Filipino…..You see, I am not a choosy guy, I don’t mind settling for the last choice, as long the person lives up to the standard of Donita Rose….. Aitez Whatever then…..





someone likes you?

Wednesday, February 1, 2006 11:57 p.m.
Did i ever tell you that apart from digging your nose, the next best feeling(no sins attached) in the world would be that someone has a liking for you. No, not like as in, we-are-friends-and-i-like-you like. A particular someone admires you for a certain trade you possess, or simply coz you look good, or maybe you stand out before thier eyes. You see, many people...ok, maybe not many....some i believe, failed to see that blessing. You know, i felt a need for me to stamp this entry here. Coz a few days back, i had this soccer tournament in NUS, and after the tournament me and 2 of my friends were walkin out of the schol, we were talking about how Hot some girls there were....Only one of my friend was attached, so me and the other guy are single, we were wondering whether we should turn back and ask for this 2 girls' number we saw earlier on.....Yes, being me, i know i will chicken out in the last minute, i just played along...you know, be cool about it, just try to go with the flow for that moment. But then my attached friend said this...
"i dont know whether you guys will listen to this, but if i were you, i would wait, just wait for someone to like you, if that someone likes you, go for her coz she likes you for who you are and not what you have done. So i say you just wait, your time will come,but i doubt you guys are gonna listen to me"
.....i dont know, for some reason, his words went deep in me, and he was talkin from experience....he used to have a gf, he being the one who made the primary move, and things were goin well, then he said, she just left...for no particular reason...and ever since then, he didnt make a move for any girl...And then this girl came to him when he was in poly....and till today they are goin strong....I somewhat feel touched. Its amazing....i kinda want to say that this whole thing is bullshit....but really, it isnt....So his words got me thinking.....i know of a few people, who dont give a fuck if there was anyone liking them. Some just go, 'yucks!'....Thats pretty sad, someone actually likes you, and you cant be bothered one bit. Well, whatever makes them happy i guess....But you dont have to say 'yucks'....yeah, he/she may not be good looking, but.......i dont know, i cant type any further for this one, its up to one's individual perception. I remember when i was in primary 5, my friends used to disturb me, they had go to this one girl, and tell her i like her, and guess what....She said..."yeeeeewwww"......wow, that left me wondering....I must have been really ugly back then, still am maybe, or maybe she just doesnt like dark guys.....and the best part, she wasnt the best looking of the lot....Since that incident, i didnt dared to like any girl...Morale was low...hahaha....maybe in someway, confidence was hit pretty bad. Well what can i say, i am no hot stuff....So as i was saying.....I consider it a blessing to be liked by someone, regardless of how they look or who they are.....It is a great feeling, but whether you want to go on further with that someone....Well, that i dont know....For me, i am waiting for Fiona Xie, i like her for who she is...But she doesnt realize that....dumb lady, you see what too much hostings can do to you.....God bless her.... :)





blabber

Monday, January 30, 2006 02:22 p.m.
Though i would love to be a man of few words, I like myself best when i am in my crappy mood, i just blabber a reply when someone asks me a question, eventhough they sound dead serious, i cant help but to blabber a reply in a serious tone. And especially questions such as, "what would you get for your girlfriend ?"....or "what should a girl get for her boyfriend"...for the former, i would love to be in my crappy mood, i had just reply get her a condom or some preg pills or some sort, and she will be jumping all over. Come on people, do i look like i have a girlfriend, or had a girlfriend sometime ago....Nooo!!....I probably am the last person you should not ask, but if u still insist, then there is my answer right there for you. And for the latter....haha, i say you get the guy a packet of condom, and that i assure will get him excited, and if you're lucky he might just use all of it on you :)....And that people, is what you get when you ask me a question that in someway is inapplicable to me. Yes i can give you a pretty general answer, but i dont wish to.
And this girl got pissed off, coz she asked me what i was doing when i was online. I told her i was reading a book named "How To Murder Like a Professional"....i dont know what happened....She said, "haha, very funny."....and left.....She must have labeled me a lamer, well thats what i assume. But tell me how many things can you do when your online. You read around, download music or vids, play games or some sort. The next time i am gonna start a convo with some lady....i am gonna use, "hey would you like to know what i am doin".....I would like to see how her answer goes....

An entry when I am at my Best.





Something is wrong somewhere.

Saturday, January 28, 2006 07:17 a.m.
Its gonna be a long weekend, and i got things planned out for the holidays, and its not often i have plans, rare i should say. You know, i probabably am suffering from something, but i dont really know what it is. You see, i have got problems sleeping at night. I take about and hour or so before i get knocked out these past few days, and thats really weird, coz if i had 4 hrs of sleep before i head to work, so when i come home, i try to catch up on the lost sleep, say about 8 hrs sleep for that night, but no....i catch no nuts these days, i toss around endlessly in bed. And i go, "What the fark is wrong with me"......So i thought, am i deprived of something?.....Well let me lay the options for you....

1. girlfriend - after much analytical thoughts, this wouldnt rip me off my sleep, i haved lived throughout without one, so yeah, i cancelled this out.
2. money - Compared to what i had before, i am equipped with adequate cash and need not think THRICE about spending it on stuffs, so this one is out too
3. work - though it has been a killer and i sort of screwed up, i am not bothered much, i am just an intern, and more importantly still a student, so i aint worried much shit about whats going on in the office. Even if they had sex on the table, i couldnt be bothered less...Ok, you know i am lying for that part....haha....but on accounts, this one is out too.
4. sleep - this i am deprived of big time, but to sleep when i want to sleep and cant sleep when i should sleep, damn.....thats i-dont-even-know-how to describe shit right there....I need sleep, i get in bed early, but i cant sleep....Something is wrong somewhere...Conclusively i dont even know whether is this in or out.

Hmmmm.......You see the time now, its around 7.30am, and i dont feel much sleepy.....I know something is wrong somewhere, but i dont know where, if i know where i can fix it....But i dont have the slightest clue about whats wrong with me......Doctors cant help me....Aitez i think should consider a Black Magic Practitioner, for i know something is wrong somewhere.....and then it makes you wonder cluelessly.......Aitez Whatever then.....





skateboarding, my style.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006 11:56 p.m.
Yesternight i was down at Youth Park, the newly opened skate part just beside the Somerset MRT station. And the place was a bomb. Skateboarding is gonna progress immensely in singapore, some kid might just take it to a whole new level. And to see your fellow local reaching new heights, that just makes me a happier man. I remember when i started skating about 5 years ago...yeah, exactly 5 years ago....the beginning of the new millenium and i havent stopped since. You see, back then it was a trend, no doubt...And i hate to admit, i started coz i was greatly influenced(i dont get influenced easily), all my friends around me were skating, and no one wanted to kick balls much since skateboarding was the in thing.....So i got myself a skateboard too, and bang....all i can think of was to skate,skate and skate....Everyone i knew was skating, we were having a hell lot of fun and then just like any other trend that sets in our country, skateboarding was fading out. Many stopped, i dont know why.....They just stopped. Some couldnt find time, some realising that skateboarding wasnt as hot as it used to be, stepped down from thier board and were hitting on new trends. Not surprised are you, Singapore is all about being trendy, well at least thats what i feel...Why even i had stopped skating for a few months when i entered poly, skating sessions were rare and poly's timetable was hectic. I even thought i was done with skateboarding, when one fine day i was dead beat at home, and my friend called me up to skate. I went down, and realised what i have been missing. Its fun at its purest, yeah, there are bound to be falls, in skateboarding "no pain, no gain" is often applied. I respect those people who skate for the sake of having fun, i know some who just give up coz they dont seem to progress and it can be frustrating at times, and you also gotta apply another motto here, "Good things comes to those who wait"....some might learn fast, some long....some not at all...but one day, the trick might just come to you...I and my friends skate not coz we want to achieve something and say become a professional or something like that, we just want to have some fun with it. I know a couple of people who have great passion for skateboarding, i have passion too, but to compare me with them, i am nothing, and i love soccer much more than skateboarding...:) I have a friend who has been skating for 10 years, and he is 26 years old now,a really cool guy...Some think we do it coz we are trying to be cool or something....haha, well if coolness comes with the package,i had be more than happy to take it....Its a damn sport, a sport with much creativity compared to the likes of skimming or wakeboarding.....That i am sure of, limitless tricks, pushing yourself to the limit to nail some tricks, getting hurt, getting up again to do the same thing again, you fall again, you pick yourself up again and try to get that trick into your bag....Ahhhhh, one of the best thing that has happened to me, is to step on a skateboard.





mixed-it-up

Tuesday, January 24, 2006 12:47 a.m.
If you have read my latest entry, its named Work Politics Part-I....after much contemplation, i decided not to write the second part to it, in brief...lets just say that you shouldnt trust anyone much in your workplace, even the smiley ones can bust your ass when your not looking....haha, well like how my supervisor puts it...."thats life for you"....haha, thats wisely cool.....So i was down at my school last saturday...had some open house event....A number of my friends performed, yeah...they were pretty cool...they rocked....but Flying Dutchman stole the limelight....Is he good or is he good ?....fantabulous is the best way to put it...Then there was the free dance session....ok, so there were people dancing around, and amazingly there were lots of girls.....whooo!....So i decided to make myself useful...in what way i mean..?....Say there are 4 girls dancing...and only 3 guys turn up to them....so one is obviously left out....i might just be the guy to fill her up....no, not that 'fill her up'....dirty freaks you.....give her some company....so she wont feel left out you see....I walked around the so-called dancefloor, ahhhh, seems like people came prepared, no one seemed left out....So some girl just missed out on a guy who looks like Ashton Kutcher, but of coz, the darker version. And no, i didnt come up with it, i am no self-proclaimer, nor did only 1 girl said i looked like one.....in total its 3.....and i dont quite expect you to believe me either, no one does....really.....but i had to put this one down, coz when i look in the mirror i dont see any features that supports the 3 ladies' comments/compliments.....Well, whatever they say then.....And watch out peepz...you might just get punked next......Aitez whatever then.....





Work Politics Part-1

Saturday, January 21, 2006 03:39 a.m.
You know, i received one of the most 'amazing' emails in my office yesterday, my supervisor was back from her holidays and she emailed me this. Though the below may not be of exact to what i received, you will get the point very well.


Hi Seyed,

I got feedback from the managers and this is what they said

1) you left early in the afternoon without informing them.

2) you lack the initiative to ask for tasks to be assigned to you.

3) you ask irrelevant questions regarding a task that is assigned to you.

4) you dont update them about the task you are currently doing, they have to ask before you deliver.

5)and some concerns

With Regards,
*****


haha....When i first read it, i was like....whoa!....apart from the first point mentioned, the others were simply unbelievable for me. I am guilty of the going off early part.....But the rest.....haha, i can only laugh to myself and think they have got to be kidding.....let me start from the 2nd point, "you lack the initiative to ask for tasks to be assigned "...now why would i be such a smart ass to ask are there any work for me...if there is anything i learnt...i have learnt that you dont ask if there is any work for you when they have not allocated any for you....i am no dumbfuck....so yeah, i did not lack the initiative...i possesed smartness that is wise enough not to land me in shits....but somehow it backfired....sheesh!......3rd point, "you ask irrelevant questions regarding a task that is assigned to you"....that i have to say is bullcrap.....i asked a question and the staff answered, you see that question was so freaking relevant that it pissed her off and she was giving me irrelevant answers, and i had to make myself clear and repeat my question in a better way so that she could merely understand. I swear that question was relevant. fourth point, "you dont update them about the task you are currently doing, they have to ask before you deliver"...this is something i find amusing, i have no task to work on, so what am i to update them about....any task they assign to us....we deliver them back with QUALITY(you will understand later on why i capitalized this) results. And i wonder what task did they want me to update them about, i completed what they requested.....But there is a much more interesting side to this.......





Eleven Hints for Life

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 04:47 p.m.


1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

- Unknown



Ahhh….beautiful aint it…….i have got great admiration for those who fall under the 10th one….and few make it to that spot……rare I should say……afterall, some would rather opt to sit down and whine…...not refering to you though.... :)





sinful territory

Tuesday, January 17, 2006 06:14 p.m.
Last Saturday I was at Geylang, no people its not the common Geylang where people head to for shopping or other general purpose, I was down at the sinful territory, yes sinful of the lot, where sex simply comes at a price. You see, we were on our way to this underground skate land. Being ahead of schedule and since we were riding past the ‘lorongs’, a friend of mine voiced his plan to tour the sinful land. Off the car swerved to the left, and there we were, Gelyang Lorong. We all have heard of that place before haven’t we. What I imagined it would be like and what I actually saw didn’t quite tally. There were ladies standing along the pathways, some undoubtedly hot, some undoubtedly not. First tour there, I had no idea what it would be like, my friends knew their way, I just sticked by them. The place was crazy I tell you, there were these 3 ladies who stood against a wall, pretty good looking ladies, waiting for some Tom Dick or Harry to have a a shot at them, if their price demand is met. It was a sad sight, sometimes you just wonder, are they doing it coz they don’t have a choice or coz they love what they are doing. I don’t know….whatever makes them happy I guess. So we were walking around, the ladies along the way would actually just touch you, any part of your body. A friend of mine got touched, and I was like…whoa! can things get crazier?.....and it did, another friend of mine got pulled, the lady wasn’t willing to let him go, she hugged his arm tightly, my friend was cool….he said “ I don’t want, I want to go eat”…….she said “eat me la”……eat her?.....wow….she sure would be an expensive meal…..it was some time before she let my friend go…..Having seen that, I preferred to walk on the grass patch beside the pathway…..I damn well don’t want to get pulled by any of the ladies man…..Its just too eerie, she holding your hand and not wanting to let you go…...But walking along the grass patch wasn’t a good option either…..there was a Bapok blocking my path…..what!.....isnt he or she or it supposed to be at Changi…..Bapoks operate at Geylang too!…...imbecile freaks…….so off I drifted to the roadway….and we were walking back towards our car when we saw this lady running……running in a mini skirt with high heels on her foot is a tough job….funny sight though…..There were quite a few running…..I wondered why….My friend told me the cops were here……I thought things here were legalized, but later I found out you have to be under a some person with license or you must have a license….errrrr…..some crappy criteria must be fulfilled to do it legally……. I don’t know how the fuck they operate……for all I know…that place is way too crazy…...It might corrupt the weak…..you might just see some booking their flight to hell…..





i aint go no pay!

Monday, January 16, 2006 04:13 p.m.
Its bad enough that you sprained your ankle on a sunday night whilst skating, and you wake up for work today morning to realize the swell got bigger and you cant walk and therefore you gotta take leave. But what pains the most is that, while you are sleeping, your friend calls to tell you that your pay has not yet been deposited, and its brought forward to next month, coz the department screwed up in sending our paysheet to the HR department,which means we wont be getting our pay this month. Can you believe that.....Back to asking my mum for allowance again.....aiya!....i dread it man.....The problem with most humans is that, when they are used to life which is of much comfort, they would only want to rise up further, and when one comes down back to the old life. He curses, complains, whines or maybe even cries. I on the other hand, can only think of a phrase that i will be using everyday...."ma, i need money?".....Aitez whatever...





cash money penny

Thursday, January 12, 2006 05:22 p.m.
12 dollars to keep me alive for another 4 days…...may God bless me…….I did something that I haven’t done in quite some time, no! not sex you freaks!, asking my Mum for allowance…ahhhh, yes a feeling that I was long immune to. I made it clear to my Mum, when the pay is out, I am on my own….whatever cost that I incur, I would not turn to my Mum for financial assistance. Well who keeps promises anyway these days, and I have been having a pathetic lunch for the past few days….epok-epok(3 for $1) and a tetra-pak drink, usually Bandung. So I asked my Mum for some cash.

Me: ma, I need $5.
Mum: What for…what happened to your pay
Me: Oh, have la, but long time never ask you ah…. I miss asking you
Mum: Bullshit! ....your pay finish right?
Me: Have ah…but I need for somethin else, my friend birthday coming up..
Mum: You see, anyhow spend….next pay you get, you give everything to me, I will give you $5 daily….

*No english was used in our convo. Translated from Italian to english*

Of coz I would prefer not to have started this whole thing at all….but I pity myself, I pity my stomach, the thought of having a meager lunch AGAIN! makes me not want to wake up to face the world, or rather the pretty chics whom I often meet. With a belly that is always groaning, I cant seem to have a proper conversation with a pretty lady…..I think girls get turned-off by my tummy’s rumblings. I digress. One thing you shouldn’t do with my Mum, that is to compromise with her, yes accept no offer, you lay the offer before her, reason out with her, Like how the Godfather, Don Vito Corleone said. ‘Make him an offer that he simply cant refuse’. So I said, “no ma, you keep the 5 bucks, I rather stay penniless for the next few days, then to give you my next pay.” And that did it, I got my $5 reluctantly from her, yes though it may seem a little to some, I have lived with this for the past few years of my life, and its only a month or 2 ago that I promoted myself to higher spending. Before then, $5 was all I got to survive the whole day, I couldn’t afford to go to those cafes such as Coffee Bean or Starbucks, yes life was hard, but I didn’t whine. Coz I was guy who always chose to look on the bright side, and life is fair, it always was. So as soon as my first pay landed…I thought I have gone from Rags to Riches.....sadly, not quite, I spent and spent, all I got myself was 2 tees with the pay, the only tangible items bought with my pay. The rest, down the tummy or out partying. Before I knew it, here I am, typing this dramatic-pitiful-crappy-emoshit whatever you want to call it entry to kill time in the office and worrying about what my lunch will be tomorrow…..My stomach’s rumbling again, I gotta go get a cup of hot milo to appease me tummy……Aitez whatever….





accent matters

Wednesday, January 11, 2006 10:28 a.m.
The other time i was at my friend's house. After a hearty meal,we were watching the TeleV...there was this drama in Suria....some Indonesian drama....i dont quite know the reason why we were watching it or at least why i was watching it....coz the storyline was crap....But i was laughing my ass off....For there were the pretty ladies in it, yeah...hot indon chicas....But the way they spoke the language, well lets just say it doesnt match the pretty looks of thiers.....haha....i didnt know that the Indonesian language differs to some length from the malay language we use in Singapore...and the way the indonesians speak thier language....Well, it would have sounded normal to me if i had grown up in Indonesia right, but having to hear malay language in Singapore regularly and also speaking it relatively well,so hearing the Indonesian language got me going..."why the hell is she speaking malay that way.".....Its a major turn-off....just like how the Indian accent sounds funny/weird to those non-indians out there,Indonesian accent is funny to me....Imagine this scene....lets say i hit the club and pick on this indon chick, well of coz i wont know she is an indon at first sight.....

Me:Hey!...can i get you a drink ?
She: boleh ya....kamu nak ice-lemon teh ya...

That might never gonna happen, coz i dont pick chicks in the club.....but saying it happens...i wouldnt be able to converse further on after hearing her speak....
Let me give the ladies a better idea of why accent matters....say you meet a good-looking indian guy, someone with the Bollywood qualities....and he comes up to talk to you....and he talks with the hardcore indian accent.....tell me, do you go "damn, what a turn-off" or does it get you excited,"oh my god! he speaks in a cute way".....i am pretty sure it cant be the latter...if it is....then i am gonna start talkin like one....

ps: Thanks to Russel Peters for officially making the indian accent, the most un-cool accent to be used. And to know that he is an indian himself....Sometimes its just hard to understand what the hell goes around in this world.





Hat-Trick

Monday, January 9, 2006 09:58 a.m.
Weekend was spent well, Saturday night skate, Sunday night laughters & rides. But i had like to reminisce about Friday. Well you see, there was this soccer tournament in school for Info Tech students, and my team made it to the final. I am gonna start bragging here, so i suggest those who arent able to accept 'braggings' to leave right away.
Let me begin, the route to the final was pretty smooth, first game 14-0, 2nd game 11-2, semi-final 7-4. In the final we won 4-1,if you are thinking that the teams werent of standard, think otherwise, my team was like Brazil of the 1970's and Yours Truly was the Pele of the team....right!...coz i scored a Hat-Trick...hehe...and i loved it, well..who wouldnt....There were people watching, it was great. And if my hearing was correct, the crowd went "Seyed! Seyed!"....or was that just my imagination....ahhhh, doesnt matter though, there were about 50 people watching and that is like 0.0005% of Stadium Nou Camp's(Barcelona home ground) capacity.....Wow, i can only fantasize about playing at that stadium with every seat filled up and the crowd going wild with cheers of "Seyed! Seyed!" being heard. But then again, like always, i dream too much....hmmmm, but somehow, i am confident that on friday that the crowd went "Seyed! Seyed!".....Aitez whatever....





be friendly

Thursday, January 5, 2006 11:23 a.m.
Yesterday work was extremely good!....reason being, i wasnt there.... yupz....Yours Truly was on leave. Couldn't wake up on time as i had stayed awake all night to watch the game between Man United and Arsenal, which ended up in a disappointing 0-0 draw....dammit....I had to produce an MC for work,so headed to polyclinic and faked illness. It took me about an hour and a half before i was in the Doctor's room. My number was sorta missed, people who came after me, went in to see the Doc before me. What i found a bit odd was that, i was the only male patient waiting, the rest were ladies or parents with infants. The lady at the counter, who gave me the appointment, must have made a mistake or somethin. And the Doctor who checked me was a lady, i suspect she might be a sexist....coz i swear she wasnt friendly...at all!. Maybe she forgot about the most important lesson of her Medical Studies..."Always be friendly with the patients"





impress

Tuesday, January 3, 2006 01:48 p.m.
HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN.
* Wine her,
* Dine her,
* Call her,
* Hug her,
* Support her,
* Hold her,
* Surprise her,
* Compliment her,
* Smile at her,
* Listen to her,
* Laugh with her,
* Cry with her,
* Romance her,
* Encourage her,
* Believe in her,
* Pray with her,
* Pray for her,
* Cuddle with her,
* Shop with her,
* Give her jewelry,
* Buy her flowers,
* Hold her hand,
* Write love letters to her,
* Go to the end of the Earth and back again for her.



HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN
* Show up naked ...
* Bring food ...
* Don't block the TV


Well, what can i say....we guys work our ass off to impress you ladies, compared to you ladies having lesser and easier(we can debate about the 'easier') ways of impressing us. But hey,....we aint complaining though....hahz





Re-solut-ions

Monday, January 2, 2006 02:30 p.m.
New Year Resolutions

1. Kick balls and flip boards all year long.

2. Learning to do a backflip with a Dirt Bike.

3. Being deadly serious,and not seriously dead.

4. Smile all year long,eventhough some dont return one back.

5. To win Singapore Idol.

Aitez, there you go people, it would be greatly appreciated if you guys give me your support to achieve my resolutions,especially the 5th one. They think Taufik is cool....haha....wait till they see me.....





2005

Saturday, December 31, 2005 04:46 p.m.
Year 2005 will be missed. Last teenage year, last semester of school, student life will come to an end. Well what can i say, i am in tears...bahz...





Bumper Car Thrasher'

Friday, December 30, 2005 12:37 a.m.
They dont call me Seyed da 'Bumper Car Thrasher' for nothing, i was learning how to race when i was in my Mum's womb, ok for this case, learning how to crash, crashing my victim badly. So if anyone had gotten hurt at anytime during my psychotic Bumper Car Ride yesterday. Well, the 'Bumper Car Thrasher' seeks forgiveness and warns future Bumper car participants to watch themselves and also watch out for the 'Bumper Car Thrasher'. Reports are to have claimed that substantial injuries occured to a certain few whenever the 'Bumper Car Thrasher' has taken part in the game. So all i can say is, watch out people, you might be next.

And well, thanks to the lovely lady whom i shall refer to as 'KING KONG'...what? i am bad?....alright then....otherwise known as Fina, for giving us a treat, which was at pizza hut.....ahhh, well you see, it wouldnt be nice to turn down an invitation, so i simply obliged to her offer. And which part of a 'pizza hut treat' do you people do not understand....treat=free.....and 'free' being next to my favourite word in the english dictionary......it would be dee-you-am-bee of me not to go...Afterall, my primary intention was to go for the sake of being invited, and yeah...i am sure everyone who were present there had fun....
And to the random lady who reads my blog and is able to answer this question, which is "what is my favourite word in the dictionary"....i am still yet to give away my personally autographed passport size photo to some lucky lady who comes up with the right answer...and to give you a clue...it starts with the letter 'S'.....screw whoever that thinks of a dirty word....i come clean assholes......clean!.





smile

Tuesday, December 27, 2005 01:42 p.m.
Pardon me if you sense any unfair stereotyping. Well, you see....being an ever-so-courteous guy *ahem*, i always smile...well, not always...when an eye-contact is made with a person, then yeah...its a default configuration to curve the side of your lips upwards; that said, i take extra caution when smiling to a lady, particularly a one that comes with beauty and a slim or an average body. From personal accounts, i have smiled at numerous amount of girls, no its not the 'hey, can i know you smile' or 'hey, you have a tight booty smile' or the sickest of all, 'hey,can i bed you smile'. Nope, not any of the mentioned above. Mine is just a general one, afterall a smile does help in making one's day a better one. Some dont necessarily give me one back, they simply turn away....i dont quite expect one back either. But there are a certain few,when eye contact is made at quite a length of time, they barely bother to smile back, and the cream of these crops, haha...they give this dont-smile-at-me look, and turn away...that look, well...it kills me. Shear arrognance?...i cant really say. But these are the ladies who come with beauty and are slim or have an above average figure. For all i know, if i were to smile at a lady who is quite big in size or doesnt really have that pretty face, i am almost certain to get a smile back...99.9% perhaps...whereas for the earlier mentioned group of ladies....well what can i say....the result stands at a disappointing 40%-50%...see the gap in the statistic ?....haha...i dont wish to analyse any further.....opinion varies, and not many would agree with me. I will just take it that, my smile works better on ladies who are obese. :)





ride

Friday, December 23, 2005 07:11 p.m.
Aitez....i am gonna go out soon...i am gonna play with her....she is really cool.....ask some of my friends and they will back me up......she has this concavish body....you can pop her booty. She makes too much noise when i play her at home, yeah..she is loud alright...so gotta take her out, and have some fun......aitez, i am gonna go ride her.....hehehehehe.....laters....





gene

Wednesday, December 21, 2005 11:35 a.m.
In office right now. Will be having a lonesome lunch in about 30-45 mins time. Yeah, i am gonna start singing Akon's 'lonely'.....whatever....There used to be this pretty lady in the office, you know the one i mentioned on some entry back then. She hasnt been here for sometime, man...i am depressed.Always had the intention of asking her for lunch....but i can never do it...Well, let me tell you why....I went to this hospital and specially requested a female Doctor to fully scan me. Afterwhich she told me that i lacked a 'gene'. And what was that 'gene' i asked....she simply said that it is known as the 'dating gene'....a gene which helps a guy in asking a girl out, and not making a fool out of himself when he is out on a date. Well, it was pretty shocking to know that i lacked that particular gene....but she told me, that gene can be produced without hassle.She added, all i needed was just guts.....cool, i have a fat lot of that. So in no time, the significant gene which i have been lacking all my life will be born.Soon enough, Yours Truly will be out having lunch with some bomb.....Aitez whatever then.....





net

Tuesday, December 20, 2005 01:08 a.m.
Ok, work was a blast. I wasnt assigned any task for the day. So i surfed the net all day long. Yeah, they finally gave us interns internet access.And with that privilege, i read, read, read, read and read. Blogs, about how crminal mind works, about how screwed up the articles can be in Strait Times, and my favorite reading of all, 'why the sky is blue'....yeah, i just happened to type it down in Google and was able to get a decent and reliable site to read about it.....hehe....If you guys are now typing down 'why the sky is blue' in whichever search engine....well, all i can say is, happy reading the damn long piece of explanation given. You need to know this much(see the amount of dashes i will be using)[-------------], to understand this much [--]......at least, now i can answer any dumbo or bimbo who comes to me thinking they are a real smart ass, and ask me 'why is the sky blue'....they better stay rooted to the ground to listen to my every damn word.God bless anyone of them.......And if you want blogs that is worth the read. I am undoubtedly the best person to recommend you one...i think....Aitez, whatever then....





photos

Saturday, December 17, 2005 02:26 p.m.
I had 4 pics of me taken, passport sized ones, sometime ago.2 was used for other purpose.So thats 2 left, which means, 2 lucky ladies will stand a chance to win a personally autographed passport-sized photo of who else but Yours Truly.....muahaha....If only you ladies can answer this simple question. Ok, here goes...
"What does Seyed admire in a lady?"
Ok, due to the rarity of the prizes to be won in this competition, which i expect to be a highly-competitive one, no options nor clues will be given. May the best lady win, hopefully a Hot looking one. Aitez whatever.....





friendship and operating systems

Friday, December 16, 2005 12:26 a.m.
Friendship and Operating Systems share one common thing. One minor issue, when not treated meticulously, it will lead to a bigger issue, then before you know it...*boom*...both screws up. When loopholes are found, patch it up. I dont know, being an above-average IT guy, this is close to being the best similarity between friendship and operating systems.I dont even know whether the above make much sense. But nonetheless, it seems pretty good...doesnt it :)





Lunch Tips for the Lonesome.

Thursday, December 15, 2005 01:13 a.m.
Head to a fast food restaurant, preferably one without much crowd.

Get your meal and find yourself a table, a 2-seater one.

Sit in whichever direction, facing some pretty girl and she facing you.

Enjoy your food, while much focus is given to her.

She knows you are staring at her,(girls have this paranormal genes, which allows them to know that you are looking at them, without they having to look at you.) if her eyes hits yours, pop a smile, your best one.

If she pops one back, Congrats. She may think that your a good looking chap. 'May' is the word.

If she doesnt, eat your damn food, and get your ass back to the office and start analysing why she didnt smile back.
Sucker!





ZoukOut-Part II

Tuesday, December 13, 2005 12:55 a.m.
As i was saying......There were people who werent making my job easy. It started to rain, but many still stood around, swaying to the music.I, sensing that some danger might arise to any girl, was on guard. Due to the rainfall, i took out my t-shirt(dont get excited people, i wore singlet underneath it)....then tied it around my face, picture some ninja guy in your mind, I was like that. My sidekicks and i made our way from one end of the dance-floor, or should i say dance-sand, to the other end. We had bad sense of direction. I was shivering badly coz of the cold, wet weather. The next thing i knew, my ninja-mask was pulled off my head. Thinking it was my sidekick, fooling around, i swinged my hand, tapping away the hand that was pulling my ninja-mask. Little did i realise, that it was some guy who had a well built body, with tatoos on it, gaining momentum to give me his best knock. Whoa!, that guy must have lost it, coz he obvioulsy didnt know who he was messing with.I could have easily whacked the shits out of him, but i decided to defend myself first, ninja-style. That faggot backed off, then he was talking in some drunkard language. Being friendly, i asked who did he come with, he pointed to a group of people at the corner, all similar body sizes like his, most of them having tattoos. Holy Shit! Thank god i didnt knock him out, coz his friends would have taken the liberty to bury me alive, if not dead. 1 or 2 or maybe even 3, i am capable of taking them, but if its close to 12-15, Whoa.....i am no Bollywood hero. So we said good-byes and my sidekicks and i headed to other arenas, keeping close look out on potential rapists roaming. Was a pretty hard job. I stayed till 7.30am, my sidekicks went of at 6am, screw them. Back to my crib with 2 of my secondary mates whom i met there, was 7.30am when i left. All i can say is, if ZoukOut did not encounter any unfortuante incidents, especially some girl having been raped or some shits like that. Then Zouk management should know who to thank. And to think that they had me pay for the entrance....damn them. But in whole, everythin was slick, i had recommend anyone who is legal enough to go, to go. Aitez, whatever......





ZoukOut-Part I

Monday, December 12, 2005 02:03 a.m.
Let me tell you how i ended myself at ZoukOut. Well, it all started when i was at my workplace.I was having the usual chit-chat session with a colleague of mine. And we came about the night life in Singapore, clubbing, a very popular scene here. So i asked her whether she will be going to ZoukOut later this year. She doesnt party much, so she wasnt, and then she told me about stuffs happening at parties like this. I was quite surprised when she said that girls get raped there. I thought she had to be kidding, and she went out to further explain how it all happens. It was a pretty convincing explanation. Girls can get raped. So after hearing about this unfortunate events happening. I knew i had a duty to perform. I headed down to ZoukOut. If a girl's chastity is at stake, i am there to help when it is needed. So i was roaming around, yeah... with 2 sidekicks of mine. But sadly, both had forgotten about thier purpose there, and started to party around. Well, everything seemed safe. Till, there was this thing(dont know what its called), where you secure yourself tightly in it, and the operator operating it turns the thing around, and the next thing you know, the world is spinning in all direction, sorry...you are spinning in all direction. So there was this guy who went before me, he was spinning around in it. Dumb guy, didnt take his handphone out from his pocket, so it fell. Then a few seconds letter, some squarish shaped golden coloured stuff fell. Me and my sidekick were curious what it was, i mean...it was golden coloured, guys dont carry golds around, do they. So we made a closer approach to have a better view of it. We couldnt have guessed, it was a condom. Some guy who came prepared, hoping to get laid. From then i had a close eye on him, if he tries to be funny and get some girl drunk and then try to screw her. Yours truly will be there to safe that poor little helpless girl, unless if she was willing to do it with him at her own risk, then yeah, i cant do much. So i believe i did a decent job, in keeping ZoukOut a crime-free music festival, more importantly avoiding girls from being raped. But some people just werent making my job easy.........cont'd.





skip this, its for memory purpose.

Friday, December 9, 2005 01:38 a.m.
I always thought horoscopes were bullshit, i mean yeah, if its gonna say that i am financially healthy, that gets me cursing that damn horoscope. Well, unless if one fine day, someone sends you your horoscope and being doubtful of the content, you check it out on the net to have a confirmation of what it really says. And you go like, "WOW, thats exactly whats happening in my life now"...and when i say 'now', its based on the day i read the horoscope. And still thinking that the horoscope got lucky in mentioning what is happening for you or will be happening....You are about to ignore whatever that comes next in the horoscope, till you read a line which says.."the universe has acted to your requested,turning this down would be rude.."...Well yeah, my request was there alright, but what if i am not gonna take action....the universe cant simply go against me.....can it....the world against you is scary enough......talk about universe.....i think i better find my death bed before it finds me.....

The title says it...





broke

Monday, December 5, 2005 07:49 p.m.
I am TRULY Broke. I have said a number of times that i am broke, but only now did i realise that i wasnt actually broke those times, i simply didnt have any cash to start with. Pay is 2 weeks away, and i have to set aside part of it to clear off my creditors. And i am beginning to doubt my sense of humour.
Take this scenario

Phone rings.
Staff picks up.
Caller : Hi, is this DBS?
Staff : No, this is OCBC.

Caller ends the convo, and the staff goes about telling the other staffs around her about the phone call incident, and she was laughing away. The other staff were also laughing, but certainly not as bizarre as her. I still cant get the funny part, or is there one?....





Top 5

Saturday, December 3, 2005 01:37 a.m.
1. No pain, No gain.

2. Shit happens, losers whine, heros rise.

3. Change it if you hate it, if you can't change it, then change the way you think about it.

4. If not willing to get hurt, then don't love.

5. Good things comes to those who wait.





Try quoting it to yourself, it helps.





fish should talk

Friday, December 2, 2005 12:19 a.m.
I killed the fish. I didnt feed it, it isnt exactly my job, my mum always does it. But since she was away, i had to take the responsibility over it, but i forgot all about it. Well, it was a pretty awful sight, watching the fish floating on its side, it had been with us for about 3 years. From the size of about 4cm, it had grown close to 10-12cm. Now, its dead, and i am the guilty party. If only fish could talk or knock on the tank, giving a sign of wanting food. ahhhhh....damn damn damn damn!





absurd

Thursday, December 1, 2005 12:46 a.m.
Today marks the last day of ending a 2 week reign of being a Boss/Loner at my crib. So how has life been....To live a life like this at 30 years of age, it would be absurd. No one to look forward to when your back from work. And to still be a bachelor at the age of 30, whoa!...somebody, please murder me. Unwashed dishes, unsweeped floor....the clothes are washed though. Having gone through this, surprisingly worthful experience. I have become a changed man, but you aint gonna believe that, would you. Maybe things would have been different if i had been the playboy sort ....haha....doesnt need much explanation does it....you do the imagining....hah





soulmates

Wednesday, November 30, 2005 12:40 a.m.
To be practical, everyone would want to be in love, be it Hollywood type or, for the ever-lasting ones, Bollywood type. I have been reading local blogs, the owners age ranging from 16-20, the vulnerable age i believe, for the search of true love, few get it right, whereas other fall pretty bad, never mind about that. I am starting to feel for some of them, some really want the right soul real bad. Well, its understandable, being lonely is shitty, and they go about singing Akon's hit single or somethin liddat. Even i at times would wonder, why the hell am i bloody single, when its competitive out there for the capture of a girl's heart. Maybe competitive, i cant really say. To those peepz who are still worried about when your right one will appear. A decent advice, like a good friend of mine always says, 'Good things comes to those who wait'....Hopefully you peepz will get your soulmates real soon.
To a good friend of mine : Your time will come bro, your time will come.





Best

Saturday, November 26, 2005 03:41 a.m.
George Best: 1946-2005.
For those of you who dont have a clue of who he is, well he was the Beckham of the 60's and 70's....only much more skillful and much more stylish(be it on the field or off it), he was simply the best. Died at the age of 59, alcohol playing a significant part for his departure from earth. Football, Sex and Booze was his life. Ahhhhh, what a life......Sex and Booze!....sadly i do neither of them.....and to those who have been critical of my hair, well this guy has the same as mine....and his hair made girls go....goo-goo-gaa-gaa over him......Not long people, for girls to be doing the same thing over my hair.....hah....i wish......





blessed

Thursday, November 24, 2005 10:38 p.m.
I'll tell you why i am a blessed man today. God has sent a beautiful lady to work at the department where i am working, and boy, by just looking at her makes my day....aitez, i exaggerate alot, but yeah, at least by looking at her, it helps to take of the stress load my supervisor puts on me.....And if she doesnt fancy a guy shorter than her, than i would fancy my chances of having tea with her.....coz she is tall, taller than most of the men working at my workplace.....So why am i a blessed man again, coz i have the height.....but am short of the looks....Well, a lady of about 25 years wouldnt be shallow right... or would she.....i did fancy my chances pretty much till some guy came to her table, which was opposite mine, and wished her happy anniversary.....a marriage one...........sometimes i just dream too much.....So much for Walt Disney's motto, "if you can dream it, you can do it".....but nonetheless, i am a blessed man.





MC

Tuesday, November 22, 2005 02:35 p.m.
Faking illness to get an MC....You cant blame me can you, such a pleasurable weather, how hard i tried, i cant seem to get myself out of bed. I am still yet to get my mind going like a working adult. 20 bucks does seem pretty expensive for an MC....whatever then....





home alone

Tuesday, November 15, 2005 08:38 p.m.
Good news for the ladies, my family will be away on a 10 day trip to someplace coming thursday, which means, ladies out there are welcome to my place anytime...hahaha....yeaps, its free flow alright, sadly no alcohol, i dont want some drunk girl puking all over my place....I would be posting up a list of pre-requisites for admission, yes, i'll be going strict on this one. So if some of you ladies dont fill in...well, too bad....try harder.....aitez, whatever then....





weekend

Monday, November 14, 2005 01:28 a.m.
Saturday skate, Sunday soccer......there you go, explains why people say i havent changed.....Well, let me add in some changes that had occured. I started to drink coffee regularly, so that i could stay alive in my workplace. And i spend the weeknights excluding friday night at home infront of the tv....and soon enough, i'll be addicted to Must-See-Tuesdays on channel 5.....And my workplace better give me some job to do tomorrow....coz if they dont, i swear i am gonna fall asleep......and you do not want to fall asleep in the office....i repeat...you DO NOT want to fall asleep in the office....





erob

Thursday, November 10, 2005 07:29 p.m.
The best thing about work is that, its located at tampines, supposedly at raffles, got lucky i guess....which means i get an extra 75 mins of sleep a day.....companies that hire interns are real smart...cheap labour, who wouldnt want them.....and if OCBC only had given me internet access(yes, they dont give interns internet access, screw them), i would hack the shit out of them...yeah right, i am incapable of it.....but if i had the skill...whoa, its a bank....who is da rich guy huh....crap!....15 weeks to go.....afterwhich, i will be heading to School of Military Training....from Yes Boss to Yes Sergeant...yes sir yes sir yes sir yes sir yes sir





attached

Monday, November 7, 2005 03:43 a.m.
tmr is the first day of attachment...wish me luck peepz....and i have been practising some pick-up lines....you know, just for safety precautions...okay that doesnt make sense at all......I better well get laid, oops...i mean paid....by my co. and yeah, cough syrups suck big time....screw them....





wholesome

Saturday, November 5, 2005 05:52 a.m.
It will be the 3rd day of Raya....Well, i am done with Raya outing...Went to my aunt's place at bedok...and thats bout it...haha, relatives here are limited....so yeah, my cousins were there, played my lil cousin's GameBoy, Pokemon Yellow Version, damn i miss that game, and for your info, i completed the yellow version real fast, capturing great pokemonss like Moltrous,Mew,Dragonite....and i still love it....i think i wanna start back mine, well my sister's actually, but take my words, you can get hooked, look at where it took me.....And i will be starting my internship programme (attachment) on monday....assigned to OCBC centre, somewhere near raffles place....You know what bothers me, when you get an out-house attachment, and you check for futher info, they state $0 beside 2 words named Monthly Allowance....what the!.....you gotta be kidding me.....if that was to be true....OCBC can kiss thier green, blue, yellow notes goodbye....i aint gonna give free labour, i even get paid for doing a service for my country, although its minimal, well, there is still something......i bloody well better get my pay....





ouch!

Friday, November 4, 2005 02:25 a.m.
Crashed my friend's bike, his bike was in a pretty bad state, considering that he had only got it a few days back, i am really sorry dude, i feel damn guilty, and i will cover for the damages aitez.....and to top it up, the bike sort of skidded and crashed into a car, the owner upon hearing the crash, came rushing down, got screwed....but thank god, he let me off, coz i didnt have a license....imagine if he were to report me, then my friend would have been in deep shit, his license which he got recently will be revoked...whoa.....its just too scary....my left elbow,hip,knee,thigh...have been bruised and battered.....damn, i am never gonna ride bike again without license.....i am kinda traumatised....ouch!....lookin on the bright side....i wasnt down real bad.....so yeah....like they say...you never know whats gonna happen next....One moment i was cornering, the next i was down....





Did you know

Tuesday, November 1, 2005 01:49 a.m.
Did you know that 30% of Philippine's population do not know that baby is the result of having a sex. Whoa, i did a search on the internet, the total population of the Philippines as of May 1, 2000 was 76,504,077....and 30% of that will be 22,951,223.....Double WOW...more than 22 million people in the Philippines are unaware that sex leads to babies.....I'm astounded....So what if there are a few who has no knowledge about sexual inter-course.....Whoa, no babies then...The Philippine government have to do something about this.





Nice not equals to Nice

Saturday, October 29, 2005 05:59 a.m.
A friend of mine had this as her msn nick..."all nice guys are taken"....haha, well, it all comes down to whats your definition of being nice....even in 'nice'....they are different types of nice...you know what i am sayin....Not long before you will be hearing the ladies say "my boyfriend's a nice guy"...is he?....or your definition of 'nice' differs hugely from the general one.....That explains one issue whereby some girls go about saying that they want a nice guy, and i am like, yeah right....well, my bad, coz now i truly understand that when they say 'nice',its thier definition of nice.....So thats why i have been dumbfounded at the sight of ladies who said that they wanted a nice guy, but end up with some not-so-nice(matrip) guy....its sad...not the sight of the ladies with their "nice" guys.....but rather the misusage of the word 'nice'....haha...well, whatever makes them happy then....





hate

Thursday, October 27, 2005 02:09 a.m.
Reading certain people's profile on friendster, about what they like and/or hate. Emphasizing on the 'hate' section, i find it amusing when there is backstabbers, liars, betrayers coming under the 'hate' section, haha...i always thought it was pretty obvious that such people arent welcomed into anyone's life. Well, i could pick 5 random people, and tell them that they hate backstabbers,liars and betrayers, and they will go like..."wow, how did you know that, you can read my bloody mind!"....yeah right....they would be probably wondering what a dumbass i was to state the obvious to them.....Maybe i am wrong, there might be people who likes backstabbers,liars and betrayers. I dont know, yet to meet such a person who likes filthy assholes. Maybe i should write about what i hate in my profile too. Hates: 1. Getting burned, 2. Having a bamboo pole shoved up the arse, 3. Eating foods that have been expired......bahh, lets just cut the crap, they are entitled to write whatever they want, but sometimes ridiculosity gets the better of them.





ahhhhhhh

Wednesday, October 26, 2005 01:56 a.m.
Sheesha = Ahhhhhhhh!





citylink

Monday, October 24, 2005 03:12 a.m.
Skated at this placed called citylink....was great...the place is occupied mostly by skateboarders and B-Boys and also few inline-skaters, they do thier thang, and we do ours...but strangely they had 3 big signs which said "No Skaterboarding"...Government, haizzz....Well, the passers-by who never fail to stare at what we are up to, would usually end up being impressed with our talent....Unlike B-Boying, the thing bout sk8boarding is that when you fall, you will fall awkwardly, you someplace else, and your board nowhere close to you....yes, its a 'will'....of coz i fell a number of times....one fall being infront of this 2 chicas....ahhh, what can i say....they helped me up and were concerned bout the extent of the injury i might have occured......bahh, yeah right!....like thats gonna happen....i wish.....they probabaly ended up laughin thier ass out when i was no longer in thier view.....well, if they did...at least they had a heart to not to laugh when i was down....they merely smiled....

Note to self: Look left,right,front and back for any oncoming lady passers-by before executing a trick.





Smoking doesnt make you look pretty

Saturday, October 22, 2005 02:18 a.m.
One thing that bothers me, is to see a girl smoke....yeah, its thier life, they are entitled to do anything with it....but it just doesnt look right on a lady....i wonder, does it make them look cool...or does it make them any prettier....Well, i dunno....they could say...'if guys can smoke, why cant we'....haha...i cant really argue much with that....maybe coz you are gonna produce a lovely thing, that only you are capable of producing, a baby... And you need much strength and health to bear it....Well, i dont know why the hell i am typing this....its thier life....why am i being bothered bout how they live it......aitez, whatever man....it just doesnt make her look pretty....





'How to be cool'

Thursday, October 20, 2005 12:31 a.m.
So i owe the national library money.....$8 ++.....a book which i returned very late or didnt return at all, and they took it for being lost....well, i did want to pay them last year...but they had only accept cashcard transaction...haha...didnt have one, so still yet to clear the debt....I Went to library sometime ago...i typed in my ic number on the library's computer to view how's my record like....well the last book i borrowed...haha, this is the interesting part which surprised me....Title of the Book : 'How to be cool'.....hahaha....can you believe that...'How to be cool'.....i find it hard to believe that i borrowed such a book back in 1998, when i was in primary 6.....So if you guys think i am cool now, i highly recommend the book to anyone who wants to be cool....sorry that i am unable to give a review of the book, coz i remember nuts bout it....impressed by the library's database....must be a huge one....still in track of the money i owe them and for what book....cool...





sk8

Tuesday, October 18, 2005 02:37 a.m.
Stepping on my skateboard...ahhh....love it.....Sk8 session with the regular sk8 peeps...its been really long since i had one....you know, skateboarding played a huge part in my teenage life...loads of memorabe incidents.....and some were simply priceless....





blunder

Monday, October 17, 2005 01:31 a.m.
seyed: haha...i wish i was like u.....
seyed: head touches pillow.....boom......off to dreamland
screamin' al: onli when im reali tired...
screamin' al: but usually it will take me a few hours 2 get 2 slp...
seyed: haha....rollin from left to right......right to left.....
seyed: haha....it sure sex
seyed: sux*
seyed: sorry for the huge typo.....
seyed: paisey man
screamin' al: hahaha...nvm....
screamin' al: u n e jauh sey on e keyboard....
screamin' al: haha...
screamin' al: dunno....unless u're thinkin abt it....
screamin' al: hahahaha..


reputation pretty much down the drain.....she is right that the letters 'u' and 'e' on the keyboard are quite far apart....one bad typo error....and i swear i wasnt thinkin of sex.....she might be thinkin i am some horny bastard now.....but then again, she knows i am a nice guy...a really nice one....hmmmm.....thats one sick mistake.....and we happen to talk about sleeping on the bed...great, just great.....

hey, i really am a nice guy....you know it...





dish-apointted

Sunday, October 16, 2005 01:56 a.m.
Swensens was ok...sorry for the late coming people...woke up late eventhough the meeting time was 5.30pm.....life's pretty screwed up, dont know when to sleep and when to wake up.....Ordered Fish n Chips....Hmmm, maybe i expected too much from a $12.90 dish...it was disappointing.....i guess i would have to fork out hundreds of dollars to taste exquisite cuisine....ahhh, someday maybe......Geylang, no words to describle, will always be the same......Had a fun time with my friends and thier girlfriends though......

Did i really expect too much for a $12.90 dish, or was my taste just isnt classy....screw it





comment

Saturday, October 15, 2005 03:22 a.m.
Aitez, added the comment board....damn, took me close to 2 hrs....its no easy insertin one in pitas....it would have been easier to implement in blogspot.....or maybe i simply suck in implementing one.....whatever....so to those very few people who come here often or those who happen to stumble by..... comments/advices/insults....feel free to post.....





16th child

Friday, October 14, 2005 01:35 a.m.
LITTLE ROCK, Ark. - Michelle Duggar just delivered her 16th child, and she’s already thinking about doing it again. Jim Bob Duggar, 40, said he and Michelle, 39, want more children. "We both just love children and we consider each a blessing from the Lord. I have asked Michelle if she wants more and she said yes, if the Lord wants to give us some she will accept them", he said in a telephone interview.

Whoa, 16th child and still yearning for more....They certainly are playing a bigger part than most families in increasing the nation's population....Now, they are capable of fielding a complete soccer team, with 5 substitutes.....thats simply cool......





27 & 42

Thursday, October 13, 2005 01:36 a.m.
"Photos published Wednesday by OK! magazine, which paid an undisclosed sum for the pictures, show the couple tying the knot in a Kabbalah ceremony at their Beverly Hills, Calif., home. Kutcher, 27, is wearing a cream Brooks Brothers suit and a
fedora. Moore, 42, is wearing a white Lanvin gown."

Well, the source may not be reliable......But some 27 year old guy with a 42 year old lady, and it had to be Hollywood stars....Wow....i know love is blind, but i was unaware that love might have problem in doing its math.....27 and 42...you do the math....alright, its 15 for those who are in search of thier calculator....Whoa....personally, i am against it....but feel free to disagree......What, they call it true love?....give me a break....We all know Hollywood weddings tear down sooner or later.....and do you really think that Ashton is not gonna be seduced by some other really Hot lady(Demi is hot alright)....Some ladies might even take it to the next level just to get him....And that guy is a human afterall.....An American one in that....so tell me, the chances that Ashton and Demi making it forever.....i dont even see the hope there......you know what....i am pretty confident that they will go thier own way sooner or later....if they make it for more than 10 years.....well, my balls are on the line.......so yeah, anyone still believin that true love between them exist....haha, you gotta be kiddin me.......

About the balls on the line, you know i am joking....hey, i need my Father's Day....





call

Wednesday, October 12, 2005 02:59 a.m.
A call at 2am...yeah, scared the shit outta me....Anyone with the right sense of mind would know its inappropriate to call at this hour....Well, i could have expected this one girl to call me, but that would be unlikely, coz she is in France, doing her modelling shooting...ok thats crap.....So i went over to the phone, checkin out the screen....it simply said 'HOME'.....huh?....Picked it up.....and my Mum talked in a sleepy tone, where the only words that made sense was.....'lock the door'....thats pathetic....comin with high hopes to see some girl's name on the screen.....ahhh, but then again...i dream too much.....and that was the 2nd time my mum had done that to me.....the other time, she asked what time i was havin school tomorrow.....you see, my Mum, like many human beings out there, she is lazy to walk sometimes, even at home......well, what can i say....it runs in the blood...so i cant be totally blamed for being lazy can i.....With technology growin at a fast pace....i cant really blame myself.....





7

Tuesday, October 11, 2005 02:06 a.m.
Alright...I know this one is not gonna be neat, i just cant figure out how to get it properly aligned...so much for being an IT guy....will figure it soon though.....if there are ppl readin, well....happy readin the mess.... 7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME. 1. The Almighty 2. Mum 3. Cockroach 4. Bapok 5. Dying a Virgin 6. Dying Wifeless 7. Dying Moneyless 7 THINGS THAT I LIKE. 1. Kickin Balls 2. Stepping on a Sk8board 3. Chinese traditional food 4. A really kick-ass Novel 5. Girls 6. Chix 7. Ladies 7 MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM. 1. Computer 2. Bed 3. Fan 4. Ceiling Fan 5. posters of myself 6. posters of celebs 7. posters of pornstars 7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME. 1. I look good, but people say the opposite 2. A guy with patience, but dont push your luck 3. A really nice guy, but ppl wont buy it 4. Loves lookin at girls, paricularly chinese ones, dont ask why 5. May look like a Malay, but am an Indian. 6. A Trilingual 7. Looks forward to Dooms Day 7 THINGS I CAN'T DO. 1. Hook up with a girl 2. Use a pick up line successfully 3. Just lookin at a girl's face 4. Talk crap....serious! 5. Read or Speak Chinese 6. Sprint like Maurice Greene 7. Act like Shah Rukh Khan 7 WORDS I SAY MOST. 1. haha(in msn) 2. oh 3. crap 4. yeah 5. maybe 6. dunno 7. whatever 7 CELEB CRUSHES 1. Halle Berry 2. Fiona Xie 3. Catherine Zeta Jones 4. La Laine(aka Miranda Sanchez in Lizzie McGuire) 5. Liessa Van der Pool(aka Chelsea in That-So-Raven) 6. Trisha 7. Amisha Patel





a dumb thing to do

Monday, October 10, 2005 02:38 a.m.
Let me tell you what you should not do...You do not ask your friend to help you ask a number from some girl that you are interested in, thats just plain dumb....if you do not have the guts to do it, then its your loss...By asking your friend to go up to the girl to get her number for you, that only proves that your a sissy, no wait....a pussy...let me spell it out for you P-U-S-S-Y... You may be a pussy, but you certainly need not let the girl know that you are one....Its pretty shameful, 'a guy who is a pussy, wants my number?'.....haha, tell me the probability of she willing to give the number to your friend for you....maybe 3 out of 10....and very likely the number she gives would be not hers....so please do not make a fool out of yourself....I believe a girl would rather give her number to a guy who is rather courageous enough to talk to her....and i am not talkin about some girl you already know.....complete beautiful stranger aitez...and i am tellin you this from first hand experience, thanks to my friends for tryin to help me....yes, "tryin" to help, not heeding what i said, in fact i begged them not to do such a dumb thing, what can i say, 6 against 1, you dont stand much chances....they just made things harder for me....haha....not blaming them, they thought for the good of me but not quite exactly the way to help me.....now that beautiful girl would have thought what a puss i was....and i did meet her a couple of times after that incident.....nothin happenin, just starin at each other for a few seconds.....and why am i typing all this, coz interestingly i blog-hopped into her blog...hmmm, interesting how stuffs happen....some girl which you wouldnt wanna meet again, keeps appearing.....and TP being a really huge school, the chances of you meetin her twice isnt somethin that happens often.....haha, and i know what you are thinkin...'fate'.....haha...bullshit... just to let some guys know consequences of having a friend to ask a number from a girl for himself.....its a dumb thing to do...and yeah, when my friends "helped" me ask for her number...she refused to give...oh well, that would help boost my confidence if i was ever to ask a number from a girl....hahaha....what the fuck were my friends thinkin..??...i'm cool, they made me look like a fool.....





crap/sense

Saturday, October 8, 2005 07:10 a.m.
The time now is 7:11AM...Nope, i did not wake up early, i am yet to sleep....due to the inability to fall asleep whenever i like, i am out here...typing, wishing i would fall asleep at this very moment, coz i am not really in the mood to talk crap/sense......And there is this soccer match at school today, and i am fasting, dont have a clue, what the coach was thinkin arrangin a friendly game....i cant possibly break my fast early(batal) if i was dead thirsty....I have matured, and to do that will be a sin....Its not like the primary school days aitez....where i batal when i couldnt take it anymore.....haha, those days.....well, if i do not play on-form, then i have a very good reason...."fasting ah coach, just now run abit, i feel like fainting".....and the reply from my coach would highly likely to contain vulgar words....





King Of The Court

Friday, October 7, 2005 03:29 a.m.
Everyone would have to lose at some point of thier life...be it in sports, education, etc.....Losing isnt a big thing...the team who beats you may not be the greatest team....but if they are gonna play you and make you look like a fool...the pride of the team goes down....i was down kickin balls with some peepz....well, they were just too good...my team, eventhough having won 2 games(luck being a major factor), we were outclassed.....haha...i know its just a damn game, and maybe you will be thinkin i am over-reactin......but among the 4-5 teams that played...my team was the crappiest of the lot....well what can i say....practice makes perfect...with some touch-ups here and there....we'll be makin a return to show them who is the King Of The Court.....And i may suck at field as a player....but try me on court...and i will show you who is the King....





MusFatCular

Thursday, October 6, 2005 01:04 a.m.
I am absolutely postive that i am gonna put on huge pounds of added weight to my body...I seem to Feast when its called Fast, feastin myself with the variety of munchies when i break my fast...Ahhh, what the hell, i can manage a few pounds growing on me....maybe head to the gym and change that not-so-glamorous fats into eye-catching muscles...kekeke....hey, they always laugh at me when i say i wanna go gym...they ask me to put on weight...so yeah, i am gonna put some on...maybe alot......and on a course to have a body that ladies would love a man to have...what 6 packs?....8 packs?.....maybe get myself a cool boardshorts and head to sentosa, and hope some chic would come up to me and praise the body of mine.....hahahaha....aitez, crap talkin does allow you to kill time and also a lil fantasizin......if lookin from another perspective, if i loose the inspiration to go gym...i am gonna be a fat ass...cool...





Big-V

Wednesday, October 5, 2005 12:23 a.m.
An interesting topic i chatted with this girl in msn....its about losing your big V....yeah, pretty cool topic and what a person to chat it with....she was firm on loosing it after her marriage, to her hubby obviously...whereas i decided to go with the flow, if it happens it happens...haha....after much debate, which i obviously lost, coz of the fact that she brought up religious issue.....i was pretty convinced i should lose mine after the marriage too,with my wife that is(for the dumbos who think i might do it with some other lady when i am married)...so i asked her if i should keep my big V till after marriage....i liked her answer very much, ...."its your dick and its your life, do whatever you want with it, but for the sake of not committing a sin, do it when your married"....haha....kinky...well one reason why chatting is fun on the net....breakin certain barriers,so as to chat about somethin that is fun and humorous and also maybe to get one thinking.......what can i say....you meet interesting ppl at some point of your life.....but an interesting chatter doesnt come often.....And i will be havin my first fast for this month in about 4 hours time.....





sentosa

Monday, October 3, 2005 06:08 a.m.
Had this last minute trip to sentosa....was to meet 9.30pm, only decided to go when it was 9pm.....yeah, very slow in making up my mind....the trip was ok....Highlight would have to be the Mansion we went to....freaky, not for the faint hearted....what can i say, the peepz i went with were pretty awesome, their purpose of entering the Mansion was to find or meet(whichever way you want it) supernatural creatures.....haha....but mission failed....Fasting month is a few days away, 2 to be precise...Everyone would be looking forward to Hari Raya....and i am so sleepy right now, but am forcin myself to stay awake to watch Fifa U-17 Soccer Final...Brazil and Mexico....SambaSambaSamba.....balls!





17th

Saturday, October 1, 2005 04:03 a.m.
***Your Birthdate: August 17*** Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very lucky financially, because this date indicates a solid business sense. Although you are probably very honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise. You have excellent organizational, managerial, and administrative capabilities enabling you to handle large projects and significant amounts of money with relative ease. You are ambitious and highly goal-oriented, although you may be better at starting projects than you are at finishing them. A sensitivity in your nature, often repressed below the surface of awareness, makes it hard to give or receive affection. What Does Your Birth Date Mean? http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/ Well let me tell you that the 1st paragraph makes no sense to me at all, 'lucky financially' my arse.....solid business sense?...maybe....but then again...all these does not proof anythin...or do they.....killing time...





wakeup

Thursday, September 29, 2005 03:43 a.m.
To wake up and think what am i gonna do today....First option, soccer.....2nd option, slackin with the peepz...3rd option,to rot at home and hope somethin magical happens outside, perhaps snow starts falling down....aitez its crap.....outiez....





dog

Tuesday, September 27, 2005 02:12 a.m.
Imagine waking up, to see a dog right at your face, sniffing you....yeah, i know, you would give the 'What The Fark' look....so let me tell you what happened...i had soccer tournament at Bishan....after my first game, my next game was like 2 hours away...so i decided to take a nap at some void deck as i didnt sleep the night before...so yeah..was damn well sleepy....and desperate times calls for desperate measures...so yeah, void deck seemed a good option....with a waterbottle supporting my head, i went to sleep...just to wake up, to see a bloody dog at the right side of my face....my reflexes were pretty fast, i rolled to my left, but got hit at the pillar nearby....it was bad aitez....so there i was, on the floor....was in the sleepy mode, and my back was hurtin....and the best part yet was, there was this Nonya who laughed at me...and she was the owner of the dog......freakin hell!....i swear if i was in a conditional state at that moment, that Nonya could have kissed her dog goodbye.....to think that she could have actually pulled the dog away from being near me as the dog had a leash....what was the bloody Nonya thinking.... dumb-ass...i am never gonna sleep at some void deck again....just imagine you being in my situation....nuts...





whoa!

Monday, September 26, 2005 03:30 a.m.
woke up 3pm on saturday...and today is monday and the time is 3:31am....you do the math.....sleep balls!





bbq

Sunday, September 25, 2005 02:55 a.m.
The bbq at pasir ris beach was good...reunion for the pioneer Express students....well, the sad part was, not all turned up..but still, everyone had fun...chattin with ur long lost frens....eating and drinking....eat again and drink again.....tummy's bloated aight....the best part...some teachers also came down...why, even the principal came down....freakin shocked....haha...but it was great...maybe a few years down the road...another pit just like this....a chalet sounds better....hmmmmm





early

Saturday, September 24, 2005 02:51 a.m.
what can i say...u gotta take your meals regularly and have some healthy food such as vegetables to eat...if not, you might end up fainting at some place where u wouldnt want to faint at all...or maybe knocked-out seems a good substitute for faint....and yes, i have been treating my house like a hotel...coming home just to sleep...and when i wake up....i am out again...and my mum has been shouting at me..whenever i wake up.....but all i can tell her is...'i will be back early today'.....yes, i was back early...early in the morning...and the routine goes on for sometime...till today i got home early...haha.....coz tmr i might be stayin out late since there is a bbq pit...and my mum's shouting will begin again.....thats my life for u...





make-up

Thursday, September 22, 2005 04:11 p.m.
I swear make-up does wonders....it really does





read

Wednesday, September 21, 2005 04:01 a.m.
well what can i say, my blog is like the simplest one ever, or to some, boring seems a better word....every blog i have been to, some of em are really nice, some cool...some awesome...yeah, like i mentioned earlier in my earlier entry, i am a frequent blog-hopper....just love reading blogs, especially ones with beautiful entries...and i am startin to wonder are there anyone who is constantly readin my blog, i would never know, coz i dont have a tagboard....so yes, if there are people who read my blog often, well...happy readin....i dont have offensive entries nor narrow-minded criticism...so yeah....hate it or love it.... my style, my blog.....





fair

Tuesday, September 20, 2005 02:55 a.m.
i guess i am fairer now, in what terms?...the color of my skin of course....coz i have been gettin remarks that my face is fairer now....well what can i say, Biore Facial Foam does wonders, bought it to clear out the pimples, didnt noe it does whitening too....and yes, for the first time i feel i have been sun burnt for good...peeling the skin of my nose, the feeling of peeling does seem pretty good....till then, to peepz who want to get a fair face, get Biore Facial Foam, but let me tell u its a long term process......aight...





1%

Monday, September 19, 2005 03:31 a.m.
Everytime i log in to type an entry, in my mind i have got lots to put down here, but somehow, only 1% is down here, while the other 99% still swirls in the head....and yes, i would like to congratulate ma man fairuz for successfully finding himself the right lady....yeah dude, my best wishes for the both of u....and i have been treatin my house like a hotel, coming home just to sleep and when i wake up, i m out of the house again....have been a nocturnal beast....what can i say, the nightlife of singapore is rather nice.....but too much of everything is a bad thing....i think.....





6hours

Saturday, September 17, 2005 02:54 a.m.
do girls noe how to dress? or do they noe how to dress to impress..? wat can i say man....in the words of Mike Tyson, 'i'm ecstatic'....a few years back....things werent like what u are seein now, highly-fashionized ladies....and they look good, some, super-good...well, whatever makes em happy rite.....and i kinda like this quote very much...."cool guys get hot girls. nice guys get nice girls. Cool and Nice guys get AWESOME girls".....this quote is a discovery from a talking session between 5 peepz....Duration of Session : 6 hours





fame

Thursday, September 15, 2005 03:40 p.m.
So some ppl did see me in the Shooting Stars episode aired on wednesday....haha....bein an extra does bring u lil fame afterall...haha....i need money...not fame...and i need it badly...





whatever

Wednesday, September 14, 2005 12:20 a.m.
You see...i had rather not work...i mean, yeah, everyone, mostly my age, rather not want to work, but they want to work coz they need the cash badly to buy their desired stuffs, whereas me...well....i dun need any stuffs...i mean i do dersire certain, but nahh...they aint important...considering the fact, that i am gettin real lazy, work isnt a nice option.....soccer,skate and stories...the 3 impt stuffs that will keep me occupied during the holidays....and ppl, dun call me up and ask me wether i wanna slack at coffe bean or starbucks....i cant afford such places....for the moment at least...so yeah....and simple ideas in mind.....i might be there.....till then...hoping that money drops from the sky....





last paper

Tuesday, September 13, 2005 12:34 a.m.
That could have been very well the last exam paper i took in my educational career in TP.....well....no more skool for me.....holidays now...and wen the semester starts, i wud be attached to some company....and from there i will be graduatin...well, wat can i say....3 years seems rather short...i m gonna miss skool for sure...even though i end up cursin it thru out my blog.....contradictin...i noe...i m a human after all...





torn

Thursday, September 8, 2005 11:32 p.m.
shoes are torn...in need of a new and CHEAP one....haha...yes...its gotta be cheap....so yeah...ppl who think they have to much money to spare....help me get a Nike Total 90III street soccer shoes....may god bless the kind hearted souls...outiez...





minah

Thursday, September 8, 2005 12:48 a.m.
have you ever met an intellectual minah.....well, i have...and she is my fren...hahahaha.....wats with this association, whereby when u call a girl minah...it simply means she is dumb...haha....sad...very sad...i noe a few who are pretty smart...well wat can i say....they call it blonde in US....we call it minah in SG....





talk-cock

Wednesday, September 7, 2005 04:18 a.m.
well...what can i say....played soccer with some unknown ppl......and the tempo was really fast..and they were really good....and the macdonald near my house is 24 hrs...so went to eat with 3 of my sk8 frens....and yes....there is nothin like a talk-cock session lasting for 3-4 hrs....ahhhh.....feels good...





exam

Tuesday, September 6, 2005 02:02 a.m.
exam tmr....well wat can i say,screw it or nail it...may god bless me....





gf

Friday, September 2, 2005 01:44 a.m.
so i have been gettin this often.....'when are u gonna get urself a gf'....the next person who asks me this qn, provided she isnt a girl...is gonna get it hard from me.....the better part....they say...'u must not be choosy'...i m like...wat the fark.....haha.....frens....sometimes they wanna think the best for u...but they get things wrong....well...my reasons for not having a gf is personal...and i like it to keep it that way...till one day i can absolutely justify my reasons.....nevertheless...if someone comes by...its always worth a consideration....haha...IF someone comes by....so stop buggin me with the qn....'when u gonna get urself a gf'....fcuk





screwed. teacher's day

Wednesday, August 31, 2005 09:32 p.m.
haha....the final year project presentation was a screw up man....there i was...explaining to them about my Admin site, and demonstrating to them how is it done, but when i click the button on my application, an error message was shown, i was like...'oh shit'....then show another part of the admin, also the same....and this time i was like 'oh shitty shit', then for the last one...the application wasnt even workin, and the best part...i forgot wat will be shown if i click the button....i didnt even explain to the evaluator.....i stared at the comp wonderin....after awhile, 'errr...thats about it for my part, now i will pass on to guan tat who will show u his part'.....hahaha....farkin screwed man.....haha....well..my teacher said no one will fail...i tink i can manage somethin from there.....so yeah....its juz 2 papers left...and everythin is cool....one more thing....i went to my former sec skool, for Teacher's Day...it just felt good....seeing my former english and maths teacher.....seeing the concert performed by students.....well....wat can i say....i wanna be a student again, i wanna wake up early in the morn, iron my uniform, carry my bag and head to school....i wanna go for recess....i wanna do homework again...and the most craziest of all....i wanna get scolded by teachers.....haha...yeah...i miss gettin scolded.....i bet many wud have missed that....sec skool life was a blast... juz loved it.....





done

Monday, August 29, 2005 11:52 p.m.
Done with my final year project...all burden lifted off, now left with the evaluation which is in 2 days time...hopefully things go well....and holidays being around the corner....need to find a job.....





friendster

Saturday, August 20, 2005 01:46 a.m.
friendster is crazy...u can store up to 20 plus photos....whoa.....that means even more time to go thru the ladies collections....ahhh....wat the heck....gettin sick of it already.....practicality....if there is such a word....





birthday surprise

Thursday, August 18, 2005 11:54 p.m.
I am 19yrs and a day old...haha....so yeah...last of the teenage years...and my 19th birthday was such an unforgettable day....getting a present from my sisters...now, thats somethin hard to believe....often fightin with em, and they have neva bought for me a present in my life...not that i had bought for them before....we dun give one another...haha...so yeah, thats one surprising thing.....and people wishing me....unlike other birthday's in my life....this year, there were loads of ppl wishin me...much more than i had expected....so yeah, thats another surprising factor....but what blew me away was....my coursemates gave me a surprise party....wow....in the lab....my frens walked in the room with the cake....and i was shell shocked....stoked....i was sitting down and doing my project, when all of a sudden i heard a bday song.....yeah.....it was touching...cud have cried...haha......and the fact that i havent cut a cake ever since i was 8 yrs old....makes me feel touched so much more....so yeah.....thanx ppl....esp kk,ash,tat,min and the rest of the ppl present there....it was really great.......u ppl rock.....can be said the best bday ever.....yeah...ever....outiez....





peaceful sleep

Thursday, August 11, 2005 11:39 p.m.
Enough complainin bout school....it will always be there...standing still and standing strong....and weekends are the days that i look most forward to...coz thats when u can have a very peaceful sleep and not needing to wake up early the next day.....come holidays...i will need to catch up on my sleeps badly.....and yeah...i take great importance in my sleep...i need at least 8 hours a day...more actually......fantasizing and dreaming is a hobby worth having....





codingcodingcoding

Saturday, July 30, 2005 02:07 a.m.
Long since i landed here.....all i can say that is that, time has been spent mostly, sitting infront of the computer, typing the codes for my project or surfin friendster....let me tell you how all this works....Projects are due...while at home, i need to do my project to meet the deadline, while sitting infront the comp and doing the coding, i get stuck, i cant seem to get the solution, hours of trying, inbetween those hours, small time will be used to surf frenster, and that back to coding, if still cant crack, then frenster again....thats how its been...and the best part...my toe's busted for more than a week and i havent played soccer since....rejecting offers of people calling me out for a game of kickballs....and sitting infront of the comp again to get the coding rite....juz statin the facts...not complaining.......so u can see....its either i am dumb or programming is really tough shit....a cup of milo dinosaur might do the job...outiez....





feel blessed

Wednesday, July 20, 2005 11:45 p.m.
i believe everyone would have this thinking, 'i wish i was tall...i wish i had a great body...i wish i didnt have any pimples....i wish i was good looking'....and the list may go on.....its only when u see someone who seems a bit extraordinary then you are......then u will start feeling it....the feeling that u were blessed with a good body and arms and leg that could work accordingly.....but yet i wonder, how come they were not blessed as the others...y do they have to be different.....its a pain.....but then again....i believe there is a reason...a reason for all this.....the reason yet to be told....





nail it or screw it

Tuesday, July 19, 2005 02:01 a.m.
emotional entries are always fun to read or shud i say makes u feel for that person....so yeah...life is full of obstacles, i guess ppl have to hold on....And i m half way thru my skool for this sem....and this is where its gonna be real tough....nail it or screw it...whichever u choose.....i m gonna nail this sem....i belive in 'u reap wat u sow'...........





shooting

Wednesday, July 13, 2005 12:18 a.m.
There is this shooting tmr...and my fren called me along for it...or rather forced me into it....we are the background cast...hmmmm.....maybe 3 secs of fame...or even less...or maybe more...wat the heck.....the time to report...7am at redhill....yeah....7am....and the show is called Shooting Stars....lazy man....





treat

Saturday, July 9, 2005 03:17 a.m.
Thanks to Froz Berg today....for the wonderful treat he gave us at the coffee shop...the western food felt good....thanx again dude....appreciate it alot....and a quote from one of my fren......."I not interesed in girls aredi...but i m not a gay".....so wat is he......





blood is thicker than water

Friday, July 8, 2005 02:53 a.m.
i m beginnin to think that i have been such an asshole within my family....family as in...relatives...i rarely spend time with em nowdays....ever since i have become a 'grown' guy....but i used to spend such fun time with my cuzins.....suddenly this feeling burst onto me sayin i shud be grateful for having such relatives and spend more time with em......yeah...real funny....my aunt or uncle comin to my house....sayin, 'now forget us aredi ah...not comin to visit us'....i feel guilty wen i hear such stuffs....maybe its bout time i start spendin time with em again....after all....blood is thicker than water....





test

Monday, July 4, 2005 01:04 a.m.
this week is term test week....u see the word 'test' in the sentence....so it means it isnt good....not good at all...but my timetable isnt that bad....3 papers....tues,wed,thur....yeah...seems cool...will be revisin in about 15-20 hours time.....i still cant figure out how to do the programming code.....hmmmm





friday

Saturday, July 2, 2005 01:09 a.m.
Friday night at home....now that is somethin rare....not spendin the time out with ur frens.....but it wasnt bad....watched the repeat telecast of brazil vs argentina...the other time i said i was stayin awake to watch the game...but i fell asleep....so yeah, wasted stayin awake till 2 plus juz to fall asleep at 2.30.....and i also managed to do my skool work at home...on a friday...thats even more rare.....damn! programming is tough shit....trust me people.....mathematics is like 100 times easier than programming.....maybe i m exaggeratin....try out for urself....and tell me





beauty product

Thursday, June 30, 2005 01:15 a.m.
sleepy man.....but stayin awake to watch the game between argentina and brazil....hope its gonna be goal galores....and there is this new site called www.nightlife.sg.....those into clubbing and stuffs, sign up for it...and yeah...the girls who sign up are hot....haha....hmmmm.......why girls are so hot ah......cannot take it man......well....guys have to thank the beauty products too....coz it plays a big part in changin the girl's look....maybe....





when u fall, pick up something

Friday, June 24, 2005 12:08 a.m.
when u fall, pick up something....yeah i guess, i have picked up a couple of things....i dont always succeed in doing what so ever the first time.....i do fail....but that doesnt bring me down....well...sometimes it does...but i always love to make a comeback.....we'll see how things go...and i m getting sick of friendster already....lookin at ppl whom i dont even know.....admirin the good-lookin ones....but its all virtual....haha....damn....get alive man....get alive now!





samba

Monday, June 20, 2005 01:47 a.m.
mind is blank....it mite be rainin soon....sound of thunder can be heard....i tink it was 2 days ago...the sound of the thunder was so loud...that i woke up from my sleep...and it was continuos...some thunder i tell u....brazil against mexico in about half an hour time....wudnt wanna miss out on the samba soccer....cool!





headshot

Tuesday, June 14, 2005 12:34 a.m.
Headshot is when u turn to look at a girl, and when your eyes catches her eyes, we call it headshot. I dunno who came up with it, but let me tell you, i had 5 headshots with this one girl....she smiled....but why am i being a pussy....damn!





money

Sunday, June 12, 2005 02:08 a.m.
how i wish money isnt a barrier for certain situations, but heck it is....u wud say money doesnt have to be a barrier, and i will say u are lyin....and y the hell do they have to name a tree...money tree....





wise

Monday, June 6, 2005 11:11 p.m.
Sometimes its hard to change urself.....but then again, change isnt a necessity to achieve what so ever....to be wise...a man of wisdom...i will be that sort of person, when all my hair turns white.....





great

Wednesday, June 1, 2005 02:29 p.m.
God is gracious...u noe i was sayin bout gettin myself a thumbdrive...but i had financial constraint...haha...i found one in my school lab.....i wasnt mean aitez...i waited for the guy who left his thumbdrive...but seems he didnt turn up....ok la...i didnt wait that long....but then again....if i had juz left it there...some other person might have found the thumbdrive and took it.....now, i wudnt be stupid to let such a thing happen, wud i........of coz not....so yeah....u noe....i have found alot of things for awhile now...ahhh....no complains...God is great...





down

Tuesday, May 31, 2005 12:04 p.m.
Lappie is down...dunno wats the freakin problem with it...financial constraint restricts me from sendin it to get repaired...damn!...and i need to get myself a thumbdrive...anyone noes cheap thumbdrives....in need of one....





skip

Sunday, May 29, 2005 02:50 p.m.
Plannin to skip the 1st lesson tmr....damn!...sickenin attitude....but lookin from another perspective....u can afford to miss it 3 times...and its not much of an impt sub....but u gotta pass it....but the thing that makes me wan to skip is....after the 10am lesson....got 3 hours break....say wat!!....thats long...maybe i shud spend time sleepin...haha....i m tryin to reason out, so that i feel less guilty....or maybe not guilty at all....





intellectual

Saturday, May 28, 2005 04:49 p.m.
There is nothin like a talk...an intellectual talk...seems good to talk such stuff...even better than talking cock...from lawyers to doctors to mafia to educational issues....and also political issues....but lacked knowledge for the political one....u need brains to survive afterall...and a smart one to make it big....





miracle

Thursday, May 26, 2005 11:08 p.m.
Miracles happen....maybe not......but i regard the comeback of liverpool against ac milan as the only miracle i have witnessed ever since i started watchin football....who cud have thought such a thing cud happen....if it was ManU against liver....and ManU were up 3-0......i cud have believed that liver mite be able to fight back.....but this was milan...the team with such superior defensive strength.....haha....bottomline...liverpool were well deserved winners....but maybe milan deserved better....afterall the ball is round....too round....





begins

Thursday, May 26, 2005 01:50 a.m.
School has began....and it seems like this is gonna be the hardest semester yet....i am prepared....if anything is gonna happen....i m gonna take it to be as its happenin for the good of life....let me start lookin on the bright side...





nice

Monday, May 23, 2005 02:55 a.m.
I have come to a state where i tink Laselle or NAFA girls really noe how to dress up uniquely or in such a way that they can be guaranteed the second look from the viewers....both guys and girls....its not they wear sexy or some sort liddat....the ability to stand out not with the looks they possess but rather the outfit they wear....pretty amazing....





cops

Saturday, May 21, 2005 02:18 a.m.
Got busted by the Cops whilst playing soccer at a basketball court.....Had to stop...and so the fun ended...Cant seem to play soccer in peace nowdays...seem the Cops are always updated of our whereabouts....The basketball court is located on top of a car park...surrounding it, are the hdb blocks....once in awhile the ball hits the window of the ppl living there....rarely such things happen...unless some brainless fag has a problem keeping the ball at a certain height...there was once, where i was sitting down with my frens on the stairs of the bb court...resting after sk8.....then this dudes asked for us to play soccer with them....we rejected the offer...and continued to slack....then after ahile...we heard the breakin of the window....haha...u shud noe the rest....pussy shits...all the players scrammed....haha...then police was on patrol for a week plus.....we juz cant help it....the bb court is a great place to play soccer....and there arent any ppl playin baskketball there...so mite as well put it to some use....





sith.jedi

Friday, May 20, 2005 03:02 a.m.
Star wars is a great movie with a great story.....but the only flaw they made is to have the villains killed in a not so 'honorable' way....i mean...they do die in a fight...but the way they die....man, its juz too lame...like Darth Maul's death in episode 1....and now the death of Count Dooku and Darth Grievance(not sure bout the spellin)....its juz isnt the way they are supposed to be killed....if u are a enthusiastic viewer of all the episodes, u will noe wat i m sayin....and Darth Maul shudnt have died at all....he was the most extraordinary villain they ever had....and not forgettin...he was cool...maybe even cooler than Darth Vader....and people shud start talkin like Yoda.....'end here, i will'...haha





the outfit

Thursday, May 19, 2005 02:58 a.m.
My mum showed me somethin rather interestin.....yeah...it was my Dad's marriage outfit....the one he wore on the 2nd day of his marriage during the function....a nice light-brown blazer with a matching pants...juz like a vintage.....exactly 21 years back....1984....haha...thats way long back.....and the amazing thing is....my Dad's outfit fits me prefectly....the length of the pants...the size....the broadness of the blazer....similarities we share...when he was 30 years old and i wud be turnin 19....yeah...my Dad got married at 30....and a great story behind his marriage.....intend to follow his footsteps....married at 30...?...haha...have to think bout it.....My Dad...An Awesome Man





briefing

Wednesday, May 18, 2005 01:59 a.m.
Semester briefin at skool tmr.....i have neva gone to any semester briefin....but this one seems quite impt as a lecturer is assigned to my final year group project....so yeah....have to head down to skool at 2pm....hope can wake up on time...i dun wan to be late....worse..miss the whole thing....and i hope my concession pass hasnt run out yet...if not will be usin cash to take bus for the first trip...and i noe....it mite be like 80 cents....but if i forget to bring shilings.....then i had to put in 2 dollar note....like once i did....damn!....heartache....the bus-driver was givin me a funny look.....wat the heck...at least i saved my reputation......and that is priceless...haha.....





clothes

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 03:32 a.m.
Been blog-hoppin as usual....its nice to read others blogs.....and its a common thing to see students from tp updatin thier blogs on about... gettin new clothes as the new semester is about to begin....waitin for thier pay...as soon as they get it...they are gonna shop....haha....seems like i m stickin with my same clothes for the new semester....maybe i shud get a really cool new outfit...u noe...maybe good enuff to attract some nice chik...u noe wat i m sayin....haha....yeah rite....





sleep,eat,tv,stories,soccer,sk8

Monday, May 16, 2005 12:50 a.m.
i m bein very patient here....its my 2nd entry...the first one got totally screwed...and i dunno for wat reason..the whole window juz closed...watever.....was typin wat i have been doin durin the hols of mine which is about to end in a week....sleep,eat,tv,stories,soccer,sk8.....thats bout it...didnt work....tot about it and told myself that cash isnt a necessity to me rite now....yeah i noe...i am mr.budget..but then, i m happy with my life...no new stuffs needed or much cash to spend...make do with wat i got....and i wonder why...used to complain that i do not have enuff cash and i need to find a job so that i can get out of this $5 a day life....then it hit me...i dunno....cant be bothered to work...survive with watever i get from my mum....and that too seems alot tougher nowdays...ask for allowance....noisy la my mum...haha....soon no allowance i guess...then this time i really gotta work....really....





Blog

Saturday, May 14, 2005 02:44 a.m.
Its fun readin other ppl's blog....especially the really nice ones...the ones which makes u tink and wonder....yeah....i love readin such blogs...but sadly...there arent many around....and i tink i m gettin sick n tired of some....haha...the lovey dovey things that happened between the blogger and his/her companion....i m not complainin....its thier blog and they can write wat they want....and yeah....some others complainin bout thier lives...yeah...life isnt always fair...somethin i believe many wud have known....haha...u juz gotta hang in there i guess..... "no one dies a virgin,life screws us all"....rather not so wise....wth!





The Family

Friday, May 13, 2005 02:54 a.m.
Mario Puzo's 'The Family' seems a great book....but the only part which makes u sick is that...when the sister and brother are to have sex infront of thier dad who is a Pope...how amusing....and unfortunately....or maybe fortunate by the book's storyline...they got closer and started loving each other more and more...yeww.....wudnt wanna proceed further...read up if u wanna noe more....and yeah.....the story was way back in the 14th century.....but overall....a story worth reading....





www.msn.com.sg

Thursday, May 12, 2005 02:44 a.m.
www.msn.com.sg, stuffs worth reading out there.....especially the one posted today....'would you dump ur frens for ur bf/gf'.....haha...so it ended with the editor sayin...'dont take ur frens for granted'.....maybe some of ur frens mite be in this state rite now.....payin more attention to thier gf or bf...and seem less bothered bout u....and ya...i forgot to voice the critical part....also stated 'and dont tink ur frens will take u back'....after u have been less bothered....i found it pretty interesting....but doesnt concern me much....coz i dun have a gf rite now......maybe the confused peepz mite want to read it....coz i heard alot of quarrels start becoz of this frens thing....u shud noe wat i mean......i dunno....personal experience of mine is 0...so i dun have much say....sorry...no say in this....juz choose ur decisions wisely.....and yeah..."if the bitch or the moron isnt worth it....why the fark stick with em".....i have a point....i believe.....





HahAhaHAHahahahhaAHAhHaHaHahahahAhA !!!!!!

Wednesday, May 11, 2005 02:28 a.m.
hahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahah!!!! gosh!...i cant believe i am back to bloggin again.....maybe coz i juz realised that when i read back my old entries...its such a nice feeling.....so yeah....i decided to make myself a promise....to blog whenever possible....maybe not in detail....maybe not bout the daily stuffs goin around here.....juz blog....lets say for the fun of bloggin....its like footsteps unerased.....yeah...pretty cool....maybe...i dunno.... 2 weeks of holiday ahead...and school begins....so yeah....hope to blog....and blog...and blog....whatever... and yeah....i doubt anyone knows i m bloggin...and i m stickin with this layout....i love it....very much!....haha....





*Break*

Saturday, October 30, 2004 01:33 a.m.
So once i again....i am back to typing stuffs around here...i know its been a long time...not that i have forgotten or anythin, its juz that i preferred to take a break from it....dont want anythin emotional in here do we...no, sure we dont.....its the holidays, and what else is there better to do, then to type your life's experience down here...but then it was necessary for me not to blog for a long time...haha...sophisticated issue...tough shit for now......So the holidays have been pretty much normal...Dont plan to work, just too lazy, but seems like i am gonna be officially brankrupt sooner than i thought....freaks....thats one reason why i didnt follow some of my frens to break fast at geylang or arab street...coz i was pretty much out of cash...sorry guys.....maybe some other time i guess....skateboarding has been filling my times....yeah, its nice to skate back again.....Those good old days~





*Dull*

Monday, October 18, 2004 02:40 a.m.
So...holidays are holidays....since it bein the month of fastin....things arent as much fun as it was....and ya...i have started sk8in back with my pals..coz its juz too boring to stay at home...and laze my butt off...and yeah...i am juz too lazy to work...maybe will find one soon ....thought can go holiday this year....but then it is not to be...decided to stay in singapore...Well...nowdays rarely get to see my old pals...all juz too busy and all...miss those times slackin with them and chillin around...its like those priceless time u see...but then...there are always changes....so yeah dudes....hope to have some going out togethers or somethin......lets hope that our frenship stays intact aitez...not juz let it loosen up....so tomoro, havin chalet with my frens...but didnt want to overnite, since fastin....so it will be like a hassle....yeah...hope to have fun with all those ppl at the chalet.....somehow i juz lack the mood to enjoy durin these holidays....i wonder why....haha....nvm these weird feelins of mine....anyway results will be out soon....hopin for the best.....





*Catching Sleep*

Monday, October 11, 2004 11:08 p.m.
Really long huh....yeah, what i went through is really somethin i have neva gone thru b4...haha...its not an emo entry or wat....i have neva added emo entries here aitez....its the amount of studyin i went thru....even '0'level days cant beat this....i was studyin till late nite till 3 or 4 am...damn!...and now i am lackin sleep....but not to wori...i m done with all my papers, so its gonna be a long holiday...or shud i say short....7 weeks seems short doesnt it.....we'll see wether its short or long...anyway its not how long the holidays is gonna be...its how well u gonna spend it...maybe to find some job, or juz laze of my butt at home...sure the second option wud be temporary aitez......*yAwNs*.....ok then, really sleepy, i almost fell asleep at 9pm, whoa !!!...way early b4 my usual bedtime....but cant hold it any longer, my eyes...betta catch up on my sleep....CiAoZ...





*Hope*

Friday, October 1, 2004 12:35 a.m.
WOiTeZ..!!!.....So exams are a few days away, the nearer the day is gettin, the pressure is increasing day by day to study....yeah, i have been doin a lil revision...coz one thing is for sure, i am not willing to take supplementary paper.....i want to enjoy my holidays, not have to study again for the supp paper....so extra effort have to be put in....and my final paper is on 11th oct and after that, it will be holidays, fasting month is also nearing, so juz hope everythin goes well and no screw ups or wat....funny life i tell u...u juz dun when new problems may arise....i dun tink i will be updatin anytime soon.....have to give my full focus to the revision......hope i pass the blody papers.....hope is the word.....





*Height*

Saturday, September 25, 2004 06:39 a.m.
Its been awhile since i blogged, so school is now officially over, its only the exams u need to attend, and i am done with all my projects and stuff, and now i have to start my revision. Times are tough, when its about time where u can feel realaxed and be focused....there arises new problems, funny life....anyway, its friday, and it seems like i am spendin my day at home....nuts that is....i never like to waste a friday, its a certainty to go out and enjoy, but then, as i always keep sayin, things are changin, it was always a soccer day on friday, but its different nowdays.....will find some time to play soccer i guess....haha, juz felt of addin a particular incident in my blog, i was in the lift with 3 primary skool girls, all of which were malay, and there were apparently talkin bout a boy in thier skool....so one girl was sayin that, that boy was good-lookin and all, and the other 2 girls also agreed....and they were like gettin excited over the guy, but then came the time, that one of the girl said, 'tapi dier pendek ah'...hahaha....which means, 'but that guy is short ah'...haizz...wat can i say....all 3 were not excited anymore....maybe they dun like guys who are short....i dunno....i felt a sense of pity for that boy,he had the looks and maybe almost all the criteria which the girls desire, but not the height, but he will grow, coz there is still time for him......maybe to girls height does play a part.....no wonder my fren who is short, keep sayin...'dun wan ah...i short ah, paisey ah'...i didnt understand y he said that....maybe he has had experience before.....but wat the heck...u do not need good height to have a gf...thinkin of this incident in the lift....it reminds of the primary skool days...and mind u...the girls in the lift, when the grow up, would almost certainly nuture into beautiful ladies....lepakz!!





*Last Night*

Monday, September 20, 2004 04:27 p.m.
In the school lab...waitin for my fren to do project together....my fren ask me to go watch soccer at tampines stadium....tickets are free...haha....but then, i cant go, have to finish up my assignments....dont want to regret later....so decided not to go....another late night at skool....but this will be the last night provided i can finish up the assignment and concentrate on my revision....yeah rite...like i will be doin revision any sooner....sure last minit study.....it has always been....





*End*

Monday, September 20, 2004 12:15 a.m.
Life is as per normal...haha...i just typed loads of shit, and after readin them....i found it to be an emo entry....rather not post it....so this week will the be the last week of the studying period in skool....after that there will be a week break, then there will be the exams the next week....so things are really movin fast around here....u cant afford to lower ur gear...so....hmm...someother time i guess...no mood to update...feelin sleepy too....aitez......Things are getting to an end.....





*Main Paper*

Tuesday, September 14, 2004 08:33 a.m.
In life shit happens, u either pick urself up and finish what u have started...or stay rooted to the ground, and end up bein a loser.....So, its been hectic....just handed in a major assignment...i dunno how i am gonna fare...if i was to fail, then, i wud have failed my CA, and i wont be eligible to sit for my main paper....yeah, its some policy of the school....so, i am really tensed...i dun wan that kind of shit happenin to me...not sittin for the main paper....whatever it is....i am gonna fight my way through....and to tell some ppl the truth....i tink i am feelin a sense of regret in me...haha....not takin my chance....not makin up for certain things...maybe some ppl wud understand wat i am sayin....life is as per normal..................................................... She looks exceptionally beautiful, every monday.......Gone





*The Group is Slack*

Wednesday, September 8, 2004 11:29 p.m.
Its funny how feelings twirl in u....like when u are supposed to feel sorry, u feel happy....weird shit that is....oh well...So its still the same old happenings...but a bit more of pressure...assignment due early next week...then its a group work....my group is the slack group....all 4 are slackers...so ya, the work rate isnt satisfactory....and ya, i have been like doin the most amount of work....not that the rest wudnt want to do or anythin...its just that, the project is hard, and i really dont wanna fail it....so i have been puttin in a lil bit of extra effort.....ok enuff of skool shits.....playin soccer has not been often...i had to skip my soccer trainins coz of skool....but i guess if not for skool, i wud be dead bored....coz, things arent the same anymore....if i was to stay at home...and asked ppl out for soccer, i reckon they wud want to play...many have thier own things to do...so its in skool...where u can talk cock and lets say, a little bit of enjoyment is assured...but it does come with a lot of stress....gosh!!..i tink i betta stop...watever i feel like typin now is associated with skool.....count down to holidays has begun for me.....





*Pathetic Trios*

Sunday, September 5, 2004 12:41 a.m.
Next 2 weeks are gonna be hell for me...or maybe for everyone in my course...2 shitty projects up for submission...so its another week of spendin time at skool...oh well, i am regular anyway.....so juz now went to chill out with my fren at pavilion to play pool and also headed to the pasar malam nearby.....haha....there were the 3 of us....all 3 of us had no plans or wat so ever...so decided to go out...we dun usually chill out with each other....but juz now all like no plan...then decided to do somethin....the pathetic trios.....lolz....maybe i noe y....while many are spendin the times with their gf or loved ones....we have no gf to be with....haha....funny shit...we were declaring ourselves as ugly and all, therefore no girl come to us....but one of my fren, recently broke up with his gf, so he is diff...at least he had one....i and my other fren, we both gone case ah....experiencing the same problem...at least my fren is makin an effort....while i am just here to screw things up....so tomoro got soccer match....but then dun tink i can play....my 2 foots got blister.....then got problem walkin....i dun tink can recover....dun wan to further increase the pain by playin....so Seyed Gerrad has been ruled out for the game, hence he will be handin over the captaincy to another player.....wuahahahahz....shiok sendiri bebz.....tomoro go down there, act like manager ah...Sir Seyed Ferguson will be unleashed tomoro.....CrAp.....cut cut cut......





*Same Old Me*

Wednesday, September 1, 2004 12:25 a.m.
so its another day gone.....its been the same shit happenin over and over again...everyday its like a normal routine...and skool plays a big part in watever shit i am in....i have been stayin late at skool for the past few days, mainly tryin to finish off the assignments....but end up doin other things...watchin soccer...or playin soccer....yeah..its soccer soccer soccer.....u ppl shud noe....i am a no lifer....only soccer fills up my time...as i have said, things have changed alot....and my frens also have changed....life has been different....i guess i am like the only one not to change myself...maybe u ppl shud noe wat i mean....haha...same old me...but i was given a chance to change...but i guess i opted to remain the same...i dunno,, still have no idea....ahhh...crap la me....so tomoro will be teacher's day...or shud i say today...wishin all my wonderful teachers who have taught me with such enthusiasm a happy teacher's day....haha...polytechnics, dun even celebrate teacher's day....maybe they shud have lecturer's day....and give all the lecturers a day off....ok...that was lame......polytechnic teachers or lecturers or watever u are meant to be called....get alive!!!.....





* Tyco*

Monday, August 30, 2004 11:50 p.m.
Today was a happy day for me....coz i got 26 over 30 for my project...the teacher had to ask 3 qns each to each one in my group, and it was real luck for me...he asked one qn, and i answered in some way...and my teacer said it was right...i was like..HUH??....how luckier can u get...then i got full marks for 2 qns and 6 marks for one.....tyco big time sak.....wat the heck!...as long get good marks can aredi...pity my group members....both got zero for thier 1st qns....one qn was a real controversy....nvm bout it....so one project down....anyway saw a special someone...she was even more beautiful than ever....haha...seyed....seyed..you are gonna regret big time!!!!





*Awake*

Sunday, August 29, 2004 04:09 a.m.
so its 4.10 rite now...and i am still awake...i do not noe why?...i had skool juz now early in the mornin, and waking up early wasnt an option...but somehow i do not feel the tiredness nor the weakness in me to sleep....hmmm...there has been some disturbance in my mind....neva mind bout that....juz now went to town to get myself a beanie....the beanie wasnt nice...the model i wanted wasnt there anymore..sad case...but i still bought one, as it was thinned cloth....like singapore is bein cold rite now...aitez, who noes..maybe singapore will start to snow soon...ok, lets shut off the crap!...then went to slack at a coffee shop near my place there....sit down there talk cock.....and hearin stories from my fren about his skool, and his classmates...weird classmates they are...u gotta hear it to believe it....lucky i do not have a class like his...cant even find a word to describe his class....haha....tomoro need to prepare myself for the interview of my project....copy and paste leh....if cannot answer his qns....a big fat zero awaits me in the grading for the project...maybe not zero, the teacher sure give sympathy marks one.....finally i feel the urge to sleep....aitez...later.....





*Reconstructing*

Friday, August 27, 2004 12:27 a.m.
Term test results werent good at all....failed 2, and 1 was a real disappointment....maybe i was the only failure in the class for that partiuclar subject...so, have to do some reconstruction of my time management, some things have got to go, but then,......haizzz, dunno la...better not make this shit an emo one, so played soccer at skool juz now....oh ya, i forget to tell u bout the inciddent where a chinese girl came up to me, to ask for direction...she was real cute i tell u....so she came with this map, towards me and my fren, i was like thinkin wether is she gonna sell some stuffs or ask questions or somethin......but then she was asking where was the convention center in my school, my fren say dunno, but then i see the girl, so cute...i helped her,sayin its inside and u have to walk deep in....then she smiled and walked away after thankin me, her smile was of rare quality aitez....maybe i am exaggerating...wat the heck!!...let me continue the story...so i was like tellin my fren she talked to me and smiled at me and all....yeah, it was no big deal, juz to make my fren jeles aitez....but then i realized, i gave her the wrong info. i showed her the wrong direction....haha, pity that sweet girl aitez...and ya, she was with her dad....and her dad, i dunno, maybe he could lose some weight walkin round and round the school....sorry girl...for the wrong info. But u were REAL cute...*WiNkS*





*The Letter*

Wednesday, August 25, 2004 12:40 a.m.
If the truth was told, then my soccer stuffs would have flyed out of my house...haizz..i received a warning letter from my skool sayin that my attendance was bad....oh sorry..its not me who received the letter....it was my DAD....then my dad called me and ask why i neva go to skool, then i was like, huh?...i go skool wat...then he show me the bloody letter, and i thought the letter was for this subject called APEL, so i explained to him, that this subject wasnt really important, and its also easy to pass, but he gave me the look, the look which i prefer not to see at all, and i took the letter and walked off, then my mum extra leh, come in say, 'is this the same subject where u got a warning letter the last time.....PiOW......then my dad was lookin at me, i pretended not to look at him, then i had to explain to my mum, that it was different and all.....then when i brought the letter to my room, and read it again, the warning letter wasnt for the APEL subject...it was for my OOAD....nabei....then now,if i miss another one without valid reason, i would be debarred from taking the exams.....wtf!!.....why need to be so strict one, lucky my sister covered for me, sayin that it was an easy subject, and if neva go also, not much of a big deal, if not my mum and dad sure wont believe me......i tink i should carry the postbox key with me always....so if there is any warning letter goin to my dad....i would juz tear it up and throw it away.......





*Copy 'n' Paste*

Monday, August 23, 2004 08:42 p.m.
I am freezin rite now...this skool lab of mine, there isnt a controller, where u will be able to control the temperature...i cant even type any shit rite now...but i will try to.. aitez...so skool is sucky as ever...juz now submitted in one project...lepak man...just copy and past from the net...didnt even bother to edit that shitty thing...hope the teacher doesnt ask me bout it ah...and its goin to be my results week, will be gettin my test papers this week....but i am not eager in gettin them, coz its like i can predict wat i am fated in gettin...a fail for all...no joke aitez...i have been strugglin, little effort have been put in....ahhh....dun want to talk bout skool aredi ah......i wish i have a really nice dream when i get home to sleep.....hmmm.......SwEeT....





*Corrupted disk*

Saturday, August 21, 2004 11:44 p.m.
Crappy floppy disk, spent long hours doin the sickening project, then the disk got corrupted and is not able to be opened, real shit, then would have to meet my fren again tomoro to pass him the back-up copy, lucky i had one, if not...i wud be in total deep shit...enough of the skool shits...its has always been complains about it...somethin good rarely comes by.....just dunno wat to write anymore...its only soccer that would come to my mind....and the farkin keyboard is givin me problems...the letter 'e' is really hard to type out...bullshit...eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee





*18yrs 3days*

Friday, August 20, 2004 07:59 p.m.
Aitez...so i am 18yrs and 3days old....hmmm...laggin ah me...but as usual, birthday of mine isnt a big deal to me, it neva was, its just like any other day passin by but with some wishin me, tanx to those ppl out there, u ppl rock!!...but now that i am 18, i am legal enough to do many things....hehe...but i want to get my motor license first, but bloody skool, super-stressin myself out..now i am at skool, and alone at the lab, no one here aitez...no wait...a guy juz came in...so its only 2 ppl in here rite now....no wait...the guy left, so i am all alone again...freaks!!....spendin a friday night doin my project in these really really cold room....total nuts i tell u....no mood to do the bloody project aredi ah....wan to go somewhere peaceful and just have really nice dreams....like juz now early mornin, i really had a wonderful dream, i woke up like 4am and cudnt sleep back...rolled in my bed for like 1 and a half hours, kept thinkin bout the dream... such a nice dream...but when i slept back, the dream didnt appear again....shitty man...dreams like that are hard to come by....my hands are gettin really cold...i betta get the hell out of this room....freezin shit in here....outies.....





*Camp*

Saturday, August 14, 2004 02:29 p.m.
Finally got some peaceful sleep yesterday...the soccer camp at school was a blast...we had loads of fun...and also suffering...wake up in the mornin, run 1 round bedok resevoir, lucky i wasnt able to attend the 1st mornin session, the rest of my mates were like dead i tell u...but the next mornin was a killer...had to run 15 rounds the astro turf...actually 10, unable to meet the time requirement of my coach to complete the 10 rounds, we had to run and extra 2, and another extra 3....nabei...can peng man....we basically slacked around and slept in our rooms...but we fortunately had some entertainers...got malay dance group practicing in the room we sleep...then we end up seein thier performance, givin comments(which were not nice)....say it loud somemore...'joget tak style ah, leh tido sak'..haha...pity those dancers...what can they do...afterall they were all girls who were outnumbered by we boys....loads of shits happened durin the camp, one of my friend tried to hook up with this indian girl, and trust me, the girl was not an average indian girl....she was hot i tell u....didnt know wether he was able to get her number or not....crazy guy....so the camp was fun...the team bonded, the team spirit grew....and we are gonna beat the shit out of singapore polytechnic....hahahaha





*Stuck*

Monday, August 9, 2004 01:43 a.m.
Dunno what i am gettin myself into in....should i go with the flow, or back up....mind says one thing, the heart says another...hmmm...never mind.I think i am beginning to hate sundays....its bloody boring...i spend most of the time lazing off at home, then my whole family except my dad are in the house, my mum will be shoutin at my sis to do the house chores, then my sis shout back sayin she will do it later and the shit goes on.....But just now had soccer game in the morning, went to eat, then went home, i bath and all, was in the sleeping mood, but then cannot sleep....haizzz...i dun have a clue why i wasnt able to sleep, i kept rollin and rollin in the bed....sucks for sure, so got up and used the computer watched tv and after awhile i lied down on my bed again, but this time i slept peacefully...its when u want to sleep badly, u cant do it, it just happens....weird stuffs!!!...slept till dunno wat time, then went down to meet my frens to eat...nowdays i spend my time slackin at tampines mart near my house....then we sat down outside kfc and talk cock for awhile, like those Mats u see doin it....but then we werent like the Mats, maybe one of my fren was, crappy guy he is...my stomach is bloated right now...hope tomoro can plan out somethin to do....oh ya....happy birthday to Singapore.....





*Almost Rotted*

Sunday, August 8, 2004 02:10 a.m.
Was feelin really good, but then, suddenly mood out...wtf!!!....is it something i am sure of, or is it somethin that is just not confirmed....crap la....lets not make this entry of mine an emo shit...if i was to read them again, it would make me feel not good...so just now was a slacking day...slacked my ass off at home, ate and ate and ate....lucky my fren asked me come down play soccer, if not rottin at home wouldnt be an option, but then go down play soccer, so little ppl...wasnt bad ah...then at one point during our play, i pass my fren a through ball, but it was too fast for him, there he was running fast for the ball, then there came a girl across him.(we were playin at the basketball court), then he cannot stop, then he banged into the girl, then the girl fell, but then the girl seemed ok...my fren limped out and was moaning in pain...weak ah brader...size only big, kene langah, suda game....hahaha....then he came back and played like one cock with his injured foot....funny game...





*Almost*

Saturday, August 7, 2004 02:38 a.m.
So i have made it to the soccer camp....cant wait for it,it will be 3 days of ultimate soccer....i thought i was goin to be dropped just now...it was like what i had predicted....the coach put me in the first 11...not becoz i was good, coz he wanted to re-look at me again...as i have mentioned, my coach said it was a BIG mistake in choosin me into the team...by rights i was to be dropped, but he give me one more chance i believe....then he didnt want to put me in the first 11...he firstly chose the national player, but then he changed his mind and chose me...show me wat u can do, thats all he said...i like no mood sak...under pressure sak...if play teruk then sure kene drop...but i didnt play badly ah...played quite well...then i thought second half i neva play aredi...i sittin then all the players go inside aredi...then the coach, ask me 'oi, not goin in ah'...i was like 'huh'...i thought i kene sub aredi me...then i juz continue to play...then suddenly one shitty thing happened...my leg got cramped....damn!!...i sit down there and stretch ah...then after awhile i get up, then suddenly i was played a long ball...actuali can reach the ball....but then cramp sak, run like one asshole limping, then reach the line only the ball went out, then my leg cramp again, then i sit out, ask to sub myself...cannot take it man....then the funny thing was, after i got cramped, got 2 players in my team also kene...haha...then my coach kept askin the 3 of us...yesterday u go geylang ah...siao la my coach....but anyway we lost the match...lolz...i have been typin like we have won the game liddat, but we actually lost...haha, but at least i still survive...but sad to say, 1 player got to go....dunno who is it goin to be.....hope i dont....





*Hell it Was*

Friday, August 6, 2004 02:48 a.m.
Hell week has just ended...at least for me.....it has been 4 days of intensifying torture....had to study, but it wasnt worth much effort i guess....i dont think i will pass all my papers....fark skool life!....so one week holidays are next week...another lame holiday comes by....i dun think they will be much fun...its only temasek poly students havin the holiday.....aiya!, dun want to say aredi ah...i think i can complain shits and shits about my school...but i am gainin nothin from doin it...maybe i feel less stress and a bit satisfied...haha...wat a fag~...so tomoro havin a frenly game at skool....i tink tomoro my last day ah playin for skool...haha..i will tell you why someother time....want to sleep aredi....my bed is calling...hope Halle Berry comes in my dreams....muahahahakz





*Missed*

Sunday, August 1, 2004 12:32 a.m.
Was so close to scoring my debut goal for temasek polytechnic...how did i miss that chance...i am still wonderin...doesnt matter...we won 5-0 against republic poly....still havent choose the final squad yet man...i dunno wether i made it to the squad or not....then juz now while my coach was talkin with the team after the game, i was day dreamin...then he called me i think, then i neva reply to him...then my fren had to shake me...then i came back to earth...then he say to me...'dreamin ah...u kene drop u noe'....nabei, i dunno wether he was kiddin or not....juz now the game i played so well....only the goal scoring oppurtunity i squandered...if kene drop, then muz ask him why ah....So, i yesterday revised one of my subjects...study for like an hour plus....like reading storing book like that....cant remember much what i have revised, sick man....bloody subject....the way the lecturer teaches...i dunno wat to say....he cant get some words rite...there is a function called multi-tasking in the subject i study...then the lecturer pronounces it as multi(Mool-ti)....wat the fark!....i think got students sound him to change his pronounciation but he still continues pronouncin that way...then now, when i read my lecture notes...i read Multi as Mool-ti....funker....cant take it man...school isnt juz Boredom...its also Screwdom.....





*Guilt*

Friday, July 30, 2004 10:36 p.m.
So wat am i supposed to type....i have loads of shits in my mind rite now, but none of that are goin to go down here....'guilt' is a word that is running through my mind.....have i done anythin wrong, or am i at the verge of committing somethin wrong....shitties....so, test starts on monday, and i am not prepared yet...ok that is somethin usual, not prepared...but not knowin many things, is somethin crazy....school life....or should i say poly life...real pain in the ass..big time....wish i could just play soccer all day....





*Dilemma*

Wednesday, July 28, 2004 12:42 a.m.
gosh!....i really am in a confusion state right now....my fren told me bout a certain incident that happened just now, and i was totally shocked to know about it...i dunno, in a dilemma mode i should say....for my friend said, do not let this chance slip by, will i let it slip?...only time will tell....that aside....smallville was a rocker just now, it was with so much suspense they produced the season finale....but the endin wasnt pleasant, have to wait for the next season to know more....great directors smallville got....brilliant is the word for them......and confused is the word for me.....





*Missing Words*

Monday, July 26, 2004 11:53 p.m.
wahh...whats wrong with this pitas man....how come some words in my blog are missin as though they are taboo words and has to be censored, so ppl do fill in the blanks yourself.....crap dick....So brazil won the copa america tournament, such a great team, it wasnt even thier full squad, and many important players were not even included in the squad, but they managed to win the tournament....they almost lost it, until they scored the equalising goal in the very last min.....and they won in the penalty shoot out.....made up mainly of young players...and manage to beat a team of such superiority, the argentines....so next week is my term test and i havent start revisin yet....freaks....screwed up man.....





*What was I Thinking*

Sunday, July 25, 2004 12:45 a.m.
I think school has made me into an over-stressed person, i dunno, i was thinkin bout what had happened in the morning just now, all i could do was to laugh at myself.....so i was sleepin till my alarm sounded, i woke up and it was rainin, and it was so good to sleep...felt so shiok!, so i was tellin myself, i dont want to go school ah, then i was thinkin what were the first few lessons, for the day...in case i have missed that class already, then i cannot miss again, if not that bloody school give me warning letter...if give me never mind, give my dad one also...to inform my dad bout my attendance...assholes....so ya....so there i was in the bed trying to remember what was my first few lessons...then while thinkin i dozed for 15 mins, then wake up again to remember what were my first few lessons again....then i was like..'eh fark, today saturday la siak, where got school...got soccer training at school ah...' then i checked the time, i was late....i rushed and all, i was 15 mins late when i reached school...but then only 2 players at there....aiyo....then training start late...onli 14 turned....pathetic....but ok ah....get to learn some stuffs....i hope i dont wake up tomoro morning and think of shitty school again....





*Drop*

Friday, July 23, 2004 08:29 p.m.
So here i am in my school at this hour....real nuts...spendin my friday night at my school lab is real shit...but then, i am relaxing myself here....i had to hand in 2 assignments just now....super rushin....but was able to get things in order i guess....wanted to play soccer today but then, not many people...so decided to help my friend out with his project...but i am not helping actually, he hasn't seeked me for any help, so i am typing this shit to kill time....about my soccer selections....i think its bout time i dropped myself, i dont think i deserve a place there, not this semester at least, i seemed to lack many things as a player, i want to improve my play of the game, before goin into the tp team...there is this player, who can be an excellent right midfielder, its better he plays that position, rather than me....but i think the coach will soon call me to drop me....i have been not performin to what is required of me...doesnt matter, to improve is what i wish, even if i dont make it to the tp team it wouldnt bother much, a club is what i have been aiming for.....so soccer aside, yesterday was really funny i tell u...i saw a couple romancing in the school lab....not really romancing actually, more of a...hmmmm....i dunno, it was funny for all i know, only the 2 of them at the lab and they try to be cheeky...haha....real guts they got....





*deep shit*

Wednesday, July 21, 2004 12:53 a.m.
Its really funny, the incident that happened...hmmm...better not talk bout it...for all, i just find it ridiculous.....so, i am finally feelin the assignments pressure...friday is the deadline and i am only feelin it now....whatever am i feelin....basically in no mood to type my shits....feelin real sleepy...nowdays,if i dont get at least 7 hours of sleep, then its no school for me....just cant wake up...damn!...now i have gone super-lazy....i am worried shit, if this continues, i am also gonna be in deep shit, but i think i am already in one....ahhh...crappy shit...my crap stops here. <-----





*The Call*

Sunday, July 18, 2004 01:47 p.m.
I am at my breaking point.....i have been trying to install a certain java program to do my project....but then, i cant seem to get it right....even if i do get it installed, it cant work properly....so i am doin my lets say final download, and its takin real long...waited for like half an hour...but only 33% complete....as i have said, i am a man of patience...haha...so ya, today plan to stay at home the whole day and do my bloody assignment...its crazy, its like a wasted sunday, ok maybe its not wasted, doing my assignments does bring benefit to me....but its one hell of a boring sunday...and if i cant install the program properly...then consider my assignment today not done....my fren asked me to go to town or bugis today, check out some stuffs..sorry beb, no money ah...meet mr.budget.....yeah, one more thing...you know i have been tellin that i am still survivin my school soccer selection, and yesterday there was a frenly game played between the school team and another team.....and my coach said he would call players to drop them, as they are many players to be handled...he said by monday night he would call....and my fren, got a call yesterday night, tellin him, he wasnt needed anymore...when i heard him say, "eh seyed, i kene drop ah, farker sak, the coach call me.." i was really shocked...i guess i would be next...then after i hung up on my fren, my phone rang....i was like...'damn', so here it goes...i tot it was gonna be my coach, but then it wasnt...haha...it was my mum...so yeah...still survivin i guess...but then the coach said latest by monday night...so still have to check my phone for unfamiliar number...haha...it doesnt matter even if i get dropped....but i feel sad for my fren, will i be in his situation soon???





*Seyed -vs- Assignments*

Friday, July 16, 2004 11:55 p.m.
One thing is for sure...i am in a 'bustin my own ass situation' right now....there is this one project, which is the most complexed of all...and i havent started on it...not even one bit....i think many have started...those ppl come under the hardworkin category....those little ppl who havent start,come under the copiers...but i dont want to be a copier...i want to do it by myself....and i havent started on it yet.....and here is the joke...i said i am goin to do on thursday but ended up playin soccer and today also the same shit happens....i was at the lab with my fren...i and him were lookin for ppl who are doin the project...but many were stuck doin it...so i and my 2 frens got into the total crappicity mood....makin shits out of each other...laughin away and distractin those ppl in the lab...haha...and i tot of spendin the whole day tomoro at home doin my project....but then there is a soccer match in my school and the coach ask everyone to come down, i dunno wat my coach has in his mind...there is like close to 40 players...and i dunno how is he gonna play using us all....real weird.....its in the afternoon, and i dunno will i be totally fit to do my assignment when i get back home...yeah, i really mean totally fit...this project isnt goin to be an easy one...i have to use all the resources i posses......ok i am crappin away again...let me end this entry in a stressful week....but total nightmare awaits me next week....





*8 Floors up*

Thursday, July 15, 2004 12:11 a.m.
So still surviving in the school trials....but i feel like dying whenever i play the position the coach allocates me to, which is right wing....really tiring i tell u....if i am goin to get dropped, then fitness is the crucial reason....so just realized that my school coach is a joker or...let say 'bastard' kind of guy....he said he laughed when he heard one coach sayin that the coach wants to create the next fandi....hahaha....i dont know why my school coach laughed, my coach whom i shall refer to as seng....said that there will never be a next fandi or the next sundram....seng also said that, durin those times, many were poor and badly wanted to make it big, so they trained real hard to make it to the national....nowdays who is poor, everyone owes a handphone and such....haha....i have to agree with seng....but i dont believe there will never be another fandi or sundram....the day will come....Curse my school for havin to build 8 storey school....i had to climb all the way up...by the time i was there....i was like a dog, my tongues hanging out, gaping for air....the my muscles in my calf also tightened....damn tiring....the lift was like totally full for 3 trips up....next time i will just have to go to level 1 to use the lift...yeah, kiasu i am....i wonder how will the big ppl cope climbin 8 floors up....u ppl shud try....maybe months of climbin it, u would be able to attain such slim body..crap man....maybe build up your leg muscles....bloody school....should have just sticked with 7 floors....AsShOlE........





*Gaining Momentum*

Monday, July 12, 2004 11:42 p.m.
SO finally i am sinkin into the study mood....but not totally, did pay attention durin the lectures and my lab sessions werent as horrible as they always used to be...but i still havent touch my assignment yet, and its due next week...better start on it soon....so, things seems to be goin a little dull nowdays....no more slacking with the old pals and as i have said, i havent played street soccer for quite awhile...but will soon find time to play....school trainin has been tiring or should i say selection has been a dread....now the players are gettin dropped one by one...and i am lucky that i am still survivin....but i dont know how long i will last....have been readin the papers....singapore's soccer has been gettin criticism real hard....the bottom line comes in as...singapore's soccer is pathetic....even my school coach recommends us to study real hard, then to play soccer and think of makin a career in it....funny guy the coach i tell u......but funny he may be...but deadly ferocious, u dont want to mess with him....trust me, u will get ur ass busted real hard...and ya, i pity that beckham....why dont ppl just let him get on with his football life...why are they so concerned bout his off-field problems....a great player, now becoming a dud....tomoro schools starts at 8....the earliest for the week.....and for a lame lesson known as APEL....last week neva go, lazy man....haizzzz....there goes my stinkin attitude again....





*Wondering why i was there*

Saturday, July 10, 2004 12:52 a.m.
Amazingly went to the Jam and Hop concert which was held in my school today...i totally had no interest in this kind of things...yeah, a no lifer, but my fren persuaded, or should i say begged...hmmm....will be nice to him, persuaded me to go for some particular reason....so there i was, with my 2 frens...firstly went down to the hall to see, then changed mind and went to the top, and it was a good thing i was at the top, somethin like gallery lets say....but i ended up watchin the soccer game which was played in the school field...didnt know who against who....but the game wasnt bad...so didnt watch the concert much...found it too dull...(told u i wasnt into these things)...but the soccer game ended and had not much of a choice but to watch the concert....ok, i guess...maybe the crowd got things hyped up...but the crowd wasnt big either, wasnt small too....it was ok...after awhile i got bored of the concert and was relaxing with my 2 chinese frens at the corner, distance away from the hall...then i noticed a fren of mine and his gang...i beleived it was the BFC...a freestyle, b.boy or watever they call it, crew...i have heard much bout them, and they were performin..so since i was there...i decided to wait for thier performance...long i tell u...it was long waitin for them to perform....i was curious to know how good they really were....so did wait for thier performance....and ya...they were pretty good...cool moves, they certainly got the crowd goin....but i wouldnt rate them the best for the day....there was this one guy, who did, i think its called beatbox, with his voice...and it was totally awesome...that guy certainly stole the crowd away...i can assure you, everyone at there was amazed by his talent...and there was this part called, man vs machine...where this DJ was hittin his beats to challenge the guy who does beats with his voice...i dont know which one was better....coz i wasnt able to differentiate between the man and the machine....credits to that guy for puttin up such a solid solo performance...maybe i didnt waste my time there....there was some entertainment....and there were people moshin around...haha...not really moshin, but dancin around, treatin the hall as a mosh pit...the people dancin too was an entertainment i should say....some were really dancin wild...real wild...if u had seen it...u would have gone like...whoa!....too much to describe bout the dancin itself....people there were great...they sure had a great time enjoyin themselves....but after all this...i still think that havin my day spent playin soccer, would have made me feel much more enjoyable...freaks....





*Sick School*

Friday, July 9, 2004 12:39 a.m.
I am in deep shit...or will soon be in one...This day is gonna go down in my history books....freaks....There i was sittin in my class not understandin one single thing the teacher was saying....and when i say one single thing, i meant none....I was scratchin my head, askin my fren wat is this qn's answer...then scratched my head again, then was like totally lost....i am not sure wether i was the only one...if i am the only one...then i really am in one hell of a deep shit....To top things even better...i had 2 tutorials of diff. subjects....for both i was a goner...the second subject was a havoc, i was sittin behind with this guy whom i recently got to know(classmate)....and what a joker he was...His fren, him and me...we were like laughin away and jokin, makin the whole class laugh with us...so there u go...i didnt catch the lesson....after awhile i was turnin the lecture notes, just to answer my teacher's qn....one bloody answer also i couldnt find....there the teacher was asking qn after qn in general...there i was turnin the lecture notes again and again....creeps!....assignments are due soon, and i havent done a single homework at home yet....i cant find the momentum...assignment are due in 2 weeks....such early requirements, ridiculous i tell u...term test is like in 3 weeks time....really gnarly....i was wonderin what if i have gotten normal academic stream and i went to ite....life would have been much simpler....errr...what am i sayin...i sound like a loser...not able to stand up and fight...if i am gonna screw any of the subjects....i am gonna fight doing it....aitez....





*Play It The Fun Way*

Thursday, July 8, 2004 12:12 a.m.
So i made it through the school selection for soccer again ...altogether i had to go through 3 rounds and i made it lucky the last one...i thought i wasnt goin to be selected as i got substituted, but then, many others whom i know and who are good also got sub....hmmm..i begin to wonder, could this be the end...maybe not..he finally called out the final selected players..and once he looked at me, and didnt call me...i was like, damn!...so i am gone...but then he eventually called out my name...so it had to be luck...i was lucky i guess....the going gets tougher and tougher...dunno, whether u can stay long in the team...or will u just get kicked out....but makin this far, makes me feel satisfied...My frens had been calling me to play soccer at school turf for the past 2 weeks, but they always play on thursday, and i have outside club trainin on thurs....so i always end up disappointin them...sorry dudes...maybe one day should join them for soccer...long time neva play soccer for the fun of it...school trainin and outside club trainin has to be serious, u have to go by the coach's order to play the game effectively, but playin with ur frens for the fun of it, is really great....its all bout havin fun....





*Lets Not Waste It*

Tuesday, July 6, 2004 12:38 a.m.
Great movie, Spider-man 2....Marvel movies always seem to be great, x-men was superb...so ya, it was a long day today, Spider-man would be going to the top money makers chart i believe...there wasnt many places available in golden village cinema, had to watch at Century Square....One quote which was quoted in the movie.."Intelligent is not a privilige, its a gift." sounds good eh...?...still analysin it...Tomoro plan not to go to the 1st lesson of school, ok...such stinkin attitude i have, its been terrible, i have always said i am gonna make it big everytime, but always end up disappointin myself, basically no amount of extra work is bein put in....have to sacrifice some things just to stay focus on my studies, but those things are really hard to sacrifice, but when the day comes, it has got to go. As one saying goes..."A DREAM UNCHASED IS A LIFE AT WASTE"...





*Fate*

Saturday, July 3, 2004 12:36 a.m.
Great, my internet seems to work in good condition once again, when will it screw up..i dont know....so ya...2nd week of school have just ended, and i have been blasted with projects after projects...thats the problems with polytechnics, they kill you with assignments and projects, homeworks isnt much of a big deal, but the other 2 can go right up your ass...School has been different very much nowdays...i dont mix with my chineses friends often, i slack with the malay pals...got to know many of them better this semester....and ya, being with them is better....my chinese freaks, come to school, then dont even attend one bloody lesson...real freaks...wonder why they come...then they psycho me not to go class....My brains are not like yours friends...mine need to be updated, just to survive in poly....Guess this weekend is gonna be a tiring one....there is soccer selection tomoro morning and soccer friendly match in the afternoon and another friendly match sunday morning. pretty hectic...doesnt matter...the school selection has to be the important one...i made it through the 1st stage..luck played a big part...2nd stage ?...hmmm...probably an early exit for me...Anyway, an incident happened..when??..i wish not to name...but it was one thing i had always wanted until recently, i didnt want it all...but then it still happened...so if this is fate....then fark fate....sounding emotional...there is just too much pain....hahaha....





*Very Bad*

Tuesday, June 29, 2004 03:47 p.m.
So it has been sometime since i updated...not that i was too busy or was just lazy...The problem lies with the internet at my home..yeah..i am updating from school right now...its been so long since i updated..i really wanted to write all the things which had happened during those times, leaving memories whenever i read them...but then there is just too many, and i had rather stick with what has been happening lately...School has opened, Year 2 has begun...but as usual, it sux...BIG TIME!.....already feeling the pressure...My timetable isnt good...The other time i went for prayers and had to come back to school for the 2pm lesson... but i reached around 2.20, making a Grand star entrance...then the teacher had to ask why i was late and all...i had to explain to her, i had religious duties to fulfill....but they were like 2 malay guys in the same tutorial room as me...but they made it on time i think...or i reckon they went to prayers...coz the teacher was like asking me Qns after Qns...Damn Paisey i tell you...they were girls whom i didnt even know...were in the same class as me...i think it was a 2 class combined tutorial...so it was relatively big...eh..shit man...i have got tutorial at 4pm....got to go...no more star entrances for me...Bloody School....Fark it....





*Pranked or Punked*

Sunday, June 13, 2004 10:33 p.m.
Its only me and my Dad livin in this apartment for the moment....my mum and 2 sis went on a holiday, which i tink is about for 15 days or so....they did invite me, but i didnt want...15 days for such a long trip its a waste of time and the price of the flight ticket isnt cheap either...So i have the computer all to myself and also the TV....My house just seems so quiet and peaceful...its the washing of the clothes which is troublesome....and also washing the dishes....crappy jobs....have to bear with it i guess....Anyway yesterday i and my friend were havin some chats when we recalled the time when he got pranked...or should i say punk'd....it was funny shit i tell you...you should have seen the look on his face....Ok it goes like this...You know how people save contact number in the handphone right.....One of my friend borrowed the handphone of my friend who was punk'd and changed his name in the contact number to 999....He gave the phone back to my punkie friend....and called his handphone.....So my punkie friend took out his phone and looked who was the caller....and u should have seen the look on his face....it was all cramped and full of fears....and the way he spoke.....hahahaha....bloody funny....my friend was like..."eh siak ah....ape sak police call aku"...once i saw that i knew he was bein pranked and i decided to go with the flow....i too acted with a worried face and was like askin him.."ape sak kau baut....curi bende pe...or rape pompan...mampos la kau....mesti pasal kau sk8 ah ni...vandalise case ah kau"....my friend was like..."takde la sak....i neva do anythin"...haha...it was those times when we skated frequently and always got in trouble with the cops....so my friend thought they were callin him becoz of him sk8ing around bein a nuisance....hahaha...i didnt know he would really be such a dumbass...which police dept. would call usin the 999 number....haha...then after awhile me and my friend who played the prank.....started laughin.....then my friend was too embarassed...then keep quiet....freaks!....one hell of a prank i should say....maybe you people out there would want to try out....and keep close attention to the face behaviour....its like one of the faces which is rare to be seen....There is also one other prank which i played on my 2 friends...haha...maybe talk bout it some other time....





*Dreaming Futurist*

Saturday, June 12, 2004 02:08 a.m.
Super cocked-up internet....really weird u see...whenever i click on a link...that link doesnt turn up...but someother link comes about....so updatin was a problem these days....somehow managed to get things in shape at least for the moment...dunno when the internet would go frenzy again....Past few days has been alright....holidays arent much of a real-time enjoyment...work has been fillin up most of the time...and being in the morning, sleepin wasnt much peaceful...its the dreams that i wish wasnt disturbed...i dream everyday when i sleep....even when i doze off like for 15 mins...i tend to dream...its now then i started recalling the dreams... when my sleep is really good, then i would wonder why i had such a dream...and yeah, try to analyse how ridiculous can my dream get...yeah...its a dream that is...anything can happen....Only a week left before school starts...but then i dont seem worried....want to get done with school and NS real quick...have been thinkin about the future...lets say i have been predicting them sort of....Analysing them....what if this happens....or what if the opposite of this happens....its called being a 'futurist'....they have to focus on particular things and try to come out with plans which would make that certain thing happen...and yeah...they also make out plans for the opposite of what u want to happen, occurs...so 'futurist' try to get u where you want...or predict what is the outcome, with the facilitites and abilities u have, what u would become in the near future....and what can be the negative side of it....have been thinkin bout the future....so according to me some sacrifices have to be made...some things must go....some, if it comes, i cant afford to take it...and some, i have to get it....another sophisicated theory but a theory explained....its not, just to wait and see what the future is...but to make out the future for u....





*MacKFC*

Monday, June 7, 2004 01:51 a.m.
Firstly my stomach is bloated...and secondly..it doesnt feel good....have been a glutton for today...I had KFC...before that i think i had some little snacks...so the KFC meal was good...wasnt able to finish the fries...so had to end my meal...but then my mum offered me her 1 piece of chicken...damn...couldnt resist...so took it, and ate it forcefully, more for the taste of the juicy piece....And now i am really fat....yesterday it was macdonalds....today KFC....certainly not healthy meals for the weekend....but then days like these doesnt come often....so its just hard to resist this delicious foods...so i think i better watch what i eat...if not will be strugglin in soccer games....maybe should start exercisin......hmmm...gym trainin perhaps







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*Analyse it*

Sunday, June 6, 2004 02:30 a.m.
Trip to Queensway wasnt bad...practically bought nothin...but our objective was to send the registration form for the nike soccer competition...i really dunno wat to write now...i have been like analysing for the past few days since i had a very personal chat with a close friend of mine...bein personal...i cant say much...we ended by comin to the conclusion of Analysing....as many say...learn from your mistakes, you will improve....but it is really better...if u analyse ur mistakes....u will improve by a far bigger margin.....hmmm....i dunno...both the quotes looks though they mean the same...but try analysing ur mistakes rather than learnin from it....maybe somethin would stir up.....





*Right Leg*

Saturday, June 5, 2004 02:23 a.m.
dAMn....my leg really hurts....wrong interception of the ball from the opponent...at first it wasnt too bad...the pain was there...but it didnt bother me much....but its when i started goin home...the pain was really at its peak....i couldnt walk and had to rest for a few secs...as the pain was excruciating....i had to take out my right slipper and walk as my right foot wasnt capable of carrying the weight of the slipper....but then the pavement was real shit...so much sands irritatin my leg...and i looked like a mad guy...walkin with onli one slipper on my legs...and another in my hand...Did apply some medication...it seems to be better now...but when i reached home...after my shower the pain was really bad...couldnt move the toes...hmmm.....hope the injury will get better...if not...will be limpin for awhile...





*Expensive Little Things*

Thursday, June 3, 2004 01:52 a.m.
Tomoro there is a soccer game with this club which i recently joined....all the players there are older than me...except 3 of my frens....and i reckon i would get a chance to play...probably becoz of my specs...i dun tink they would allow ppl to wear specs and play....and its a semi-professional game...so things will be gettin hard in the game....So went to check out the price of contact lens...gosh!...they are really expensive...dunno wether to get one or not....but i tink i have to get one....if not i will always be overlooked by coaches....will try to find some way to get the contact lens as soon as possible....





*Is it Fats or The Eyes Are Being Tricked*

Wednesday, June 2, 2004 02:42 a.m.
So today was pool's day for me....went out to play pool with 3 of my pals...then went to eat at KFC....how arrogant was i....got long john, dun wan....but opted for KFC...y?....coz rich wat...since workin..give myself some treat...but then...the meal i bought wasnt big enough to keep me full...i was still hungry....damn KFC....they really noe how to earn money......So i saw a secondary classmate of mine at KFC....She was the girl whom i have previously mentioned in my blog....she became from fat to thin...and till now...she still gets slimmer and slimmer....i dunno how she does it...but she certainly does it well....and ya....she was also BLOODY sexy....the skirt was short and really tight....and her blouse was really tight showin her 'u noe wat'...makin it look reali.....errr....better not say animore...things are gettin out of hand...its juz that its so hard to imagine she was once the fat girl whom i used to sit beside with....so maybe any girls out there...who are big in size and are interested in slimmin down...try learnin from this girl...one word for this girl.....'amazing'....





*$40 Survey*

Tuesday, June 1, 2004 12:40 a.m.
My neck is aching man...So there was this one woman whom i met in the lift came up to me, asked wats my age and then asked me wether i could do a survey for her...of coz i wanted to say no..but then she said she will give $40 for gettin the survey done...i didnt even consider..i said OK...u see what money can make me do....i didnt even noe wat the survey is gonna be about and i juz said yes...haizz....so she had to explain to me of how to get the survey done....i was already in a hurry, didnt had the focus of listening to what the lady was sayin....i juz said...ok, oh, ya, sure, no problem....then she took down my particulars and told me to get things done in one week as she needed the survey forms back by then....so i tot it was like a bonus 40 bucks...juz doin the survey....but now when i m doin it....it can make u sleep....askin me ridiculous questions like, 'where do u shop for ur cosmetics' or 'when do u plan to move out from ur house'...freaks....i think the mak cik who gave me the survey form anyhow give ah...neva see the age one(and also sex)....so yeah...i tink i will be resolving to the usual tactic when doin the survey....juz anyhow whack the answers around...lucky it was a one week survey...if it was a one day survey....i would have asked her for $100....





*Not Just a Scooter...Call It Vespa*

Sunday, May 30, 2004 12:16 a.m.
My liking for Vespa(scooter) have really gone up...i m psyched of gettin one...the earliest i could get is in late August, that is if i have got the money...if not i wud juz have to work hard to get one...lets call it a dream of mine to get a Vespa, and i m workin towards the dream to turn out real....I remeber the 1st time i was fascinated by a Vespa...It was in 1999 and i was playin soccer with my pals...then one bike stopped infront of us and parked itself outside a street soccer court...gosh!...i was awed by it....it was the design that made me admire it the most...it was a fireball shaped design which was finely displayed....so there it was...i plan to get that bike when i was legal enough but of coz my liking changed...i was still into vespa but wasnt into the fireball design....i have a very unique design of my own, which i hope to apply to the bike when i get one...it wasnt till 2002 that i really went deep into the Vespa world, knowin more bout the model out there...of coz i have a dream model of my own...a vintage vespa...an awesome little bike rarely seen around....only once did i see it and i was blown away by it...so maybe a vintage of my own in the future...haha...maybe.....So there u go...its not superbike or scramblers....its Vespa....





*Pissed*

Friday, May 28, 2004 12:44 a.m.
So it was a truly sucky day for me...My fren didnt keep his word.....The whole football thing was cancelled so i was on my way home, then my fren called sayin his brother and gang played, so asked me to come along...so i changed my path towards home to the street soccer court, but then when i reached there....my fren said he didnt want to come down, coz his bro and gang not comin, and he said there werent enuff ppl, damn!....he could have at least come down to the court...it was near his house aniwae.....and i didnt come with the plan, he did and now he bastard me....bullshit man...lucky i really loved soccer....i juz stood there and watched the ppl there play, if any other ppl were in my position, they wud have got the f*** out of there and gone straight home, cursing my fren....but then it was me.....i juz wathched the ppl playin all long....dont see why i shud organize soccer games in the future....maybe i shud juz dun give a f*** bout anythin or anyone.....





*The Egg and Me*

Wednesday, May 26, 2004 02:08 a.m.
Had to scrub myself off yesterdae....there was no dinner for me...coz i was back late as usual...and everythin was already eaten...so i had to cook noodles for myself and i had to cook by myself....i rarely cook, and i dun fancy cookin either, but then i cant wake my mum up in the middle of the night and ask her to cook for me...i will be blasted away by her voice...but then things went bad....its like this..So Chef Seyed was gettin everythin prepared to make himself noodles with eggs...so Chef Seyed headed towards the refrigerator to get the egg...and he took the biggest one he saw...yes, it was greedy of him to take the biggest one....so he had the fryin pan and stuffs ready...So then,Chef Seyed had to fry the egg...He took the big egg and knocked it at the edge of the fryin pan twice, there was a crack in the egg...so rememberin what the great chefs in TV did....Chef Seyed went for the one handed opening....yes it was with style he tried the opening....forcing a bit more power to open the egg....SPLASH!!....the egg opened terribly, the egg yolk and egg white were everywhere but on the fryin pan...yes, Chef Seyed had egg yolk and white on his arms and chest...he failed the one handed opening....he had to tidy things up...if his mum was to find out bout the mess, he is assured of a head knock by his mom...so Chef Seyed tidied up everythin and had to eat noodles withhout the egg.....aitez...so thats me with the screwed up egg....shud master the art of opening egg one handedly...





*5 Wonder Years*

Monday, May 24, 2004 02:17 a.m.
So there goes the haywired mouse of mine again....so eventually what i had wrote for the past few mins is totally gone, and its at the point when i had exactly finished my entry for today...haizz....so this is the second time the mouse went nuts....doesnt matter, can alwaes write again, bein patience is such a great feelin to have...So here goes the 2nd draft of my entry....4 more weeks before skool starts, still long it seems, but then 3 weeks had already past, its just that compared to the likes of secondary skool, polytechnic has much more holiday but then, the amount of time u get to enjoy isnt the same...when i was in sec. school i got like 4 weeks of holidays and the 4 weeks i would enjoy the days to the fullest, gettin to meet ur skool frens at one point of ur holiday as u are called back for extra class, are just wonderful times bein spent durin holidays...everyone used to have the same period of holidays, so there are like a whole bunch of us from different skools havin fun and enjoyin oursleves....so holidays of sec. skool life is totally different from poly's one....life has changed drastically since i stepped into temasek polytechnic...not that i have changed in person, but the things evolving around me has changed alot.....i could explain to u alot of things in poly which differ hugely from sec. skool, but my hands and eyes cant cooperate with me...eyes are too heavy and my hands are becomin less active....my poly holidays aren't as fun as sec. skool ones used to be....its just that i miss secondary skool life, and if given a chance to turn back time, it would be the years 1998,1999,2000,2001,2002..1998 was during my last year at my primary skool, miss that class of mine....ok, so these are 5 wonderful years of my growin up life....





*$3-Spaghetti*

Sunday, May 23, 2004 02:32 a.m.
oh yeah, i almost forgot to mention about the incident which happened yesterdae....total frustration...bought spaghetti at 7-11...then had to de-frost it, altogether there were 3 spaghettis... after opening them and placing them at he top of the microwave, the third slipped from my hand and dropped...damn...there goes the 3 bucks...but then it wasnt my 3 bucks...my fren used nets card to pay for all the stuffs and we had to pay the money to him, but after seeing my dinner being a done-er...he didnt want the money from me....i felt guilty, but he didnt want my money, so 3 bucks on the save...haha....ok...aniwae...hmmm...i tink i betta stop now, my head hurts terribly, wanted to write bout somethin really interestin which happened, maybe next time.....





*Its a 'SHA' Thing*

Saturday, May 22, 2004 03:13 a.m.
Saw a great movie, and the actress is a favorite of mine, i could just sit infront the tv screen the whole day and watch her again and again, and ya, her name is Trisha...damn, i m younger than her, for once i wished i was old enough to match her age, maybe one day i will meet her...yeah all this are just fantasies, but a fantasy soon to come true, dont noe how long will that be, maybe 5 yrs,10yrs,15yrs???.....i cant sae, but it will be....aniwae.. about her name, did u notice her name is Trisha, and it ends with 'sha'...maybe u will be thinkin so wat if it ends with 'sha'?, i dunno how to say this, but in the bollywood industry of indian movies, the actresses name havin the word 'sha' are absoloutely gorgeous...i can give u some examples..there is Amisha Patel, Manisha Koirala....i tot maybe these indians havin these kind of 'sha' names will be pretty, but then it does apply to our local ladies too, there is a girl i noe whose name is NurAisya(spellin maybe different, but the pronounciation are exactly the same) and she is really pretty and i noe a girl named fayisha, not sure bout her spellin though, but it sure has the 'sha' sound, and this girl is cute,....its when i started recallin these girls/actresses name, then i tot or came up with a conclusion that girls/ladies name with the 'sha' pronoun...would *mostly* be pretty, but then this are just a minor i noe, i m not sure how many out there with the 'sha' thing is actuali pretty to the extent that u could admire them at least for a certain amount of time, so yeah...maybe u guys would noe girls with 'sha' in thier name, try judgin for urself, from the information i have, my conclusion is that the girl/lady would be pretty if there is a 'sha' in her name.....and why the sudden interests in girls' name...i dunno, maybe got 0bsessed with the name Trisha....





*The Second Fight*

Friday, May 21, 2004 01:18 a.m.
So soccer it was today...maybe juz wasnt our day...had succesive losses...but then, i got to witness a fight between two players, fightin because of soccer is juz so unprofessional and immatured, the guy got kicked, fine, but then he went to take revenge kickin the opponent and it ended up in a fight, so yeah...it was a second fight i have witnessed in that court, the first one, which was like a few months ago was much more brutal, 7 against 2, this one wasnt bad, there were ppl to stop the fight and settle things, and the both the guys who fought ended up bein frens....hahaha, weird freaks...so ya, juz now my fren asked me a question, still wondering bout it. "Is your life just bout soccer."...haha, maybe i juz like wat i am doin and try to enjoy life, i do not have a galfren to spent time with, or love to go to Town to do shopping or window shopping....just want to play soccer or sk8, cool eh...yeah no life u can call me or dead life...anyone would do....its wat i love to do that affects me, not livin up to new trends that many who think its cool...its just me.





*Just Bein Grateful*

Wednesday, May 19, 2004 01:05 a.m.
Screwed up comp, have been typin a long entry but then it all vanished, thanx to the mouse goin haywire...aitez, doesnt matter, i can alwaes type again, so juz now playin soccer at bedok was different,we applied different rules to the game makin it more a bit more harder and also maybe fun, "smaller space, greater ball control".....so yeah, work and soccer can be said are fillin up my times and sk8boardin a minor of it....Planned to sk8 with my pals tomoro, but then had to call of the plan....Coz my fren,Tat had failed one of his subject and heeded me for help, actually i m juz too lazy to teach him , and another reason, i forgot the formulas and stuffs, so its hard to recall those things....but then i dun wan to be a bastard, maybe bein a bastard is bad aredi, but by not teachin him, i will be such an ungrateful bastard, coz he has taught me a lot of things in soccer, reali useful things, and he alwaes motivates me to work harder, so by not helpin him, i have no sense of gratitude, i truly stink in my character...so a little fun time of mine have to be sacrificed to help a good fren of mine....juz showin my gratitude towards him.....





*soccer.work.skate*

Tuesday, May 18, 2004 12:58 a.m.
So its been like 2 days since i updated...yeah, holidays are goin on well for me i guess...its been work and soccer for me and maybe also some sk8boardin in between....So watched the Veterans game on sunday with my pals....singapore veterans and selangor veterans at national stadium...it was okay...fandi and sundram striking partnership was great...singapore is yet to create a footballer of thier qualities....those times when singapore fans were really wild and the PASSION for football in soccer was super high....it all seems dead now...will it revive back?, i dont know...enough of the football past stories in singapore....So as i said, been into sk8boardin again...and there is this one new local sk8 video, which features a guy named Syed....that guy was such and amazement...doin those gnarly tricks...wish i could explain those tricks....but many wouldnt understand.....its juz that he is good and maybe the best in singapore...so sk8ers out there who havent watched the video,PANIC....do check it out aitez....maybe it could inspire or motivate u....





*Think About It*

Saturday, May 15, 2004 02:25 a.m.
Heard a wise saying...NEVER LOOK IN THE EYES OF A WOMAN,IT COULD TRICK YOU..hahaha...maybe the ladies wudnt go with this sayin....i dunno wat to sae...i do agree with it, but not agreeing with it totally...ok, let me put it this way...lets say u have a hatred for this girl, whom u used to love or still love,then lets say she busted u or made u very very angry...then want to make out with you, but then u noe when u meet her to make out, u will never forgive her, coz the anger in u is raging and the pain is unbearable....so its when at the point u make out with her...u shouldnt look in her eyes...if u do, then u would probably have forgiven her...coz her eyes tricked you, to show her false innocence....therefore u end up gettin tricked and givin her another chance....so you got my point??....hmmmm....maybe its complicated...or some may think its crap...but do think bout it....or try lookin in her eyes....it may prove somethin....somethin real......





*Morning it is*

Friday, May 14, 2004 12:54 a.m.
So finally tomoro get to work in the morning...dunno wether its gonna be a full day or not....if its full then its good...coz i will be earnin more money...if it isnt....doesnt matter really...coz usually friday the supervisor neednt need me to work...so if work half-day tomoro also, i wud be satisfied...so ya....gotta wake up early man tomoro....so better get goin...SLEEP is such an important thing...





*Workless Newspaper*

Thursday, May 13, 2004 12:28 a.m.
Damn those strait times....tot could find some other job, as my current one, the pay isnt good or maybe thinkin of doin 2 jobs...yeah...crazy aitez...i noe..but i reali need the money...not that my family is in crisis or wat...i need to buy some important thing...so there goes my 80 cents buyin the worthless paper...ok maybe not worthless....got to read bout the world news though...and bout business markets...lolz...dun have a clue y i m readin that complexed article, i do have some keen interest in business....but readin somethin u dun understand one shit bout it....then thats reali psychoism(if there's a word)..............but some jobs were reali eye catching...it like when u wanted to take down the number to call...then u realize...u forgot to read the last criteria needed to employ, which is ^Female Working Environment^.....yeah...only for females i think...i m not sure....and some...u need to speak and write mandarin...damn those companies...Hope my workplace would call me to work in the mornin...so that i can earn $30 a day....then i would be able to get the thing i want...but i alwaes seem to get the afternoon shift...juz have to stick with it.....so anione out there....with any pretty DECENT job....do call me aitez....





*Old Time Gang*

Wednesday, May 12, 2004 12:27 a.m.
Added a tagboard...so if wanna tag, please do...but i reckon anyone would..so the taggy would be dead quiet and u could onli see me taggin it...hahaha...yeah...like a mad guy...today planned to sk8 with lukman and qif and i guess the usual gang of the old time.....coz qif msged me yesterdae sayin that he is gonna sk8...so i tot i might join him but then found out he didnt sk8...i didnt call him though...coz my fren suwaidi say qif wasnt able to make it...so i guess the plan was called off, but then chye called and said they are sk8in and invited me...so i tagged along...its been a long time since i stepped on my deck...eventhough sk8in juz now was good...i still cant get the feelin when i sk8 with my old pals such as froz,weed,luk,qif,elfi,suwaidi,chye and a few more, together...the atmosphere is different...in a sense that sk8boardin becomes really fun and we all have loads of fun....but then times change and everyone have changed...those daes are gone...ok,maybe not gone...maybe it will come back...i dont noe...everyone have thier own lives....they are busy with other things, which is much more important than sk8ing....so maybe if one the those old daes comes by....sure to join the gang for sk8ing....IF the day comes by.





*Magnificent Cartoon(s)*

Tuesday, May 11, 2004 12:35 a.m.
Watched 'The Lion King' movie for the umpteenth time just now..yeah its a wonderful cartoon...somehow i dont seem to get sick and tired of watchin it...i wonder why though....maybe coz its has many different fields of love relationship brought under one concept...there is the "father and son" relationship..."couple" relationship..."mother and son" relationship..."uncle and nephew" relationship...and maybe the biggest of all is the friendship between the 3 animals(Simba,Timon,Pumba)...unlike other cartoons...some other cartoons are also great...but somehow this one interest me the most...the first time i watched it was when i was in primary 1 or 2...and till now still watchin...yeah, so peepz out there who havent watched this wonderful movie...do watch it...and u will never regret watchin it...ya..and one other cartoon which would be second to Lion King is 'The Prince Of Egypt'...also watch this one...both are fine pieces of the cartoon movie world





*Classic Comeback*

Monday, May 10, 2004 12:21 a.m.
One thing i promised myself when i started bloggin again was to refrain from talkin bout football. Coz if i was to talk bout them..then every entry of mine will be on football or maybe things associated with it, which i dont want it to be...But this particular entry has to be about football...not exactly bout football but how i was proud of my team...let me start from the beginnin...we had a game juz now...sunday 830 am...againt ex-ngee ann students...during the 1st half we went down 2-0..yes they dominated a a bit more than us...but than i still had the confidence we could catch up...i wanted to make a comeback...but to be frank..i didnt had the confident in my team to make a comeback...some looked as though we had lost it all...but onli 2 or 3 were mentally strong to achieve a dramatic scoreline.....things had to be sorted out...changes in midfield and defence...and the tactics were workin fine..our team was fantastic...i have never seen them play a better football...we were able to score 3 goals making a "classic comeback" of the final score bein 3-2...many of my team mates were determined they were on thier best form....and our keeper was in top class with quality saves....and many gave thier 100%....at times 110%...even our opponents would have admired the way we made a comeback...trust me...in football when u are 2-0 down...not many teams would be able to make a comeback... but our team was...not that the team we play against wasnt up to our standards...both the teams were equally strong but our mental strength and shear determination gave us the upper hand over them...so well done to the lads....so hope not to talk bout football much or even none in the future...this entry is to show my appreciation for my team mates....hope to stick as a team for really long....





*Simple* / *DeadDull*

Thursday, May 6, 2004 01:37 a.m.
Back to bloggin....Skool holidays started like a week ago....maybe no one knows that i have started bloggin again...havent told anyone yet...and dun intend to...been feelin frustrated with this pitas thing...my design is dead dull..or to put it in nicer word..Simple...i do not noe how to make those layouts which are really wonderful....many of my frens have it...but i totally suck at creating one...its juz so sophistacated...doesnt matter really...this *simple* layout of mine looks fine enough...yup,i have been workin for the past few daes..its at singapore post...the job pretty relaxing...or very chill out work...but the pay is like $15 for 4 hours...but the amount u work and the amount of pay u get is worth workin there...do not want to go into further detail of wat the work is like and all....hope to enjoy really hard during these holiday of mine...